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19, he/she/they, UK uni student

height: 4’11” (hell)

weight: somewhere in the mid 50 kgs

i have no idea what my weight is rn my scale is broken i just want to be thinner that's the goal

I’m trying to stay motivated to lose weight and hopefully blogging will keep me accountable but we’ll see 😭

I used to sh often but it’s kinda been replaced by binging though I might post about it occasionally

I also like kpop, jpop, danmei, anime/manga (mainly shoujo), solitaire/heartstopper (mainly solitaire), honkai 3rd, ggz, enstars, vocaloid, halsey, probably other stuff which I’m forgetting

I’m always happy to chat I love yapping :)

#edblr intro #b1nge eater #3d but not sheeren #3d but not ed sheeran #tw shblr #tw eating issues

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thinking of u :]

hi waffle! hope ur well! i have exams so im not v active anywhere rn haha

i need to see if i can get tested for pcos i need to be brave and just ask idk im very scared of having insulin sensitivity and im very scared of diabetes

my relationship with my gender is so fucking weird I think I’ve spent over a third of my life just waiting to feel something any sort of way and yet nothing lol

like I thought maybe after I was finished with puberty I’d realize after all I was a guy and I’ve always waited for some aha moment but it never came so I’m stuck here feeling weird always

studying for exams and kinda intuitive eating??? which is a framework that i'm actually lowkey kinda against so let's pray i don't gain weight lmao..................

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I’ve 10000% gained weight over Easter break but I’ve not binged either even if I’ve overeaten a few times :)

tbh ive been home just trying to about maintain my weight but really i should be losing because any sort of gaining is worse for my joints :///

i think i have undiagnosed ocd or anxiety or both and its ruining my life but not directly i think really it's making me ruin my life so much of what's happened to me is my own fucking fault

idk how to tell my mom she should probs not be using olive oil as salad dressing 😭😭😭😭

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realizing that my second biggest fear has started to come true (only to the tiniest extent ig)

but I’m home I can’t walk anywhere because of hip pain my period is MIA but it’s not bc of weight loss I’ve not lost much weight it’s just MIA so my hormones are a mess and I feel like shit but because of that I just feel so hungry so I’m eating so I’m gaining weight and can’t exercise anything off because I can’t walk

wtf am I meant to do lol 🥲🥲🥲

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my fear is not weight gain btw it’s about control and independence and being stuck

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if I complain to able bodied ppl about my hip I’m bitching and they don’t get it and say dumb positivity shit or ask me when it’s getting better (it’s not it’s only going to get worse until I get it replaced) but as far as physical disability goes my issues r so mild and I’m so lucky I don’t have any comorbidities with my autoimmune disease so it’s not fair to whine to anyone else who has it worse than me either lol

I need to find ppl with like the exact same issue as me 😭😭😭😭 like a fucked up knee or hip or something

and I’m gonna try and fast the weight away bc im not binge level overeating once my exams r done but rn I need to study so I can’t just sit in bed all day doing nothing

realizing that my second biggest fear has started to come true (only to the tiniest extent ig)

but I’m home I can’t walk anywhere because of hip pain my period is MIA but it’s not bc of weight loss I’ve not lost much weight it’s just MIA so my hormones are a mess and I feel like shit but because of that I just feel so hungry so I’m eating so I’m gaining weight and can’t exercise anything off because I can’t walk

wtf am I meant to do lol 🥲🥲🥲

#ed blr #tw 3d vent #3d vent

I hate that ED voice 😟😟

I hate the way binge eating is treated too

Self harm was just 100x easier why is binge eating so normalized and why are there lowkey people who encourage it

Binge eating is not always caused by restriction either and thinking it is for everyone is a bad take tho I know for most ppl who follow me binge eating probs is caused by restriction bc most ppl here have @na lol

period making me feel #starving trying to at least eat real food lol

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scared of weight cycling lowkey 😭😭😭😭 I’m home for Easter

im not losing weight rn im either maintaining or gaining a little (praying its the former lmao) but damn do u feel shit when 1/3 of ur day's calories came from a quarter of a (fairly small) cake lol

above all else i am trying to stop binge eating because i fear that its going to ruin my life before anything else does

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