HATRED IS MY ONLY INSTINCT

i called to say i’m always fucking right

Basement // Stigmata

Enemy Soil & Pg.99 - Obsequious / Document #2

— The Poet You Never Were by Saetia

for all these pictures that are lost in my mind

Saetia // Venus & Bacchus

So now I choke on yesterday when I was someone

Saetia

Forget the bells tolling an hour of redemption, A minute of fancy you’ve never been given. Forget the love letters penned by sad faced boys you’ve never met. Forget the unwritten, uncollected works of the poet you never were.

2001

This was the pre-City Of Caterpillar band called Monotonishfuk(sp?). They were pretty great, Antioch Arrow-ish hc. This was on Orchid’s very first tour (that’s me in the front of the first pic). The show was in an abandoned house somewhere in the south. Their merch consisted of a demo tape and a VHS that was just footage if them urinating in different places. Classic.

Photo credit : Nathan Congleton

The love fades against a color’s change. The loss shakes against the cold. Tearing pieces from my decrepit skin. Just to try and keep you warm.