Kvetching Is The Path Towards Tikkun Olam

I abandoned Judaism simply because it produced Zionism in the long term. If God meant for that, I will willing deny the appointment to see him, or there’s no God, atleast not anymore.

The existence of Israel is SO offensive to me, I chucked my religious affiliation away because they claim to represent my religion and are the majority of adherents within my religion, so, they’ve dummied out my religion, my people have left fucking left sensibility behind. I will NOT be ASSUMED EVIL when I can DEMONSTRATE SACRIFICE AND WILLFUL GOOD, while not harming anyone myself.

Israel made me question Judaism as a Jew who used be a very honestly devout DESPITE being hated by my peers because I was a trans woman. I was more willing to bare with transphobia from my coreligionists so that a child might see me at synagogue being nice. I abandoned that when I learn a Synagogue is a place that advertising its affiliation to Israel, a place enacting misery on a population, the only thing that fucking matters to notice, by everyone, for everyone.

Israel hurting people by design is the name of Judaism, much how Rome hurt Jews in the name of Christianity because they wanted to reatriscyive justify colonizing the place and killing me and Zionists mutual ancestors. We have mutual ancestors, but I refuse to part of a family that is willingly genocidal. My family moving there puts me in a very taxing ethical trolley problem, but I will have to pick humanity instead of my personal family, because THAT is the correct response, and I am fucking certain of that Because I used my free will to fucking be objective.

Also, this makes me an antizionist atheist who is ethnically Jewish, culturally Jewish within America, and trying to beg my family to not be deluded by a dumbass racist rabbis who didn’t understand understand that the Torah is a family story not a rulebook from God. The morals are important to me because they are my ancestors morals, you won’t trick me into breaking my ancestors ethics by holding up their effigy, whether you are Christian, or a fellow Jew.

I mourn the antizionist default Judaism that could have been, how that could have helped the world, and prevented making it worse.

Free Palestine, my people are killing Palestinians because they’ve become drunk with power and hubris and study Torah for history instead of studying history and then Torah knowing Torah is a Storybook Grandma x100 wrote to many common tongues ago. FREE. PALESTINE. FOR EVERYONE. LIVING. IN. PALESTINE. FOR ALL FUTURE GENERATIONS - of you disagree, I hope you are unable to fucking react maliciously to me doing good, not because god will act, but god does not exist and thus cannot prevent this, it’s up to me, a person who has the power to put my logic in front of the internet, to atleast shout why I don’t agree with you. My ethics require me to snitch on my Murderous previously coreligionists, which is a tragedy to me, but I’m not going to make myself the protag about that.

To religious Zionists: Fuck off your own self importance you Unkosher fake rabbi, you used a human skin to make your parchment you pretend still counts as a Torah. You ARE sacrificing PEOPLE to because YOU think YOU deserve SAFETY, WHILE YOU ARE HOLDING A NUKE AND THEY ARE CHILDREN WITH ROCKS AND SOMETIMES A UNCLE WHO MIGHT KNOW HOW TO LOB AN OLD ROCKET THE DIRECTION OF THE EXTERMINATORS-OF-THEM WHO ARE ALSO COMING TO REMOVE HIM AND THEN THE CHILDREN. You do not want to remove Hamas because they throw rockets at you, you want to remove them because they throw a rocket at you when you try to kill their children. The early Zionists said that was the plan when they made your ideology, that’s why they wrote that down in plain text in their manifestos and openly debated it at the Zionist congresses before moving the Zionist Congress and renaming it the Knesset. Think with your brain, I’m compelling you, because I’m a person who wants to live in a better fucking world where people calculate consequence preemptively and preventively instead of wasting time and asking if reality is real while chatting with an AI bot in order to ignore a genocide

Show me a Moshe Rabbienu who advocates for Slavery and Death of a Captive People within the Torah you are showing me. I dare you. You are hardening your own heart while witnessing and living inside suffering incarnate, an incarnate you made in order to do that. I promise you, I know you cannot show me that without making it up on the spot, because I bothered to read the Torah and you assume I didn’t. Like, do you think I dropped my faith by accident and don’t know where it went, or did I lose faith in the religion, kept my personal god and ethics, while tossing out everything corrupting that, which was a self-liberation. I don’t need other Jews to identify me as Jewish if they are using the word Jewish to mean “their ideal white homeland occupant”, I don’t want to be racist and you disgust me. So I’m gonna show my Jewish stuff to non Jews since I longer trust Jews with it - I’m now a star with different points and I’m changing my colors bc I don’t be fucking found by you. I was at your synagogue so I’m putting myself in my own type of witness protection called I Refuse To Disclose My Judaism to Either Zionists or Nazis or Both of those things at once since they are basically the same thing except for some Nazis aren’t Zionists. You have to be an obviously antizionist Jew for me to desire talking to you about it. I only acknowledge the legitimacy of Jews who don’t want to know Zionists and cannot accept Zionism, because they are practicing Judaism in a practical sense, whereas Zionists are committing hate bc the vibe was good *at best*, and the Zionist thinks I’m illogical for knowing the Shalom Biyat issue is occurring within The Faith. My faith was disturbed so bad I realized my whole community l is funded by Zionist Jewish Community Organizations. I went to a community worshiping spot to go into a house of peace, they started telling me I should move across the world to shoot ppl bc they want me to while not processing , aka preaching violence in the manner a hate group that is a cult does That. I went to find like-minded people and they told me, VERY boldly, that I was mentally ill for having empathy and then called me a race traitor for thinking “I don’t want to hear this in a place of worship I respect” . I also went into that place bc I wanted to find a Torah study peer with no rabbi who argues at me and my peer that I cannot understand anything without him. I wanted to study Judaism without a rabbi preventing me from doing that - so I sought peers, who told me they don’t care about that bc I should wanna go kill brown people. It’s like US military was talking to me. This is because the rabbi of that synagogue is ‘Israeli’ and thus is likely to encourage kicking out people who care about things esp those who care about the Commandment Thou Shall Not Not Kill and the the other 612 commandments.

Do I have to drag you into Egypt, the Country That Exists Today, to make you physically look at THE mountain Sinai, that no one bothers to go to a pilgrimage to, before then walking the Nile bank back, in order to get you to understand? You are the desert, Judaism is lost within you. This was a waste of my time but I spent my time doing that, maybe you’ll learn something because of my efforts. It’s exhausting THAT I had to do all this to distract you from thinking about your delusional belief that you have a right to murder random people for living somewhere you culture abandoned on purpose.