I ALSO DON'T KNOW

And I don't mean female Loki, just Tom Hiddleston in these.

Update:

I didn't get the job.

I just really want to say that it sucks to be the perfect kid.

I have always been the perfect daughter, my mother "couldn't have wanted a better child"; but little do they know that I have sacrificed myself and I have literally not developed a personality in order to do so.

I am a parents dream child. Because a had to be, growing with abusive parents makes you learn how go under the radar, so yes I only talk when required, a have good grades and I work on ours family business and do all the chores at home. I don't do drugs or smoke, I have never even kissed anyone, I don't do out or have friends. I'm the perfect kid, ain't I?

No, I'm not. A pretend to be perfect, I don't have a social life because I know I can't have one, but I follow along and pretend I don't want one. And I love my fucking life of studying and working as a horse and letting my father take all the money that I earn. Yay what a life!

A have seen what happens to my brother and sister when they didn't do what's expected. So for not suffer like then, a play along. I cooperate with my abusers so they don't turn on me.

I am sacrificing my mental health so I can keep this happy mask up.