Soresu Inquistor

Ive mostly been lurking these past few years, but why not give an update to the people who still follow/remember me.

I guess the biggest thing is about 2 weeks ago I went through a breakup, wasn't super bad it was mutual...It wasn't something someone did but it was for them. They've been going through some things in life and want to improve themselves and I'm all for that, I was the one who suggested that if breaking up would help them then I'd put aside my feelings for their well being. It's not easy doing that, loving someone for so long kinda ingrains it into your being and that doesn't just poof away heh. They told me they can't be a good partner to me atm so I guess Im sorta holding onto the hope but idk moving on and letting go isn't easy for me.

My friend Alex has been really holding me up these past two weeks, I'm fairly strong mental wise but love has always been the weakest of my mental defenses, I put a lot into it so. But yeah great guy who I care about a lot whom I'm glad to have help me and be my good friend.

I'll do my best and push past this and come out stronger, at the end of the day I just want the person I was with to be happy and be happy with who they are.