ever since you broke my heart, nothing has been the same. i am sad more than i am happy… and even when i am happy, i feel the underlying sadness. you hurt me so badly. you hurt me more when you moved on almost instantly… you didn’t give it a second thought, you felt no remorse for me. i don’t know why you promised me the things you did - probably just to get what you wanted - but i believed that you would make good on them. you fed me fantasies of a future, you made me feel like i was everything you wanted. it was such a good lie on your part, scary good. you are an impeccable liar, and you know it. that really sucks. you really suck. and the fact that i still feel for you also sucks. but those feelings are locked away in a box, gathering dust on a shelf in the deep abyss that is my heart. my problem is that i feel too strongly, too suddenly, and let those feelings run wild. i made it so easy, i know i am quite foolish. but you are far too cruel. i see your face and feel an overwhelming mixture of anguish and hatred. i wish you knew. i wish you cared. all i had wanted was you, and i would’ve given you the world. i thought so highly of you. i was so happy with you. i was so stupid to trust you when you said that you were happy too. every time you told me you loved me, it was a boldface lie and i was too blind to even see it. how dare you. after all those months that i cried and hoped that you would come back were a waste. even then you didn’t apologize, you just ignored me. that was unforgivable, but i forgave you still. i hope that some parallel universe holds what never was. i would say that i hope you’re happy, but i don’t.
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