So I’ve really been thinking and it’s great that I’m feeling much happier and confident in my skin. This is a new experience for me and I’m really loving it. I bring this up because the other day someone close to me commented that ‘oh you look so happy. I’m sure your ex is shaking in his boots’; meaning he must be regretting his decision. Honestly I didn’t really say much to that comment and kinda just laughed it off but it got me thinking that as much as I’m living life and moving on I’d always want that for him too. Why must people wish that I move on but neither does he. To have the mentality that you will do whatever you want and not care what other people think or say is truly amazing. This must be felt by everyone really. Tbh I’m not trying to show anybody but myself that I should live out loud and stop thinking that my happiness does not come first. Maybe that experience pushed me towards it or maybe I was already on my way there who knows. However I do know we reach this space at our own pace and we need such happenings in our life to finally get there.
