It’s been a fantasy of mine for as long as I can remember to have the woman I’m with, driven wild by a much bigger and more capable man than I…
I’ve fantacized about it for years with my wife and for last couple of those years she’s shared in the fantasy, but purely as a fantasy.
Then about 5 weeks ago she just stopped having sex with me and it drove me mad with desire for about 3 weeks, I was just so turned on all the time with my little dick getting hard at the slightest thing. It may not sound long to some people, but prior to that I’ve probably come every day for over 20 years, so it seemed a ball achingly long time to me.
Then a couple of weeks ago she told me to set her up an online ad so we could embark on our fantasty so she could get the sex she needed whilst I watched.
After this huge step forward she unfortunately went away for a work’s conference for a week leaving me to stew in the reality of her suddenly wanting to take the leap… It was a real head-fuck and an amazing rush of emotions, sure I’d always wanted it, but now the last hurdle was removed did I really want it? Perhaps the lack of sex helped make my mind up as I assured her repeatedly that I did.
I decided to wait until she was back from her week away before doing the ad though, all that time still being driven mad by not cumming, over the few weeks she had done plenty of teasing including allowing me to lick her and even allowing me to enter her before pushing me off. This happened quite a few times and each time she repeated how I’d given her six years of crap sex and I wouldn’t be allowed to fuck her until someone else has first.
Turning our shared fantasy into reality really was mind-blowing, except it’s not going exactly as I’d imagined it, which was me setting up a meeting with a stranger, probably in a hotel and watching my wife, with me doing the arranging and generally being in control. However while she was away with work she met someone on the final night and they enjoyed drinks together and she hinted that she gave him a blowjob.
I since found out from her she did give him a blowjob but she was just being coy about it at the time in-case I got upset, despite her knowing I’ve always wanted this. Seeing my reaction she opened up more and told me all about how he felt her up, but she wouldn’t allow him sex, then when he pushed her head down she unzipped him and sucked his cock until he came in her mouth… Something she’s only done once in 6 years with me, right at the beginning of our time together. She also told me she got his number.
This is where the problems have started, not really ‘problems’ but she’s in control and it really isn’t how I’ve fantasized. She has his number she can call or text him whenever she wants, she can meet-up without me even knowing especially as she works as a sales rep and is away a lot. And this is exactly what she’s done, she was toying with my dick with pre-cum oozing out at the slightest touch after roughly 5 weeks of no action beyond teasing and her constantly denying me… While I was grinding away, desperate to cum but also wanting the feeling to go on she teased me that she’s met him for lunch and how much he turned her on to the point where she wanted to drag him into the toilets and get fucked senseless by him - Saying she can’t wait to feel a real cock inside her again after 6 years of boring, unfulfilling sex where she feels nothing but a desire for it to end. I was mili-seconds away from exploding and she just stopped again leaving me hanging.
I pleaded with her to fuck him and that I’d love to be there.
This was all last week, then she texted me on Friday to say she was stopping over on the way home, she has never stopped over with work on a Friday, she’s strictly a Mon-Fri worker and usually home by Friday afternoon with an average of about 1 mid-week night away every two weeks. I bombed her with calls & texts but she didn’t reply at all, I assumed she was meeting with him and then I realized I didn’t even know his name. My mind was an emotional wreck because this wasn’t how I expected it to pan out.
Then in early evening I received a pic of her all dressed up, looking like she was on the date of her life with the message “Don’t keep bothering me, I’m going out, I’ll speak to you later” This seems a bit of a kick in the balls, not only did I want to be there, but I imagined it as a purely sexual encounter whereas now she was going out with him and I didn’t even know where she was. Hours went by and I was trying not to text her too much but I couldn’t help it. I wanted her like mad, I even wanted her to have amazing sex with someone else, but I wanted to be there. I wasn’t sure I wanted this, by my dick felt like it was bursting out of my trousers and it would have been if it were even average size instead of about 3".
Still more hours went buy and she hadn’t replied to any calls or messages, then around 1am I got the message “you want this don’t you” I called back to say “yes, of course but I want to be there” but there was no answer so I just replied yes.
I spent the whole night awake, half masturbating but for some reason not finishing myself off - I think I felt the desire would fade away if I did. This was some achievement after nearly 6 weeks.
Saturday morning she phoned me to that she was alright, she’d been out with him for dinner and to a club and that they’d left early and were back in the room about 1:00AM. When she texted me - I now knew that was the point of no return and she was giving me the opportunity to say no! Which of course i didn’t.
I asked her when she was coming home and she said she was having an amazing time and the sex was mind-blowing, not just that she was enjoying herself with someone new but that his cock was huge and that she was truly in love with it!
I pleaded with her to come home, she just said she’d leave after they’d had more sex.
I cannot explain the emotions I’m going through, not just that she’s taken the plunge into our fantasy, but that so far I’ve effectively been shut out and it’s little more than an affair, but with my knowledge. I was simultaneously overwhelmed with desire for her to continue & tell me all about it, but had a need at the back of my mind to regain control.
When she returned we spent the rest of the day in bed, but whilst I was buzzing with excitement and wanted her, she was just tired, which she teased was from being up all night fucking.
My mind had never been more screwed up, but also my tiny dick had never been harder.
She promised a repeat next week and wants me to watch!!!
