Thoughts and Wants

Disliking the company of most people and hating meeting new people makes being lonely a real problem

My life just feels empty, no direction, no one close, nothing that really excites me. The things I love to do no longer bring that feeling of contentedness, and nothing I do makes me feel alive. I'm simply existing wondering what it feels like to be living

Would it be okay with you for me to ask you how things are going, to see if you're doing well? Id love to find out, but i'm afraid of making this rift even larger

What I wouldn't give to stand in that stairwell while we awkwardly didn't say a word to each other again

"Never" is not a thing decided by fate, or some outside force. "Never" is a decision, made by an individual. If a person says they'll never find love, they would be correct, as they have already decided before even trying that never is the inevitable. "Never" will always be a choice, made before any attempt at maybe, ot possibly or will be has ever been made. It is a limit people put on themselves, without realizing it is just that. Do not say something is impossible, or will never happen, because you will always be right.

Alcohol and cigarettes at my favorite place we wandered to. It seems so different without you around here. I dont know where you are, what you're doing or who your with right now, but i hope you're enjoying every second of your life.