I tie my HatâI crease my Shawlâ
Life's little duties doâprecisely
As the very least
Were infiniteâto meâ
âEmily Dickinson, #443
My motherâs mother, widowed very young
of her first love, and of that loveâs first fruit,
moved through her fatherâs farm, her country tongue
and country heart anaesthetized and mute
with labor. So her kind was taught to doâ
âFind work,â she would reply to every griefâ
and her one dictum, whether false or true,
tolled heavy with her passionate belief.
Widowed again, with children, in her prime,
she spoke so little it was hard to bear
so much composure, such a truce with time
spent in the lifelong practice of despair.
But I recall her floors, scrubbed white as bone,
her dishes, and how painfully they shone.