I want to be so brain dead and used that I'll listen to exactly to what I'm told. I want to be a mess of a person & only be of use when humiliating myself

thank you Chris. if you see this please repost it, ty

In July 2018 I checked into the Fairfield Inn in downtown Milwaukee. I stripped down and shaved off all my body hair. I got dressed up in my sluttiest lingerie and posed for pics. I sent them to tons of people and begged them to expose me. I got on squirt.org and invited a total stranger to my room. When he got there I got on my knees and sucked his cock until he came in my mouth. I swallowed his cum and said thank you, then he left. I never knew his name. My name is Jared, and this is my truth.

Anyone know who this is? Or whose clothes these are?