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“Sometimes I am a little lady who wishes herself a flower.”

The tragedy isn’t us. The tragedy is what we wanted to be. You want to lock lips with other people and be carefree and I wanted to be untouchable like the sky with you. I was always told how you shouldn’t think everything in your life is everlasting, but this is the mistake I wrapped myself in when I imagined a future with you. There are moments I dream of running back into the past, and erasing the instance when our lives decided to melt together. I think about our first kiss and my heart sinks deeper into my memories with you. I think about our first walk around my neighborhood and how your hands felt like I was grabbing snow. Honestly the tragedy isn’t us or what we wanted to be. You never wanted to be anything with me. The tragedy is what I wanted us to be.

When I talk to you there is such a sweet soft loving tenderness that coats everything!

“Guilt has a smell that lingers worse than the meat fishermen sift through daily.”