JUICE

Occasionally I pop in here to scroll my archive and read all my silly, cringey posts from some other time. It's entertaining and also helps the timeline of my memory a bit. It's the only diary I have. And I went back at some point to find you in my memories after thinking of you for so long. And I did. I found you. I found the only evidence I had of you in my life at that time. 9 years ago. The few months I had with you. But they are so vibrant in my memory. Some of the best times of my life.

And I guess I'm just amazed where we are now. And that we made our way back to each other for one reason or another. And how much I loved you then but tried so hard to hide it. And how much I love you now and you love me so much too.

So fucking lame haha. But I'll probs look back on this post too one day and laugh.