Dat boi

Not to bash religion's or anything but i firmly believe that as humans make things up to make us feel better. That being the case i feel that religion is used to make people feel a sense of fear, happiness and maybe even a semse of purpose but honestly i think its kinda a joke. I really think we just evolved like pople who have fish tanks at somepoint or another your gunna see snails start popping up everywhere well if ima keep it real with you cheif as humans we are those fucking snails. I think people use religion as a excuse because most people cant handle that there might not be a happy ending or even a fucking purpose in life. Like people die every second of everyday and honestly it will matter to some people when someone dies but in the grand sceme of things it dosent really matter and that is fucking scary. Lately i stay up thinking about my own worth but i keep commkng to the fact that we just exist but we evolved and its that simple. Life wassnt supposed to happy, i could walk down the street and fet shot in the face and tbh it wouldnt matter because we are just existing and there really isnt a goal in life. Every one has goals what yoi wanna be and so what but it bothers me that we use those goals to satisfy ourselves and make our lives easier orore bearable. But what keepse up is the fact that there is mo goal in life. There is mo ryme or reason as to why we are one day we could get hit by a fucking rock falling out of space and all die. But would it really matter? We just exist on the rock flying through space lying to ourselves that we are here for a reason. Were not we are here because we learned how to survive and honestly thats all life is, is just surviving. Believe in what ever makes you sleep at night and if there is a greater hierarchy i have no problem answering for the things iv done but untill then were fucking snails in a fish tank that came feom nothing but then agian its 4:30 am and im shit face drunk so it really be like that.