exactly 25 years ago. today, I was born

I remember thinking it would've been better if I wasn't born after all

Now I'm thankful for being alive. with people I love with family I love

I'm thankful for:

1. God

2. Family

3. Friends

4. Health

5. I still need to work on not taking everything for granted..

But I really thank God and feel blessed for the people around me. to an enormous/surreal/unbelievable extent. 

I really couldn't be here without the people around me, and I truly sincerely love my family and friends. '

But the problem arises here.. I rely too heavily on the people around me. mentally. 

my birthday- resolution is to become more independent. emotionally.

aaand also to start up this tumblr :)