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This is my other other blog for even less good posts. like a priv twitter but not private at all. I aim on having Zero drafts here as opposed to @keylimeguy’s 300+

a bit mentally ill sometimes over here

Previously yoomtahwheresheshouldntbe, but never got into posting the gimmick. When some of my accounts got hacked, this is the blog the hacker decided to post on, for Some Reason. Posts from that are tagged #posts from when i was hacked

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it’s weird recognizing that i am a decent artist now because occasionally ill look at a piece of mine and go “oh waow. how’d i do that???” or ill look at someone elses art and start thinking on how i’d improve it in my head (rude but automatic - i will not provide unsolicited advice) and its like uaaaahhhhhh where’d that come frooommm…. whats happening 2 meee… ((werewolf transfroms into a pencil)

#and then ill see some lovely piece and go Fuuuuckk ive got so much to learn….#and that is ok and i will get better forever hashtag Awesome

that vitamin post that i hate

#i hate it because i want the vitamin you see. and i hate that i want it. i hate it i hate it terribly you see you understand do you see #(guy who is not explaining it well at all)#hurrllss realllly loudly and annoyingly and

anyway. last week tried making a burger and undercooked it really bad + burnt the outside but i watchedmy wife make one and im gonna try again sometime this week

(i didn’t get sick from it yayyy)

#not knowing how to cook is embarrassing but in this day and age of microwave meals is it even surprising that people dont know how #people being me. >_> im learning #making miss steaks. (thats what burgers r called in canada/lie)#im scared of Burning myself and Cutting myself which fares badly for any cooking at all ever #like. comedically scared of both #i have also hear that both are BOUND to happen if you cook a lot which ISNTNTNHEEE #EELPINGGGGG #snyway whatever thats for bigger things im just makin burger burger easy burger nuuuuthin burger ez #evantually. i will get it right. and that will hav been. ☝️ something. ☝️ go my something

12 year old stubborn girl with an ipad and no life dreams at all it’s just her in the room forever and it is ok forever

#its only now. we say we cross the bridge when we get there #its now. the bridge is now #the bridge - for 2 years. has been right now. and you are stagnant #you didn’t prepare for this - how did anyone prepare for this - how does anyone know where they’re going - its all too expensive #its all too much effort - its all things everyone else has learned except you #just because nobody taught you doesn’t mean you cant learn - you know how to learn - it makes you feel stupid - you have to #the people #around you lend you kindness and patience and you still freeze #people love you despite it all. a sack of meat.#learned helplessness or weaponized incompetence. something along those lines - if someone else can do it why should i #why try at all - you never had to - you just felt stupid and let it pass - you have to now #you are too late to dwell on failures - you are too late to wallow in feeling stupid #one day you will know how to tie shoelaces

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i love having 1 billion blogs i have GOT to start using a queue for all of them tho

#>_<

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my truesona (read: fursona for if furries were real and not fantastical) would be a mouse. i would’ve absolutely been born a mouse in that world which is a little ironic because i would have loved to be a cat

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thats what i look like. (light brown mousey/rat)

#*compared me. not compared be. b isn’t even beside m how’d i fuck dat up #makes me sound congested >:p

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#always fun to put filters on an image until it looks neat #insane that it makes a pepsi bottle so prettyy… shiny

my truesona (read: fursona for if furries were real and not fantastical) would be a mouse. i would’ve absolutely been born a mouse in that world which is a little ironic because i would have loved to be a cat

#ive been calling the fuzzo my truesona because they’re just the ideal self but NOOO truesona means this DIFFERENT THING. i think #i am more cat-like as a person i think. resting Judgemental face. called myself bi instead of pan at some point. hissed at ppl in elementar #but im too squeaky for that. sad

my COTL interest has died down so now i will surely lock in on art forever and never procrastinate again in my WHOLE LIFE. and it will all be fixed FOREVER

#^ fucking around #surely tomorrow i will start exercising and going outside and working on a college portfolio and(STARTS MELTING)#whatever whatever whatever i have art to doooo… itll be funnn i can watch streams on da siiiideee n stufffffff #I keep wanting to play Stardew again but i know if i do i will not get anything done for a month

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not a clue in the world abt my gender. i like my voice as is. maybe ill get top surgery at some point? far far future. theyre fine. kind of apathetic about it. my gender isn’t something important to me, usually, but it does make me happy to be called a husband, and makes me feel patronized to be called a sweetie girly princess, so that has to mean something

#mom: ‘you’re my little girl’ hm nope. but if she said i was her boy grown into a man i think id die as well #I THINK. MY PROBLEM. IS THAT I NEEEDDDD TO GET A HAIRCUT #i have needed a haircut terribly for monthsss #part of me is curious about T but idk i dont think i want to be perceived as a man at all #i want to be more confident and loud and myself but not necessarily in a Man way. yk #its just that its harder to do that when you’re perceived as a woman #alas. alas.#i also believe being on T would make me an insatiable horny beast. and im unsure if i. would want this #MY SOMETHING. MY NOTHING.

my only complaint abt changing my username is that if i ever remake this old animatic i cant do this anymore

#i could line up the f in wolf with the u in murder to start with a vertical ‘fu’ i guess #but its less coooool… ok #never did post this one and never will sorry

they’ve gotta put duct tape over my mouth im gonna be terribly wrong and uneducated one of these days and say something Really Stupid that gets me Killed

#this is why. i had 300 drafts. because what if i say something stupid #because i have Opinions but not much of Anything to back them up #thats a skill i can hone tho (gathering evidence n forming my own arguments)#its just that i haven’t done it since school yknow. on account of. whywouldi #(for fun - for education - to win - etc)#eeaauhh. uuhhehehgdhbfh. sleepyytimes ok. ok.#i dont know what Evil Cancellable Opinions i may have but the paranoia says im gonna get stabbed (digital) and buried (digitally #and like dude its fine. im like. a normal guy with neutral ass opinions #frankly have to get LESS neutral with them

^ (screenshot because this was a draft on klg) next up on topics twitter will shoot you with a gun about: is it Bi Erasure or is it Quick And Understandable Shorthand?

#(This is notably mostly about Fictional Characters and is a different discussion in regards to Real People)#its like. a bi4bi f/m relationship is gonna be called a straight relationship even if it inherently isnt #because thats what is immediately outwardly presented #saying a relationship is a lesbian one. to ME. means its girl x girl #NOT !! that both of the girls within it are lesbians. only that the dynamic between them fits the definition #it just seems easier to say and is likely understandable to more people #does this make sense.#am i crazy. am i bi erasuring #idk. nuanced discussion to be had about assumptions abt sexuality/gender and im too tired for any of it #frankly insane that ive never seen ‘they’re achillian and not gay bc __ is bi do not erase this by saying they’re a gay couple’#i guess its on account of gay being a more generally used term than lesbian?#but its interesting bc its like. wow its never pointed out for men. fandom gaf so much abt men. but for this ive never seen it #which is. ffffiiiiine.

finally finally making a fewwww small moves to start doing more commissions andd aaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaa (screaming in lowrcase) aaa scary aaaa. aaa.

#>_< ! exciting! …still scary!!!!#hope to have more options up byyy end of weeekk letssay???#<- on vgen specifically #haha im supposed to be doing AF refs. whatever. soon!

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surely there was a way to format these thumbnails better. surely there was a way to have more space for the characters. the whole dam left side is text and the title is also in the titles of the video so why have it twiiicee????? like they have personality but just put them in. the episodes. instead. ok. please let them breathe they’re going to drown in textt…

#imm sleepy forgive my helluvposting #i have VERY MIXED OPINIONS about it. thats a different discussion tho #im like. artistbrained. thumbnails have to be CLEAR and IMMEDIATE. these aren’t! to me!!#i guess the style and logo are recognizable enough but its sssoooo cluttered #(i do note: my own yt thumbnails suck pretty bad. this is because IM NOT MAKING A SHOW!!!!!)

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3.141592653589793238462643383279502 (pi digits i have memorized but u just gotta trust that i didn’t lookitup) there’s like… a 93993 or sooomething like that soon after but i don’t recall it exactly. and a 107 or 701 maybe before it??? uah

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i used to have this much consistently down…. im WASHED ive FALLEN OFFFF

#88419716 - 93993 - 75105820 #<- chunks i remembered them by #i think 884 may have been lumped in with the prior numbers tho #so maybe just 19716? hmm

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