slave kayla

i have realised how grateful i should be that daddy wants to own me. i need to try harder to be useful to him and worthy of that honor. he deserves a better slave than me. i know a lot of men would not want a stupid lazy cunt like me. i have to be as good for him as i can possibly be. 

i never had it! my boyfriend made it. i’m not sure if it was ever taken down so it might be out there somewhere but i’m not sure. it was from the night i lost my virginity, after my first time though. i was totally naked. i sucked 2 cocks and had cum all over my face. i got slapped a lot. i had to say lots of things for them, like that i’m a stupid white bitch and desperate for cock and i’d do anything for black cock, my boyfriend and his friend were both black. then my boyfriend fucked me really hard and i was screaming the whole time but i came really hard. 

thank you so much for your message too! i’m kind of lonely without daddy here so it’s nice to talk to people!

every one of these things, i did because it made me wet. my parents and my aunt were hardcore feminists who tried to raise me to think i was better than men. my cunt knew better. every time i was abused or mistreated i got wet. every time i was made to feel weak or stupid i got wet. i never came so hard as when i was used like an object. all i ever really wanted was for men to show me that i was nothing but holes. my dripping slutty cunt made me stop studying and learn to serve men. in many ways i am viewed as a failure by society. every single one of them is because of my cunt. 

also to remind me that i’m subhuman, he had me piss into the water bottle i take to work and that’s what i have to drink today at work. i have to drink lots of water before i leave too so that i can refill it on my break. i still dislike drinking piss, though i have been trained to accept it without question. i’m glad he’s reminding me of my place.

i know that there are those who enjoy being little girls. they like it. i am not one of those girls. when i sulk or talk back or ask for too much and act spoiled, daddy tells me that if i behave like a child then he’ll treat me like one. he makes me dress in childish clothes or pajamas, gives me a pacifier and makes me stand in the corner, usually for an hour. sometimes he will make me drink a lot of water first so that i piss myself, and i have to stay in time out in my wet clothes. at the end of my time out he will put a diaper on me and tell me it’s because i can’t control myself. sometimes he will hand feed me. once i talked back to him while he had a friend here. he was sending me out of the room and i wanted to stay. he told me to get changed and get into my time out. both of them laughed at me. when i was done with my time out, he put on cartoons and sat me down with a coloring book and crayons. he told me to keep myself busy while the men talked and that i’d better not distract him again. every time he does it, he tells me that i have to remember i’m a stupid little cunt and daddy knows better than i do. he will not tolerate childish behaviour from me. 

i am selfish and need to think of other people more. i am impatient. i am stupid. i am sometimes ungrateful and do not appreciate daddy enough. i can be lazy and do not do my chores efficiently enough. i do not make enough effort to improve myself. i want too much attention. i am jealous when daddy fucks other girls. i am shallow. i am impulsive. i am undisciplined. sometimes i still question daddy or talk back. i think about my own pleasure too much. i cum without permission. i sometimes sulk after punishments.