Six Inch Heels

For the past year God has been trying to tell me to “let go” or a better phrase would be to “take a leap of faith”. After a year of Him trying to pull me back into the right path i am finally seeing it now. The past few weeks has been incredibly amazing. God’s presence in my life has never been so clear and so real. I am beginning to understand why i break down in tears when i listen to Oceans by Hillsong United or actually pretty much any worship song i put my heart into. The lyrics of Oceans though, have a deep meaning to me, seeing as to the whole song is about trusting God when you take a leap of faith, and getting spiritually stronger in that process. God has spoken to me through Matthew 6:33 many times in this past year. “But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you” In all my life, ditching everything - literally every thing - has been such an odd thing to me. I mean, how would i completely ditch every single thing in my life right now and run to Jesus? Yes, i wanted God in my life but throwing everything else away to walk to Jesus seemed like an extremely risky thing to do especially when i’m not even sure where to go or what’s going to happen when i do get there. Yet, Matthew 6:33 kept repeating itself every where i went, in church sermons, devotions, bible reading, even random posts on Facebook by my friends. I knew that God was calling me, and it was impossible to ignore it. Which is why in the past few weeks i have been somehow just so motivated to drop every single thing and walk towards Him.