yo bih

My whole life everyday

When i wake up and before

I go to sleep i get mad and

Sad over everything my

Upbringing how I had to live

And survive how im broke

And have no bed at night

How every one I kno

Hates me or is on drugs

Ive done horrible shit

When I was little and

It ruins me till this day

Im literally in hell

But i cant just end it

Or ill be in the same

Damn place i am now

So I continue to fight

Until I have nothing left to give

Ik what i want I want

Someone real something true

That i enjoy there company

All the time i want a small home

I want to finish my dreams

Or I will just be a prisoner

Traped in my own mind

Never helping those

Who I brought the same pain too

I cant and wont fail

Even if it comes as slow

As a snail and I feel

Like its taking eternity

To achieve it wont

Happen over night

I want out of this hell hole

And I want to be able

To live with myself

And get close with god

And put my fucking heart

Out on a silver plater

And be like this is me

This is my life

This is my story

Take it how u want

But don't take it for granted

Outside I'm amazed by it 🌫️🌫️🌫️

Maybe cause I'm in the country