* 𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝙾𝚆𝙽 𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙾 .

——   love  is  a  strange  dark  magic  .  where  death  cannot  destroy  it  ,  the 𝚂𝙾𝙵𝚃𝙴𝚂𝚃  𝙺𝙸𝚂𝚂   in  the  wrong  direction  ;  could  steal  it  away  forever .   ©

𝐈  𝐖𝐀𝐒  𝐀𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆. i  thought  being  strong  meant  hurting  lizzie  —-  or  being  like  kai.  i  told  myself  that  being  powerful meant 𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋.  but it doesn’t  !  hope  is  strong.  and  she’s  good.  you  made  a  story  …  i  made  a  story —  where  i  was 𝐩𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬.  but  that’s  not  true.  because  i  𝐜𝐚𝐧  change  this  story  ! 𝐈'𝐌  𝐍𝐎𝐓  𝐀𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐘𝐎𝐔  𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄.   //  independent   &  selective  portrayal  of JOSETTE  ‘JOSIE’  SALTZMAN  from  the  cw’s  legacies.  cherished  by  louise.    ©

𝐈  𝐖𝐀𝐒  𝐀𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆. i  thought  being  strong  meant  hurting  lizzie  —-  or  being  like  kai.  i  told  myself  that  being  powerful meant 𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋.  but it doesn’t  !  hope  is  strong.  and  she’s  good.  you  made  a  story  …  i  made  a  story —  where  i  was 𝐩𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬.  but  that’s  not  true.  because  i  𝐜𝐚𝐧  change  this  story  ! 𝐈'𝐌  𝐍𝐎𝐓  𝐀𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐘𝐎𝐔  𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄.   //  independent   &  selective  portrayal  of JOSETTE  ‘JOSIE’  SALTZMAN  from  the  cw’s  legacies.  cherished  by  louise.    ©

𝐈  𝐖𝐀𝐒  𝐀𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆. i  thought  being  strong  meant  hurting  lizzie  —-  or  being  like  kai.  i  told  myself  that  being  powerful meant 𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋.  but it doesn’t  !  hope  is  strong.  and  she’s  good.  you  made  a  story  …  i  made  a  story —  where  i  was 𝐩𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬.  but  that’s  not  true.  because  i  𝐜𝐚𝐧  change  this  story  ! 𝐈'𝐌  𝐍𝐎𝐓  𝐀𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐘𝐎𝐔  𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄.   //  independent   &  selective  portrayal  of JOSETTE  ‘JOSIE’  SALTZMAN  from  the  cw’s  legacies.  cherished  by  louise.    ©

                     *  SHE’S A   BENNETT WITCH.

𝐈  𝐖𝐀𝐒  𝐀𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆. i  thought  being  strong  meant  hurting  lizzie  —-  or  being  like  kai.  i  told  myself  that  being  powerful meant 𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋.  but it doesn't  !  hope  is  strong.  and  she's  good.  you  made  a  story  …  i  made  a  story —  where  i  was 𝐩𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬.  but  that's  not  true.  because  i  𝐜𝐚𝐧  change  this  story  !  𝐈'𝐌  𝐍𝐎𝐓  𝐀𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐘𝐎𝐔  𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄.   //  independent   &  selective  portrayal  of JOSETTE  ‘JOSIE’  SALTZMAN  from  the  cw’s  legacies.  cherished  by  louise.    ©

❛  turning  back  isn’t  an  option  .  ❜ ❛  you  must  return  home  ,  even  if  it  kills  you  .  ❜ ❛  you  left  everything  i  promised  you  .  ❜ ❛  your  heart  grows  heavy  .  ❜ ❛  despite  how  dangerous  your  love  is  .  ❜ ❛  i  feel  like  you’re  the  only  one  who  truly  cares  .  ❜ ❛  let  me  do  what  is  best  for  you  .  ❜ ❛  what  am  i  doing  ?  ❜ ❛  this  is  not  who  i  am  .  ❜ ❛  we  have  forgotten  who  we  are .  ❜ ❛  you  found  it  in  your  heart  not  to  fight  .  ❜ ❛  after  everything  i  have  done … ❜ ❛  i  know  you  cannot  forgive  me  .  ❜ ❛  please  do  not  forget  me  .  ❜ ❛  promise  me  you  will  save  us  .  ❜ ❛  promise  me  i  won’t  die  here  .  ❜ ❛  you’re  skin  and  bones  !  ❜ ❛  sooo !  how  does  it  taste  ?!  ❜ ❛  well  ,  this  is  embarrassing  …  ❜ ❛  show  them  your  sunny  side  ! ❜ ❛  i  put  a  lot  of  sweat  ‘n  blood  into  this  thing  .  ❜ ❛  your  funeral  .  ❜ ❛  so  what’ll  it  be  ?  ❜ ❛  what  ?  no  .  ❜ ❛  listen  ,  bucko  .  as  much  as  i  admire  you  trying  to  get  yourself  killed  ,  don’t  .  ❜ ❛  i  just  don’t  have  the  heart  to  care  for  stupid  questions  .  ❜ ❛  lucky  for  us  ,  we  have  forever  .  ❜ ❛  i’d  say  your  time  here  is  limited  .  ❜ ❛  personally  ?   i  kinda  want  them  dead  .  ❜ ❛  someone’s  gotta  do  it  .  ❜ ❛  what’s  with  that  look  ?  ❜ ❛  aw  ,  gotta  family  waiting  for  you  ?  ❜ ❛  that’s  cute  .  ❜ ❛  you  look  pretty  miserable  .  ❜ ❛  i  told  you  not  to  get  too  close  ! ❜

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

                      *  FREEDOM  UNDER  A  FULL  MOON.

           small  starter  call  !