tell me about the stars

hi hello, as you know I've been a little absent lately due to mental health problems, which has also affected my writing schedule. I had a little themed thing I wanted to do for april, BUT I'm going to try to push it to august instead and then take april off to just focus on writing the grounder series! this means you won't get any new writing content from me until about may.

I'm also going to try to get back up to two posts a week, so this will give me some time to hopefully just write write write!

Thanks for the tag @mildredratchds !

That was really cute even though it doesn’t really look like me :’)) i tried my best </3

It’s not SUPER accurate (my face is rounder and my hair isn’t THAT straight) but here goes

I like dressing EXTRA :)))

let me tell you that this is the best I could do

my nose scar isn’t even THAT big, it’s way smaller

yes, i now have wings, fight me :)

i finally found a picrew where i could put my dyed hair 😭😭 i’m so happy :D

tagged by the wonderful @pretend-writer and @reyeswritings, thank you so much lovelies!

four songs I’ve been listening to lately (not in any particular order):

july by noah cyrus

behind my eyes by apashe and lia

mama’s gun by glass animals

born to die by kelly clarkson

Four songs I have been listening to lately (i think this is actually in order ngl)

my ex’s best friend by machine gun kelly and blackbear

Forget me too by machine gun kelly and halsey

I think I’m OKAY by machine gun kelly and yungblud

Bloody Valentine by machine gun kelly

This is embarrassing but I had a bit of a breakdown and now I like machine gun kelly apparently??? He’s also all I have listened to in the last month bc I can’t bring myself to listen to anything else, ngl though his new album is a pop punk one (not like his usual shit) and I am living for it??

Rules: Answer these & Tag 9 people you’d like to know better / catch up with!

LAST SONG: If I Fall By Five Finger Death Punch

CURRENTLY READING: The City Of Ember

CURRENTLY WATCHING: Prodigal Son, The Stand, WandaVision, Ancient Aliens, American Monster,

LAST MOVIE: Wrong Turn

CURRENTLY CRAVING: MORE WRITING!

Tagged by: @buchananbarnes1991 & @pi-jessicajones​

Last song: Apple by Julia Michaels

Currently reading: Moby Dick; or, the Whale by Herman Melville

Currently watching: Big Bang Theory

Last movie: PROM

Currently craving: superpowers to fly the earth and give @missmulti a hug

Last song: Experience by Ludovico Einaudi

Currently reading: Pride and prejudice by Jane Austen

Currently watching: Macgyver

Last movie: The Avengers

Currently craving: helping @pregnant-piggy to get her superpowers to fly to her friend and spread positivity.

last song: wait for me from hadestown

currently reading: song of achilles by madeline miller

currently watching: uhh i’m just rewatching a ton of dream smp stuff right now lmao

last movie: mamma mia 2

currently craving: i really want a strawberry milkshake :o

LAST SONG: best song ever by one direction

CURRENTLY READING: percy jackson and the sea of monsters (again)

CURRENTLY WATCHING: wandavision, dream smp, rewatching the 100, arrowverse and a lot of tv shows because i’m too lazy to start new ones

LAST MOVIE: twilight (i tried to like it but it’s too weird for me- sORRY)

CURRENTLY CRAVING: i rlly want another wandavision episode already because i rlly rlly want to see what’s gonna happen.. and food, i always want food

Last song: My Ex’s Best Friend - Machine Gun Kelly

Currently reading: Song of Achilles - Madeleine Miller

Currently watching: Terra Nova (I watched it first with my dad when it came out 10 years ago when I was like 11 and ngl it’s kind of the 100 vibes but if there were dinosaurs)

Last movie: The last twilight film (me nd my housemates had a twilight marathon where we just laughed at how bad the movies were)

Currently craving: ngl I really want some cheese right now is that weird??

ii. how deep is the moon?

Pairing: Bellamy Blake x reader

Word Count: 12.4k

Warnings: violence, fighting, language, angst, anxiety, blood, death, mentions of Shumway.

Summary: the battle for your body begins, but who will come out on top? you or josephine?

a/n: part 2 is here and it’s my favorite of the three! what do you think so far?!

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It takes a second for the flood of panic to leave your system, and it’s quickly replaced with confusion.

Despite your last memory being of you stretched out on a table, surrounded by skeletons while being murdered by Russell Lightbourne, you are now in Arkadia, in the room you shared with Bellamy before Praimfaya. Your clothes are the same ones you used to wear back then, long since discarded. The closer you look at the room though, the more you realize it’s not right.

In fact, it’s a mess.

Clarke’s sketches clutter the walls, taped over each other, overlapping in some places. Weirdly enough though, some of the sketches are from your memories, not hers, etched out perfectly despite her not being present for the memory. Scattered among the sketches are star charts, each of them labeled differently, and you reach out to touch the closest one, simply labeled, “The Kiss. October 11, 2149.”

The whole bit with Lincoln had me nearly bawling my eyes out 😭 I miss his character so much so it was really nice seeing him again!!!

I love how despite Josephine being a literal sociopath and trying to kill la lune and take her body she’s still disgusted at the things scumway did to la lune whilst she was locked up in the skybox

Also on the subject of characters I’ve missed... monty!!!!! I love him he’s such a sweetheart and I’m so happy to be reading about him again (even if he is just a projection of la lines subconscious)

The way Clarke said “my la lune” at the end made my heart melt it’s so cute and I can’t wait for her and Bellamy to save their other half!!!

I can’t wait to read the next chapter (and luckily because I took so long to read this one I only have to wait a day!!!!!)