Cherry

lowkey obsessed with clinical trials 🧍

I think after all this time I’ve finally realized the difference in my values from my classmates.

no longer depressed I have found employment :D

how do I convince my brain to stop caring about someone. It hurts seeing him be so friendly with other people meanwhile he could care less about me. I thought he cared about me but I just meant nothing to him. He doesn’t care about me and I know I can’t force him to care about me but it hurts. It hurts seeing him talk to my bestfriend. I just wanna sleep

I hate myself and I hate everyone around me .

sometimes I have to remind myself that my brain doesn’t work like others, and that just because they do something doesn’t mean they want the same thing they do. But still. I don’t know what the smart move would be here. Non of his friends are concerned about him, so do I jut get over myself?

finally decided to block and delete my ex.

I .dont feel well. I can’t stay like this

I NEED TO WRITE AHHHHHHHHHHHH

my superpower is being left on read

a week of being single 🙏 got broken up with last Thursday, but my ex and I are lowkey chill so I don’t got much to complain about.

my villain origin story is gonna be my ex breaking up with me cause he didn’t want to put effort into speaking to me

Worst part of being mentally ill is not knowing if you’re in the wrong or if the other person is just an ass

having like 6 to 7 depressive episodes

I’ve been so stressed it feels like my body just collapsed in on itself. I’ve been in bed for most of my break.

haven’t been this stressed in a while. I don’t feel well