SistahMamaQueen's L-I-F-E

check out this bullshit and flood it with fictional characters please

HEY FRIENDS! I’m back (briefly) to update you on some exciting things! 

I was recently able to enroll in Cosmetology school and am starting on September 13th! The money we raised last year helped cover the deposit but I could still use your help to keep myself out of as much debt as possible! 

And I need to take time for myself to heal, create better habits, and make sure i do enough self care time for myself while i start this new job. 

so with that in mind I won’t really be posting here anymore. 

I’m trying to avoid posting anything at all to this page in particular and probably won’t be spending a lot of time on tumblr. 

you can probably still follow me on instagram and twitter @sistahmamaqueen but I’m not sure if I’ll be there much either. I have plans to just work and then celebrate my birthday and maybe I’ll be back after that. 

If you have my number I would really appreciate texts or emails as my depression and loneliness has doubled as the holidays come and go...

obvi. 

like this has been truth. 

and the wiz just confirmed it. 

because like. 

no one else could do that as perfect as she did. 

dark skinned 

broad nose 

i am feeling so much intense dislike for my family. and i don’t think i want to spend christmas with them. 

today i feel the worst, emotionally i’ve ever felt in the longest. i really just want to disown my family. all night last night it’s a 70% misgendered language versus 30% my actual gender language. and that’s the shit that fucks me up, like they KNOW my gender and name and pronouns but don’t even try. and like sometimes they get it but the rest of the time they just don’t give a fuck. 

and i just want to cry and do self-destructive things all day and just not go to our christmas thing. 

it’s just such bullshit. and i’m just so tired of being around them. and every time i get around them i just shut down and try to survive the dinner.