deeper-things.

it takes one second for my entire future to fade away.

no matter how many years have passed, im still lonely.

“if you let others decide how to get you through the day, it ultimately falls onto them. but if you decide for yourself, there’s no one to blame but yourself” -bt

what did i do that was so bad that i don’t deserve an explanation?

the ultimate selfishness. 

the idea of taking the easy way out never really leaves your mind, does it?

wanting to die but knowing that this feeling will pass is even worse than when i wanted to do something about it. im here fighting my mind. fighting every gut feeling to end it all because i know this feeling is fleeting. but at the same time. i can feel every aching fiber in my body hurting and i want it to go away. someone please save me from my mind.

i just want to be reminded that i matter.

it's been a long time since I've thought of you and how much you hurt me the first time around. and here I am again wondering if all that you said that night to me was real. was everything a lie? am I that gullible? am I that stupid?

the first time you've talked to me in almost two years. I miss you so much babybear.

when you meet two different presidents of two different chapters of AGS and they're both scummy. must be a prerequisite.