Your Silent Sanctuary

If he couldn’t

But hes like

And im like

So does that mean

But then

Will i

I really can’t function without him in my life.

I moved out and fucked it all up for my roommate.

I caused so much pain.

I thought it was the drugs.

I was supposed to celebrate my 1 year clean this month.

But it turns out

Maybe its just me.

Dude drove off after hitting me too

Pretty sure this is karma tho

Would you actually cry tears for me?

I keep looking back and realizing how short life really can be.

Mine shoulda been done awhile ago.

I don’t know what God’s purpose is for me.

But do I really have to keep going?

I am so fucking tired of being the person that heals and helps others.

My first dad died years ago. He died the night my current dad had to drive us out of our home and pretend like everything was okay. Even when we knew it wasnt. He tried to make us laugh. Until we had to drive back and he made us wait in the car until he came back. He was only 17.

My father wears my dad’s old skin.

You can find me in the sky at night, where the stars shine bright.

You can feel me in the air before dawn, and my gentle touch wont feel so gone.

You can hear me at the shore of the lake, where the waves of the water break.

You can see me in the blue wings of a butterfly, a blue that rivals even the sky.

And on that day you needed me but I am gone