the   flex   of   the   muscles   no  longer   requires   thought      ,      the   phantom   feeling    of   strings   sliding   over   bare   skin   as   metal   presses  against   the  golden  flesh  of   the   one   that  touched  him.    silver  metal  catching  in  the  light      &.     eyes  widen  at  the  sight  of   his   king.        ❝    i   could   have   relieved   you   of   your   head.     ❞       this   look   is   one   that   sees  nothing   lovelier   than   the  sprawl  of  hedonisms      ,      bare      ,      against   the   temples   of  forgotten  gods.       ❝   you    could  ask.   ❞     tonight      ,     he   will   destroy   something   magnificent      ,     to   bring   a   king   to   his   knees      &.     shatter   his   crown   against   the   marble  floors.   build   dreams    &.   bring  the  man  of  legend      ,    golden  hearts  to   nirvana. 

           pleads   woven   in  the  summer  air     ,    sun   rays  leaving harsh kisses along  the  pale  skin.  hues  glance  down  halls   assuring   the  words  would  not  travel  to  whispering  ears.       ❝  you  will  not  die     ,    sin. ❞      there   is   an   intimacy   laced   in   words      ,       with   rustling   of   sea  breeze      &.    lips  press   against   his   kings.   there  are   moments   that ja’far  forgets   how  a   single   touch  can  unmake  him  so.. it  can   make   his  soul  crack   &.  shatter   reflected   pastel  colors  in  the   hall.       

            no one ever taught him that the heavy darkness would never leave     ,     that it would still linger in the copper taste that he knew better than his own beating heart. perhaps he has always been a burning kingdom      ,      time falls through his fingers some nights      &.     comes back to home in empty roads grass damp under his knees. red caked under his nails      &.      sobs for the hour it has abandoned him. when a boy reached out to hold ja’fars head above the water      ,      ja’far tells them that he would rather drown. when that boy waits patiently above the water      ,     ja’far tells him that drowning is all that he has. that boy is now king     ,     God's word is smoke forcing itself into his lungs that burns like brimstone    &.    ja’far can taste Eden’s watery grave that fills the space between his breathes      &.   plagues him with a head full of images of the once gold crown made of lions teeth     &.    fiery swords    &.    trumpets sounding the End of Days.       ❝ the issue has been dealt with sin. ❞       loving people should have never been an option not when his words are lining the abyss within him     ,     but he had never known what it's like to be holy. he has seen the tired lines around angel eyes before     ,      blood is filthied sinner but he has shared a bathtub full of angel gold. he may not know the kindness in the light of heaven but by the saints ja’far has been close.       ❝ is there anything else you require? ❞     lightning bolts at his lover's fingertips      ,       a drowning boy gasping for air. the underside of his childhood bed      ,     an open closet door      ,     gnashing teeth      ,     bleeding thighs      ,     nightmares that keep his soul from resting. they have always ruled the sullied corners.      ❝  if not    , I will be in my room. ❞     memories have always been like truth-telling for them      ,     with a liars tongue pressed against his lips honestly is fleeting. but ja’far remembers sometimes the silver of a promise in a fairy necklace. curiosity is a lot like secrets people want to smother down. ja’far was born in the dark     ,      purgatory is where he cried first. this is not a kingdom      ,    its a birthright.         

he is  SOFT  and somehow  ROUGH  at the edges ,  supple skin like  VELVET  under his calloused finger tips .  but  his  touch is  ardent ,  passionate  FERVOR  nearly as intense as his own .  dark half lidded eyes and a  FLESH  ,  ruby color is what looked best on him .  under him ,  lilies sprout in the wake of his kiss and sinbad wants nothing but to INDULGE .    ‘  if that were the case ,  would  you  DENY  me ?  ’    a heedless taunt followed by a curl ‘pon his lips ;  he was well aware that he was but a fool in  LOVE  ,  even if the other was oblivious to it .

₪ -  For a kink.

      ❝   giving      &.      receiving   bondage   ❞

💓 - And a name to ask if they would start a relationship with them.

      ❝   last   i   checked      ,       sin      &.      i   are   currently   engaged.   ❞