it’s so nostalgic getting on here… i got sober & have been sober for 3&1/2 years now. i’m 27 now. i’m no longer consumed by sadness. i don’t want to die. this website was my diary and the place for me to vent some of my most painful feelings. i ended up on heroin, and my teenhood years up until i was 23 was hellacious. i am no longer drowning in lust over people who would equate me to the scum on the bottom of their shoe. i have lived and learned so much. i am longer inconsolable. i lost some weight. i’ve been skydiving. i’ve found my life partner. my head is above water. i can breathe. i do feel like i peaked physically in 2023 but that’s okay.

not me answering this 2 years later lmaooooo hey

omg an anon, Hi. 14 yr old me would’ve shit herself. she’s backkkkk. i don’t have the tumblr app on my phone, i just check it on safari sometimes