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A few days ago i re-blogged a post about putting yourself into a sub headspace even if you don't have a dominant in your life at the moment. Here are a few extra thoughts i've had about it in the last few days
It's a great motivator. Using it as a reward for completing your usual chores or tasks you've been putting off for a while is a great idea. Even just using it as a reward for getting through the work week gives you something to look forward to.
Use it as a way of figuring out what submissive things you actually enjoy. The stereotype of subs not being able to express what they're into, either through embarrassment or shame is sadly all too true. Spending time by yourself and exploring your subby side is a great way to find what you like or don't like and have examples to pull from in the future.
It's just an extension of self care, which is all the more important in these stressful times. Take a break from all of that nonsense happening outside and just take some time to treat yourself.
I need you all to know that there's an idea in my head of a dom wearing medical gloves, saying to their sub "time for your medicine, darling", and holding a vibrator in their hand, or some other orgasm inducing device.
In my head it's something that would induce forced orgasms if necessary but the submissive is way too eager to take their medicine for that to even be considered for them. But I guess it's important that they know that, regardless, it's happening.
And in this idea in my head, the dom is very matter of fact about it, like writing down all of the reactions and being very "non-sexual" about the whole thing (but like in a deeply sexual way lmao iykyk i guess)
And then to top it off, that sort of sing-songy not condescending tone, but a there-there, you're doing well, faux dumb type thing as if the submissive has absolutely no idea how to do this on their own.
Anyway I'm tired and I have absolutely no energy to write this myself so you're getting my thoughts instead and you can suffer with me 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Please feel free to add your own fantasies about this onto the post if you want. Because I'll enjoy reading them hahaha >.<
Look at me, sweetheart. I promise, everything's okay. You've got nothing to be sad about.
I can see you searching through your mind to find a reason to chastise yourself, feeling sad and guilty and thinking you must have done something wrong. Everything's okay.
You've been busy all day, mind full of important things, then you were speaking to people all day and your heads been in performance mode. You've not relaxed for even five minutes since you woke up. And now, you've got home, and dropping all that energy of the day has just made you crash.
Remember how sub drop feels, love? You don't chastise yourself for that do you? No, nu-uh, we don't do that here, we just follow all of the aftercare steps and make sure you're well looked after.
This is the same, darling. You have nothing to worry about, nothing to feel sad about, and no reason to go hunting for something to make you sad.
Let's go get the aftercare list, and do all of the things on there. Take my hand, love. We'll do it together. You can sit on my knee and we'll read them out slowly with quiet voices and a nice big glass of water.
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Look at me, sweetheart. I promise, everything's okay. You've got nothing to be sad about.
I can see you searching through your mind to find a reason to chastise yourself, feeling sad and guilty and thinking you must have done something wrong. Everything's okay.
You've been busy all day, mind full of important things, then you were speaking to people all day and your heads been in performance mode. You've not relaxed for even five minutes since you woke up. And now, you've got home, and dropping all that energy of the day has just made you crash.
Remember how sub drop feels, love? You don't chastise yourself for that do you? No, nu-uh, we don't do that here, we just follow all of the aftercare steps and make sure you're well looked after.
This is the same, darling. You have nothing to worry about, nothing to feel sad about, and no reason to go hunting for something to make you sad.
Let's go get the aftercare list, and do all of the things on there. Take my hand, love. We'll do it together. You can sit on my knee and we'll read them out slowly with quiet voices and a nice big glass of water.
im scared to send this but i really like your blog and im wondering if you could maybe maybe maybe make a story where the sub gets caught touching themself and they're all embarrassed but then the other one is like aww its ok but also is condenscending about it and makes fun but still being sweet and gentle????? maybe when the sub gets caught they accidentally pee themself out of nervousness
its ok if not though and there is no rush at all
i hope this is truly anonymous or i might cry ive never sent one of these
Thank you so much ⭐🌈⭐🌈⭐🌈
Content Warnings: Omo, omoshari, submissive wetting themselves, caught masturbating, praise.
I hope I'm not interupting anything.
Oh darling, did you get a fright? Weren't expecting me to walk in on you, stripped down to your underwear, palming yourself as you squirm on the bed?
I have to admit, I didn't expect that either ... why is it now, oh yeah, because you said you would tell me when you needed to be touched, didn't you?
Did you think you'd found a loophole? As long as it was over your underwear it would be alright?
Tut-tut, that doesn't seem like good behaviour does it?
What's wrong, love? Why do you look like a deer in the headlights? I can almost hear your heart beating from over here.
Poor thing, don't worry, you can try again next time, can't you? I know you want to be good, darling, you try so hard, don't you?
Let me come over and help you out, sit by your side, and you can get under my arm while I show you how to do this properly. Unless that's what you really wanted, me to have my hand over your underwear too. Is that it?
Oh pretty thing, you've already made such a mess I-
Hey now, calm, what's wrong? No need to cross your legs, I know how needy you are, you ca't fool me.
Darling?
Show me, love, show me why you can't uncross your legs. You need me to feel for myself? Or are you going to let that blush thats crept up your neck speak for you?
That's it, let me feel. So wet aren't you?
Oh sweetheart, is this what you're embarrassed about? You got so nervous at the sight of me standing in the doorway, catching you with your lip between your teeth, arching into your hand, that you've had an accident.
Look at me, everything's alright. It's only a little mess.
You've probably just been overwhelmed with working so hard all week that you've not had time to think. You've been so run off your feet, holding it all together, that when you felt like you needed to be touched it was just too much. You weren't to know you were going to get a fright, were you?
From what I can feel, love, it's only a little bit, let me slide your underwear off. There we are, I bet that feels better.
Hmmm, tell the truth now, if i press gently on your bladder, is there more? Mmmm, I thought there might be. That little hitch of your breath. Oh sorry, darling, is that sore?
My beautiful submissive shouldn't have to think about these things. Come on, lets get you in for a shower and you can relax your body for me. Relax all of those muscles and I'll keep my hand between your legs the whole time, because I know how needy you are. I can feel you pulsing on my fingers and I've barely touched you.
Everything's alright, sweetie. I've got you. No need to be embarrassed.
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it's sunday night and all i've been able to think about lately is being somebody's pet again. that sense of belonging and ownership is something i've truly been yearning tonight.
it's been a while since i belonged to someone, and this weekend i realised just how much i miss it 🥺
It's been a yearning weekend I sweeeaarrrrr
something's in the water. I can't concentrate in these trying times >.<
I can't remember if it was this blog or my main blog? Was years ago. But we (me and whoever I was talking to in asks) used to speak a lot about self-domming as a comfort thing? And like buying the comfort stuff as a reward and just allowing yourself to be in that space? And like, it's not the same as someone else doing it for you but it is comforting because the whole point in some of this stuff is the headspace you're in when you're doing that [insert thing here]
So for like petplay stuff, browsing your fav tumblr stuff while you're sitting in a little heap of blankets on the floor, or wearing your collar, or have some treats in a little bowl on the floor. and It's a bit of time you've set aside to be in that headspace and enjoy it - and enjoy it without limits because you're doing it for you so you dont have to think about anyone else! haha
This used to come up alllllllllllllllllllll the time on my blog, I think it was because of a fic I wrote where one of the characters was too embarrassed to tell people they wanted a certain kink, so they made a little reward chart and after doing certain chores they'd be like already dizzy at the idea that they're giving themself that reward, like a Pavlovian response.
Hey, don't look so scared, I don't bite. What are you worried about?
You don't have to be shy, you can look. See how needy your owner is?
C'mere, give me your fingers, feel there. That means Your owner is pleased with you.
Normally, I give you instructions, don't I? Is that why you're scared? Because you don't know what to do if I'm not telling you, huh...
Well, I'll sit here on the chair, with my legs wide enough that you have access, and you can touch me however you like - with whatever you like. And I'll make sure to tell you when you're doing a good job.
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