pain, begone.

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I was about to get a hotel room today and whore myself out to numerous anonymous guys and let them all breed me and use me but thankfully I had a friend that wanted to hit the gym with me and so obviously I couldn’t let guys rail me cause I was obviously hungry after the gym

I took 2 tabs of acid on Halloween and now I know what this so called rabbit hole entails and why you guys like it so much. Everybody was surprisingly pleased with how well I took my first tab and nonetheless the second tab for my first time. My body takes drugs really well and that’s concerning because I want to take all the drugs based on the fact that I’ve done very well on all the drugs I’ve tried this year. I ended up cuddling with my best friend and he was also rubbing my butt when we were sleeping; it’s been forever since I’ve been able to relax myself into another person im surprised how easy it was to cuddle.

I’m stoned and depressed because I just broke my glow recipe cleansing balm, but I ordered a lot that’s got the cleansing balm, their bkueberrycleanser and a headband. Plus 4 samples and free shipping. So I guess everything happens for a reason.

I finally had sex yesterday. It felt so good, I had forgotten what dick sliding inside me felt like and making out and being touched. He only lasted 5 minutes but they were fun. I was scared I wasn’t going to be turned on but he kept me aroused

I got so sad watching that Paris Hilton documentary and remembering my abuse as a kid and always getting mad/sad about how I can’t be like the person I was before everything happened