riri !

i love this guy so much. i found him like a year or two ago idk and i watch him every once in a while for his gameplay tutorials and speedrun videos (never really watched his streams live because our timezones dont align well and im usually busy) but every once in a while he makes video essays and. ugh. i really appreciated this video because not only is his voice calming but he just explained everything i was frustrated with about the show but in a comprehensive and really nice way. i really wanted to like season 2. i really really did, and i thought that if it was at least as good as season 1, then id have a good time. obviously i had issues with the first season, but they werent such a big deal at first and i could enjoy the majority of it happily enough. my dad doesnt really play video games, and when i tried to introduce him to tlou, he played for like 10 minutes, died, and then handed me the controller </3 (and left before we even made it to the outskirts .. </333 ) but he sat down and watched the show with me. and it just hurts to know that hes not gonna get what i love about this story and the characters, because season 2 just botched it so frustratingly and made the story seem dumb and annoying. anyways .. i know its an hour long but this is a really good video please go watch it this guy is great

is it really you, my love?

but if you're too drunk to drive, and the music is right

clairo and ellieriley. you agree.

i was all over her

thank you tomatonator. i love the internet

and now he's home and we're laughing, like we always did my same old, same old friend.

she feels lightheaded, something hot inside her fraying the cords between her mind and her body. tiny pieces of rubble crunch under her feet and she feels off balance, though her goal keeps her steady. sharp, aching heartbeats slam against her ribs, rage and grief and... satisfaction flooding through her veins. she takes a moment to catch her breath - in, out, in again. slow. the air tastes like mold and rot and, faintly, the iron tang of blood. red light washes the room dimly, filling her ears with a low buzz. her head is numb but her chest burns like she's about to cry, fingers twitching to curl into familiar fists. they're trapped in here, just the two of them. no matter. there's nowhere to go.

abby is scared of heights but as someone who is also scared of heights, i get it 10000%. what i actually don't get is people who ARENT afraid of heights, because every time abby is like nervous or gets vertigo because of how high up she is, she's like, UP AS FUCK?? dude. the cliff by jackson, high as hell. the home depot whatever idk, high as hell. the fucking .. BRIDGE ON DAY 2????? HIGH AS HELLLLLLL. who ISNT scared of that?? are there people that are genuinely unafraid of being so unbelievably high you can't even see the bottom? cuz idk i feel like a fear of heights, especially to the degree that abby is afraid, is a very reasonable and to me, even mild fear. guys. i cannot stand on a table, that is how scared of heights i am. 3 feet off the ground is too much for me. if i were crossing some rickety as fuck bridge 2 billion meters into the air.... well i would not be doing that. i refuse to believe that there are people like lev and owen who just are not remotely affected by the fact that they are VERY HIGH UP with no safety. i don't believe it. i refuse to.