Library Of Sin

Show me.

Summary: You introduce yourself to Draco at a Slytherin Party and he learns that you are quite an innocent person...

Warning: mention of alcohol, harassment, (still) implied smut

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Summary: your Boyfriend kicked you out of your dorm room and invites another girl over. In the common room you meet Draco Malfoy.

First time?

Summary: Your best friend drags you to a Slytherin party for the first time in your life. You are usually not that outgoing and haven't had any experiences with partoes,alcohol or boys yet. But you meet Draco Malfoy at the part...

New eternity.

Warning: sexual content

Summary: Draco lets you sleep over after your arranged husband treats you like shit.

I close the bathroom door behind me as I re-enter Dracos room.

The blonde boy already placed himself under the blanket of his huge king sized bed.

I can see the upper part of his toned chest peek out from underneath the sheets.

I don't realize my stare until Draco points it out.

"This could be all yours, Amara." Draco exclaims with a smug smirk and a sarcastic voice, clearly mocking me for staring.

Summary: Draco finds out that your future husband uses you for money at a dinner party at Malfoy Manor.

Warning: mature content

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"He made a deal with my father. He gets money for marrying me, I won't be my fathers problem anymore and our bloodline will be kept pure."

Dracos features soften.

"So that's why you said that he doesn't love you." He says.

"Yes. And that's why Daphne is on his dick 24/7." I explain further.

Draco falls silent. He probably tries to progress what I just said.

Draco suddenly grabs two new drinks, hands me one and faces the crowd of people in front of us.

"You'll spend the night here. I don't want Graham to touch you ever again."

Date.

Summary: Draco and you share your first kiss after spending the night together while your abusive, arranged husband tries to ruin the moment.

Warning: cursing, mature actions

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"Amara! Why the hell is the door locked?! Open up!"

Grahams voice.

I never locked the door. I look over to Draco with a questioning look on my face.

"Colloportus. I used it to prevent the git from interrupting us." Draco answers without needing words to understand my question.

Graham probably forgot his wand, otherwise he would've already used Alohomora.

The loud banging continues and my attention switches back to the (still) locked door.

"Open up, Amara! You won't like the consequences!"

I panic as I jump up from the bed and make my way over to the door, scared that the longer it takes me to open up, the harder the punishment will be. Draco blocks my way before opening the door himself.

"Am- What the fuck are you doing here?!" Graham yells as soon as he sees Draco.

I can't see Graham due to Draco opening the door only far enough for him and Graham to see each other.

I get nervous and start to panic.

"I took care of Amara last night when you were...busy." Draco answers and I can hear that he smirks while saying so.

"Move out of my way-" Graham protests as he tries to move past the blonde who is still only in his boxers.

My body flinches and moves backwards, scared that he might actually get in. I don't know what kind of consequences Dracos actions might have on me.

"I don't share, Montague."

My breath hitches at his words and I can't tell wether I am happy about his words or petrified because of the consequences there'll be.

"I'm warning you, Malfoy. You know that I'll talk to her father. This bitch is promised to me. But I wonder what your Father will think about your actions." Graham spits.

Draco falls silent. I already hallucinate and see Graham barging into the room and Draco leaving me behind.

I feel my walls building up and mentally prepare myself for anoth-

"What did you just call her?" Draco growls in a low voice.

I feel my whole body heat up.

Graham seems to fall silent as I can't hear a word coming from his mouth.

"I dare you. Call her that again." Draco continues as I watch him shifting his posture in order to look down on Graham.

"Pathetic." I hear Graham mumble before the echoes of footsteps ring in my ears.

He's leaving.

Draco made him leave.

He closes the door as he turns to look at me. My cheeks are red and my eyes are glossy.

I'm safe.

"Are you crying? I'm sorry you had to hear-"

Draco can't finish his sentence as I walk up to him with two big steps and hug him.

He seems hesitant but gently hugs me back.

"I'm just so grateful...Thank you."

Draco doesn't say anything. He falls silent and keeps his arms wrapped around me.

I start to pull away, scared that Draco might not really enjoy the physical contact that I forced upon him.

I try to take a step back as I get stopped by a hand gripping my chin and making me look up at him.

My eyes meet his and Draco doesn't wait another second and slams his lips on mine.

I freeze.

I've never kissed anyone before besides Graham and he told me that I am a terrible kisser.

Draco can feel me hesitating. He pulls away but I still feel his hot breath on my lips.

"What is it?" He whispers against my lips.

"He told me I'm not a good kisser.." I whisper back.

"Let me form my own opinion on that." He answers before slamming his lips back on mine.

He moves his lips in a gentle but also demanding approach. I start to melt into the kiss after a few seconds and start to move my lips. I can feel him smirk into the kiss as his hand finds my waist and he starts to guide me two steps backwards until I feel a wall hit my back.

The kiss starts to deepen.

Dracos hand still rests on my waist as his other hand finds my cheek and holds my face.

He suddenly bites on my bottom lip.

A moan escapes my lips and he uses this opportunity to slide his tongue in my mouth.

I welcome it.

Our tounges both fight for dominance as some confidence starts to build up in me.

Dracos hand leaves my cheek and grips the back of my neck, signaling me that he's going to win that fight.

He does.

The kiss lasts a few more seconds before our lips lose contact in order to catch our breath.

I look up at Draco and Draco looks down at me.

The hands that were previously on my body now lean agains the wall, trapping me under his gaze.

"So, what's your opinion?" I ask as my gaze shifts between Dracos eyes and Dracos lips.

A light chuckle leaves his still swollen lips.

"That Graham is not only a git and a terrible person, but also delusional."

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Ride.

Summary: Draco sleeps at your place and things get steamy...

Warning: sexual content, thigh riding...

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"Draco? Do we hate each other?"  I suddenly ask.

"What do you think?" He asks me.

"I think I don't hate you. I just hate the way you treat me sometimes." I says as I shift to my side in order to look at him.

"I treat you that way to distract myself from the possibility of feeling something for you." He says as he shifts to his side in order to look back at me.

"So you do like me?" I ask.

"I can stand you. I am afraid to use a stronger word." He answers.

His eyes tell me that he's genuine.

I shift closer towards him, hoping to feel the warmth of his body.

I turn around and cuddle my backside agains his body.

"Stop. You don't know what you're starting, little girl." He says as he stops me by grabbing my hips.

"You know that calling me that won't make me want to back off." I answer boldly.

I suddenly feel him lifting me up and making me straddle him.

I feel his toned body under me as my hands support me by laying on his chest.

He sits up and our faces are only inches away from each other.

"You really are desperate for a good fuck,hm?" Draco asks boldly as his hands lay on my hips.

He lifts me up again and makes me sit on only one of his legs.

"But I won't fuck you. At least not today."

My breath slightly hitches.

"You like it when I talk to you like that, don't you?" He asks as he smirks at me.

"Do you like obeying me,hm? My little toy?" He questions me again as I feel his thigh moving against my already throbbing core.

A moan leaves my lips as I feel myself getting wet.

"Draco plea-" I can't finish my sentence due to his hand slapping my ass.

"What did I tell you to adress me last time?" He asks in a harsh voice.

"S-sir. Sir of course."

"Good girl." He says as his lips brush over my neck.

"I want you to get off on my leg. Ride my thigh."

My cheeks burn up as I hear his request.

"I've never done that before."

Draco grabs my hips and forces my core to rub up and down his thigh.

"Just rub yourself on my thigh, sweet girl. Do what makes you feel good. I want to watch as you make yourself cum all over my leg."

His words give me confidence and I start to rub myself against his leg as soon as his hands leave my hips.

I moan as I increase the pressure on my core by dropping myslef down even further on Dracos thigh.

"Such a needy little slut." Draco says as he yanks my hear back and starts to kiss my neck.

I move even faster, chasing my orgasm.

"Next time I'll make you ride my Dick. I want you to scream my name when I am buried deep inside you, my little slut."

"S-sir please...my l-legs...I can't.." I try to tell Draco that my legs start to get weak.

He gets the messages and grabs my hips and starts to move them against his thigh at a fast pace.

"Already weak?-That's just my thigh, sweet girl. I wonder what you look like after I use my cock on you."

I moan.

My head goes blank and I can't think about anything else than Dracos tones body, his thigh that I rub my core on, his sharp jawline and his grey eyes that make me want to melt away.

"Who makes you feel good, Amara?" Draco says as he moves heven faster.

"You, Sir. You make me feel goodn. Only you." I moan out.

His lips come closer to my ear as he starts to whisper.

"Cum for me. Be a good girl and cum all over my thigh."

I feel my orgasm approach as soon as the words leave his lips.

"Fuck." I moan out as my head falls onto his shoulder.

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Cage.

SUMMARY: Your boyfriend cheats on you and Draco finds you in the Slytherin common room.

WARNING: mature content

(Angst)

I enjoy the view as I hear the leaves of the bush behind me rustle. A few flower petals of the Azalea fall to the ground, only to rot and fall apart in the future.

I hear some whispers and footsteps as I realize that someone must be in there. I watch curiously and wait to see the idiot that force's themselves into a bush.

My heart sinks as the person that exits the bush is not any idiot.

It's my idiot.

The idiot who I'll have to marry one day.

Graham steps out of the bush.

My question to why he'd do that answers itself as Daphne steps out from behind him. Her lips are swollen, her hair is a mess and her tie is undone.

My stomach drops as my eyes meet his widened one.

He didn't expect to see me here.

I knew from the very start that Graham had a thing for Daphne, or at least her body.

He kept annoying me with stupid rules to stay away from other boys since he didn't want a "whore" as a girlfriend and now he's the one shagging around.

A pathetic excuse of a man.

I stand in front of them and my eyes don't leave Grahams.

I fall silent.

No word escapes my lips.

"Well...I think I'll get going. See you later, Graham." Says Daphne before she leaves.

I don't have to spare her a single glance in order to know that a smirk is plastered across her face.

"Listen, Amara." Graham starts as he steps closer.

"Deep down you knew this would happen. So don't make it a big deal. I appreciate your...helping hand last night, but it' just not the same when someone unattractive does it." He says as he looks at me from the top of my head down to the tip of my shoes.

"I need this from time to time." Graham expresses as he looks over to Daphne who is already far away from us.

"What about my needs?" I suddenly ask as my eyes fall to the ground.

"What?"  Graham questions.

I didn't even realize that my question came out as a whisper.

I feel like a bug in front of him.

A bug that he intends to squish.

"My needs. What about my needs?" I raise my voice a bit more as my eyes lift up to meet his.

Graham chuckles.

"The only need you'll feel is the one to please me in order to not get the shit slapped out of you. You don't get nice things, Amara. It doesn't work like that. Not for you."

Tears build up in my eyes as I freeze. But I don't pull a face. My eyes never leave his. I just stare at him blankly as I let him walk over me.

"I'll sleep at Daphnes dorm room tonight." He steps even closer to me and his face eyes start to burn up with anger.

"You are dead if you tell anyone about this. No one hears your scream, Amara. No one. Not your 'family'-" Graham chuckles as he says the word in a mocking voice "-and not your friends. If you have some anyone, I honestly don't know since Pansy and the others constantly joke about you when you're gone."

Graham steps a few steps backwards but his eyes never leave mine.

A disgusting grin is plastered on his face.

He steps away as he wants to leave but stops in his tracks as he turns back to my fragile figure one last time.

"Oh and don't attend dinner later. Nobody intends to see you there."

And with that he's gone.

I feel a few tears roll down my cheek.

Trapped.

That's what I am.

Trapped in order to please others.

I walk back to my dorm room in a fast pace.

I just want to lock myself up inside.

I enter the Slytherin common room and make my way to the stairs of the girl dormitories.

The first thing I spot as I approach the stairs is a girl leaning against the banister as no other than Draco Malfoy stands rather close to her.

I swallow the knot that tangle's itself up inside of me.

His eyes meet my red ones and I freeze for a few seconds.

"We are quite busy here, Caddel."  Is the only thing he has to say.

I pass the two of them with a few bigger and faster steps and try to stop my tears from escaping my eyes.

I enter my dorm and slam the door shut.

The only thing that I intend to do is sleep.

It's 5pm but I want nothing else than sleep.

Maybe I dream of an universe that doesn't curse me.

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My eyes open and it takes me a minute to realize why it's dark outside.

It doesn't take me long to realize that I went to bed terrible early.

Now I am awake.

It's 1AM and I feel my head pound.

I groan as I sit up and look my empty dorm.

Memories of me and Pansy getting ready for parties crash my mind.

Memories of Blaise and Adrian pulling a prank on pansy and switching all her Slytherin ties to hufflepuff omes when she dated that one weirdo.

Memories of Grahams and my first kiss.

Where I still thought it's real.

I get up and leave my dorm room in order to escape my thoughts for a bit.

My feet carry me to the Slytherin common room.

I sit down on the big sofa that is places in front of the fire place.

I curl up in a ball and stare into the orange flames that rise up from time to time.

I feel myself shiver as I realize that it's colder than I thought it would be down here.

My head can't even process my feeling of freezing as I suddenly feel a blanket get thrown over my shoulder.

My head turns and my eyes roll back as I see Draco.

He walks around the sofa and sits down in the armchair next to me, surely keeping his distance.

"Can't sleep?" The blonde asks.

I grow annoyed by his weird behavior.

"Already slept a few hours earlier. What about you?- Is your little fangirl keeping you up?" I say in an annoyed voice as I refer to the girl earlier.

"She is. In fact, she sits right in front of me."  Draco says as a dumb smirk washes over his face.

I scoff.

"Look, Malfoy. I'm not in the mood for your stupid mind fucks. So get lost."

Silence.

"Are you in the mood for a drink?"

Huh?

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A Quiet Night

Summary: The Students of Hogwarts have to spend the night in the great hall. You sleep between Draco and your boyfriend, who seems to be more busy with Daphne. And Draco seems to be more interested in you...

Trigger warning: mature content, sexual content, degrading, public sexual activities

Graham,Blaise,Pansy,Daphne,Adrian, Draco and I stand infront of 7 sleeping.

Pansy and Blaise obviously sleep next to each other since they are in a relationship. Daphne instantly jumps onto the sleeping bag on the other side of Pansy in order to sleep next to her. The two if them seem to be reqlly good friends now.

Graham obviously wants to sleep next to Daphne.

Since Adrian sleeps in the sleeping bag next to Blaise, my only option is to sleep between Graham and Draco.

Graham doesn't seem to bother that blondie will sleep only a few inches away from me. Probably because he is busy with Daphne.

We lay down and the lights get dimmer and dimmer until the room is full of darkness. The only weak light that we get is the moon light that shines through the huge windows of the great hall.

I can hear Graham and Daphne chat for a long time. They talk about Quidditch,classes and even past relationships.

At least he didn't talk about me.

I already know that I won't be able to sleep.

It gets completly quiet after some time and I feel like everyone is asleep.

I can't hear Daphnes annoying voice anymore. I can't hear anyones voice. It seems peaceful.

I suddenly feel Graham lean over to me.

I take back the 'peaceful' part.

"I need you...please..." He whispers in my ear as he starts to leave light kisses on my neck. The kisses feel like small needles that poke into my skin.

I know he's probably horny because he is next to Daphne.

"But-" I try to talk my way out but it's no use.

"Amara, now. Please." He begs.

I don't know why but I follow his plead.

Probably because I hope that I'll be able to eat properly tomorrow.

My hand wanders down between his legs.

My hand squeezes his already hard member and I can feel him twitch in my hand.

I turn off my thoughts and just concentrate on the movement of my hand.

I don't even have to pray for a quick finish as I can feel him already being close.

He pushes my hand away and I see that he uses some napkins to prevent a mess.

Well. That was fast.

Graham was never the best in bed. He looks out for himself and doesn't bother to help the other one finish.

"Thank you, Da-

Amara." Graham mumbles already half asleep as he gives me a half hearted kiss on my forehead.

I internally scoff.

He seriously just wanted to call me Daphne.

I know who you pretend I am, Graham.

I hear snoring next to me and know that Graham is definitly asleep now.

I chuckle bitterly and ignore the few small tears that build up in my eyes. I know he doesn't love me but it's hard to unlove someone when they gave you your first time...even when it sucked.

He saw me in such a vunerable state.

It's hard to realize that I won't experience something real with someone else because Graham has my hands tied. He's my future.

I probably would've declined but he could have at least asked if I want to...too.

"Didn't even try to return the favor. Asshole." I quietyly curse under my breath.

I decide that I should try to sleep as well.

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It's hard for me to fall asleep and the only thing that I get is a weird state of being half asleep and half awake. I start to feel hot after one hour of trying to sleep so I jump out of the sleeping bag and ly myself on it just like Draco and Graham did.

I feel myself getting more tired again and hope that I finally fall asleep.

Unfortunately, it's only a microsleep that washes over me.

I feel myself snuggle into someone or something as soon as I seem to regain my senses. I lay on my side and my hands lightly hold onto some fabric,

I think.

A smell of mint and cologne hits my noise as I snuggle even further into the unknown thing. I feel a hand on my head which strokes my hair lightly.

A light smile spreads across my lips.

I'd say that this feels like home.

But unlike home,

This feeling actually makes me feel safe.

I stay like this for a few more minutes before I feel the urge to switch position.

I always sleep on my side, so I just turn around in my half asleep state and make sure that I still feel the presence of the unknown someone against my back in order to get comfort.

I feel myself falling deeper and deeper into a feeling of consolation, forgetting the war inside my head. I start to shift further backwards.

I suddenly hear a low groan as I do so.

I don't think much of it and try to find a comfortable sleeping position as I move my hips.

My movement stops as I feel a hand grab my hip in order to prevent me from moving.

"What exactly do you think you're doing, Caddel?"

My breath hitches and I feel the tiredness leave my body.

I was just snuggling into Draco Malfoy.

I was just rubbing my ass against

Draco

Malfoy.

I try to push myself away from him as I accidentally touch his clothed dick with my hand.

He groans again.

"Don't touch my dick unless you plan on doing something with it."

I gasp as I remove my hand in a swift movement and freeze on the spot.

"Seems like your body is frustrated, huh?" Draco asks as he whispers in my ear.

"What do you mean?" I ask while I try to sound not too nervous.

"You know what I mean. Do you seriously think I didn't hear everything?"

Draco asks.

I feel my cheeks burn up as I realize that Malfoy must have witnessed the whole situation with Graham.

Not only the handjob I gave him,

but also my cursing about him not making me cum.

My last three working braincells decide to ignore him and move back over to my sleeping bag.

My body moves over in a swift motion and my back still faces Draco.

I shut my eyes tightly and hope that he'll just go back to sleep.

But my hopes are shattered as I suddenly feel two hands grab my hips and pull me backwards.

My butt comes in contact with Dracos crotch and my eyes widen as I feel something hard against me.

My breath hitches.

"Are you trying to ignore me again?" He asks in a teasing voice as he pushes his hard member harder into my backside.

I feel myself falling into arousal as I start to rub my thighs together.

"Let me give you what he can't." Is the last thing he whispers before his hand slowly start to travel to my pants.

His lips touch my the skin behind my ear and he starts to lightly kiss it before he sucks on the skin. I can feel his hard member pressing against my butt as he does so. It gets harder to breath and I have to hold back moans.

I nervously look around as I panic that someone might see us.

Before entering my pants he asks if I want him to touch me.

I nod.

"Words. I need a verbal consent, Sweet girl." He says as his finger play with the waistband of my pyajama pants.

"Yes,please." I lightly moan.

I feel his hand wander between my thighs in a painful slow pace. I whine and start to squirm under his touch.

"Be patient."

His fingers lightly brush over my soaked panties and a chuckle escapes his lips.

"Already that wet for me?"

He slides my panties aside and his middle finger enters me. A moan escapes my lips.

"You gotta be quiet, little girl. What do you think would happen if Graham saw you like that?" Draco asks with a mocking tone.

He adds another finger, curves them and strokes my walls. I feel myself tighten around his long fingers.

He starts to thrust his fingers in and out

-hitting my spot everytime.

"You like that, don't you? Me touching you." Draco whispers in my ear as my eyes shut tightly, scared that a loud moan might escape my lips.

"Imagine what my cock could do." Draco says as he thrusts his fingers at an even faster pace.

Suddenly Graham starts to squirm in his sleep. I freeze and try to move away from Draco but he holds me in place.

His fingers are still moving inside me but in a slower pace.

"Scared that Graham might find out what a slut you are for me? How you melt under my touch?" Draco whispers.

"You are going to take it until you cum all over my fingers. I don't care if he wakes up." He says before moving his fingers hit my spot again.

A quiet whimper slips from my lips.

I look over to Graham to see him still fully asleep.

"Keep your eyes on me."

My eyes wander back to his.

"Good girl." He growls in my ear and sends butterflies to my stomach

...and pussy.

I clench around his fingers as I feel my orgasm approaching.

My breath hitches.

"I-Im gonna cum Draco..." i moan a bit louder as it gets harder and harder for me to keep quiet.

Dracos other hand finds my mouth and enters his fingers for me to suck on.

"That'll be my cock next time."

My eyes roll back as I suck on his fingers imagining how Dracos cock would taste like.

My orgasm rolls over me as I bite down on his fingers in order to reduce the urge of letting out a final loud moan.

Or so I thought it would be my final...

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Eat pt.2

Summary: Your Boyfriend doesn't let you eat properly in order to punish you. Draco tries to get your attention...

Trigger warning: mature content

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"You still didn't eat the Crumpet."

This boy...

I mentally face palm.

"Because I don't want to. Stop talking to me,Malfoy." I say in an annoyed voice.

"Caddel,seriously. We hate each other. Fine. But eat that fucking thing."

The moment Draco agrees that we hate each other it somehow makes my heart sting.

I ignore the uncomfortable feeling.

"Why are you so determined to make me eat? Fuck off."

Draco suddenly puts down his pen and turns his face to look at me.

Our eyes meet and his seem to be full of rage.

"What did you say?" Is all he says.

I don't know why but I somehow feel a wave of confidence wash over me. This is an opportunity to just let out all the anger that's bottled up inside of me.

"I said 'Fuck off'. Stop with that fucking behaviour. Stop acting as if you have the upper hand!" My voice raises as I speak.

Draco suddenly grabs my throat harshly and a light moan slips from my lips.

I mentally slap myself because of my bodys reaction.

"That wasn't the reaction I expected. Looks like I do have the upper hand." Draco says as he squeezes my throat a bit harder.

I groan as I feel him teasing me again. This man messes with my head.

I see his hand wandering over to the Crumpet as he grabs it.

"You can either eat this" he says as he holds up the Crumpet "or I'll shove something else into your mouth but I don't think Graham would like that very much."

My eyes widen at his bold words.

I grab the Crumpet from his hand, kinda dissapointed that I didn't choose the other option-

Stop Amara.

He's trouble.

Draco nods satisfied as his hand leaves my throat.

I take small bites of the Crumpet and pray that Graham won't notice that I broke his rules.

"I hate you." Leaves my lips in a silent voice.

"I hate you more, Caddel." Says Draco while working at his essay without sparing me a single glance. Something in his voice gives me comfort eventhough these words should bring me the opposite.

He seriously messes with my head. He's such an asshole but he somehow always ends up saving me.

"So you were going to try out for our Quidditch team?" Asks Draco with a slight sound of mockery in his voice.

"No." I answer dryly.

"But in the great hall you sai-" Draco starts but can't finish his sentence.

"It was a dumb idea I had. It was just for fun and I don't really want to make it on the team. Now let me finish this essay." I say in an annoyed voice.

It's a lie.

Of course it is.

I want to play Quidditch.

But now it is in the past.

It was a dumb idea.

From a dumb girl.

I know that I won't regret the lost past.

I will always regret the future that I lost to Graham. I already regret the things that would never be.

Draco wants to open his mouth as suddenly Umbridge storms into the classroom.

"All Students must come together in the great hall immediately."

She looks stressed and out of breath as I look at her. Did she ran here?

We don't question her and make our way to the great hall in a fast pace.

I throw away half of the Crumpet and the napkin on my way out.

As we reach our destination, we see that a big amount of students has already come together in the great hall.

The first thing I notice is that all the tables and chairs vanished from the giant room.

We stand at the very back as we suddenly hear Dumbledores voice.

"All Students of Hogwarts are not allowed to go back to their dorms. The younger students already have been evacuated. The rest of you will be spending this night in the great hall."

Everyone starts to get nervous. The air grows thicker with every passing second.

"The reason for that is that a dangerous wizard has been roaming the halls of hogwarts. Don't panic. You will be spending the night here in safety."

I turn to look at Malfoy only to find him smirking at me.

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Eat pt.1

Summary: Your Boyfriend doesn't let you eat properly in order to punish you. Draco tries to get your attention...

WARNING: Mature content, Eating disorder trigger

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I feel my head spinning on my way to my class but decide to ignore it. Grahams punishment can't last forever. At least I hope so.

I enter my classroom happily as I see that nobody is there yet and I can sit wherever I want.

I choose a spot in the very back of the classroom in order to dodge the akward questions from people I barely know. Questions such as:

"Did you get enough sleep?"

"Are you sick?"

"Do you eat enough?"

People who never talk to me suddenly can do so as soon as they see me struggle.

I don't know if I like the thought of some random people caring about me or hate the fact that they pity me.

Pity.

Just like Graham said.

People don't care about me.

They pity me.

I tired sigh escapes my lips as I grab my books and put it on the table.

The class filled up by now. That probably happened when I was sunken deep into my thoughts.

Madame Umbridge starts the class as we all suddenly hear the door opening.

"I apologize for being late."

Draco Dickhead Malfoy.

"A second time means detention Mr. Malfoy. Well,well...sit down next to Ms. Caddel." Chirps Umbridge in an irritating, high voice.

Well thank you, Umbridge.

Bitch.

I try to ignore Draco and keep my eyes on the blackboard that Umbridge uses to write down some things we need to learn for the upcoming test.

I suddenly feel Draco shifting closer to me and his hand seems to wander to my thigh.

My eyes are still fixed on the blackboard.

I suddenly feel something on my lap and Draco shifts back into his seat.

The only thing I can spot on my lap is a folded napkin.

I open it curiously only to find a small Crumpet.

The words "Be a good girl and eat up." are written in the upper right corner of the small piece of paper.

I glance over to Draco only to find him staring at the blackboard.

He never gives up, does he?

I don't know if he actually cares or just wants a warm body because he is tired of the cold.

But I can't be that. Whatever he wants.

Graham is going to kill me.

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Trigger warning: mature content

Summary: You tease Draco and he decides to get his revenge only for you to realize what you truly are for him.

(Angst)

Iknow how to treat girls. I took good care of Amara just yesterday when I showed her the guest room. Right?" Draco says as he tries to remind me of our steamy encounter last night.

A smirk plasters on his face.

I would have probably turned shy under other circumstances

but I turn bold in my drunken state and decide to play his game.

"You could've done a better job." I say as I smirk.

The dumb smirk he carried just a few seconds ago on his lips dissapears as soon as the words slip from my lips.

Narcissa smiles while silently drinking her wine, surely understanding the ambiguous conversation.

I finish my last glass in a quick motion and thank Narcissa for the day and especially the wine.

I am satisfied with leaving a dumbfounded Draco behind me.

I make my way upstairs while tumbling a bit from side to side.

I try to make my way to my room when suddenly a hand grabs my wrist and pulls me into the next best room.

It takes me a few seconds to realise that I am in Dracos room, pushed against his bedroom door.

I groan as I hold my head. The alcohol makes my head spin due to the fast motion.

"What's wrong, sweet girl?-Does your head spin?" Draco asks in a mocking tone.

"Fuck you." I mumble while still holding my head.

Dracos hand makes its way to my throat.

His fingers meet my throat and he gives it a gentle but firm squeeze.

I fail to supress the gasp that slips from my lips.

"What did you say? I could've done better?" Draco asks as his head comes closer to my face.

I laugh at his question.

"What? Did I break your ego?"

"I'd really like to know if that attitude of yours stayed the same if I face fucked you."

My eyes widen and a wave of silence washes over me.

My head keeps spinning but somehow I feel sober now.

"What's the matter doll?"

Dracos face moves even closer. I feel his hot breath against my neck as a shiver runs down my spine. His lips lightly brush against my skin in a teasing way. He places his knee between my legs and I start to feel the pressure he applies on my throbbing core.

A silent but audible moan slips from my lips. I let my body sink down to increase the pressure.

"Are you trying to get off on my knee? Are you that underfucked?"  Draco says in a degrading tone.

"I could ask you the same. Since when do you care about me and give me so much attention?" I ask while smirking.

Draco looks away while a laugh slips from his lips before he locks eyes with me again.

"Who said I care about you and not just your body? You know I hate Graham with all my guts but we can agree on one thing. You are pretty attractive for a pain in the ass."

My smirk is washed from my face. 

He laughs while saying so. I don't know if he still thinks we are teasing each other or if he's actually serious.

I lift my arms in order to push him away. Draco stumbles backwards as I open the door and quickly run over to my room and lock me up inside.

I don't know what I was hoping for. He treated me with so much kindness yesterday and he made me feel things that I have never felt.

 Maybe love. Maybe I hoped to get some love.

But love?-From Draco Malfoy?

I feel embarrassed as I remember the vulnerable state he saw me in. The way his eyes landed on my skin when I was touching myself.

I can only blame myself for being this delusional.

Maybe Graham was right and my destiny is already set in stone. I have no other option than to accept that I will never receive the love I crave for. The only thing close to it will be Grahams bipolar behaviour.

A tear slips at the realisation that I am trapped.

I guess I hoped for a hand to hold onto but it was just another rope.

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Summary: Draco catches you pleasuring yourself.

Warning: sexual content

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"Good night, Caddel." Draco says as he enters the room opposite of mine.

I enter the guest room and close the door behind me while still trying to process what he just said.

I change into the clothes Draco gave me before I lay down in bed.

My thoughts start drifting away.

I think about the way he held my waist in the shower.

The way he slightly pulled my hair.

The way his fingers lightly brushed my underboob.

The way his hands ran up and down my thigh.

The thought of him being hard while doing that crashes my mind.

I feel a familiar throbbing feeling between my legs that I only Draco was able to give me currently.

As I think about him, my hand unconsciously wanders down between my legs.

I gasp as I feel wetness coming in touch with my fingers.

I start to rub my clit in a slow pace before starting to speed up.

I try to supress my moans but I fail miserably.

I moan as I think about him taking me in the shower. My face pressed against the wall as he fills me up from behind.

My moans get louder.

"Draco" Slips from my lips as I feel myself getting closer to my climax.

"Yes?"

I freeze.

Draco stands in my door while staring at me.

I take my hand out of the Boxershorts in the speed of light.

"What the hell Draco!-Leave!"  I say in a stern voice which I use as a facade in order to hide my embarrassment.

"But you called for me, didn't you?" Draco says while smirking.

My facade crumbles as I grow silent.

"Keep going." He suddenly says.

"What?" I ask not able to process his words.

"Look at me and put your hand down between your legs."  Draco says as he closes the door behind him and walks closer to the bed.

"But-"

"Amara. Touch yourself for me."

My hornyness wins the control over me and I obey Dracos words.

I look down as I see my hand wander down my body.

"I said look at me, Amara. I want your eyes on me as you touch yourself. I want you to rub your clit for me."

I start to do so and small whimpers leave my mouth which I try to supress.

"Muffliato." Draco uses his wand to charm the room.

"Don't supress your moans, Amara. I want to hear how good you make yourself feel while looking at me."

He looks down at me as if I'm his prey. I feel myself squirming under his eyes.

"You like that, don't you?-Being watched by me as you get yourself off." Draco says as he looks me up and down.

I feel myself getting closer.

My moans start to get louder.

"Draco...p-please..."  I manage to moan out.

"Cum for me, Amara." 

I do. I look him in the eyes and I moan out loudly.

This was my first orgasm since I've dated Graham. He doesn't really care about making his partner cum as long as he gets to. He says he's the only one who is allowed to touch me so I was too scared to touch myself as soon as Graham was in the same building as me.

"Such a good little slut,huh?"

"We should do that again sometime. Seems like Graham doesn't do a good job at pleasuring you." Draco says as he leans down, grabs my neck gently and whispers the words near my ear.

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Draco Malfoy ff

Summary: Draco helps you to take a shower after your boyfriend hurt you

Warning: Mentioning of abuse, sexual tension

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"I'm gonna help you shower, just tell me where not to grab." Draco says as he takes the shower head from my hand and turns on the water.

I get nervous. He just needs to open one eye and Draco would be able to see me completely naked.

"Are you facing me?" Draco asks while testing the water temperature on his hand.

"Yes."

"Turn around. I'll start with your hair and...backside. Tell me as soon as it hurts too much"

I can feel the water hitting my skin. His hands go through my hair as he massages my scalp slightly.

"May I touch your shoulders?"

I only nod, forgetting that his eyes are closed.

"I need a verbal consent, Amara." He says while gently pulling my hair back.

"Yes."

His hands carefully wander to my shoulder and I flinch and whine as soon as the water hits my bruise.

"Fuck." I curse.

"It's okay." He quickly let's the water run over the upper part of my back before lowering the shower head to build some distance to my bruised shoulder "That's it. Good job."

I shiver at his praising words and I know he can feel it.

Dracos hand slowly wanders down my back before hesitantly grabbing my waist.

"Is that okay?" Draco asks again, seemingly nervous himself.

"I'm okay with everything as long as you're careful." I say in a small voice.

"Don't say that, Amara. That makes all of this even harder."

I don't quite understand what he means so I just say nothing.

I slowly turn around since I want him to help me with my thigh.

He doesn't expect me to move, so while I turn around his hand which was placed on my waist moves along my stomach.

"Could you please try to be careful on my left thigh. It's on your right." I request while moving.

"Shit, Amara. Warn me before you move." He curses silently.

Before he moves his hand to my thigh, he stretches his fingers and his thumb touches the wound under my breasts.

I flinch.

"I'm sorry." He apologizes before asking "May I clean it?-Otherwise the wound might inflame."

"Be careful please."

Draco carefully lifts the shower head up so that it's on the height of my collarbone. I hiss and curse under my breath as the water hits my wound. Tears form in my eyes.

"It's okay, Amara" Draco tries to calm me down.

His hands move slightly up and his fingers meet the wound as he carefully makes sure that the water runs over it.

While doing so his finger accidentally brush along my under boob.

I turn red.

"Shit- Sorry." Draco apologizes

I look at his face and his ears turn slightly red.

"It's okay." I say, still more focused on the pain.

"I think the water also ran along your thighs while cleaning your wound. May I check if it's still sticky?"

"Yes but please be careful. The bruise on my thigh hurts really bad."

"Can you bring my hand there? Otherwise I might accidentally touch somewhere else.." He requests.

I gently grab is hand and bring it down to my thighs.

He lightly grabs my right thigh and runs his hand and up and down, careful not to go too high.

I'd be lying if I said that I didn't feel aroused by his touch. I can feel my breath getting heavier.

He switches sides and is careful due to my bruise.

"You seem to be clean. Can you wash the ends of your hair yourself? I'll grab you a dress." Draco asks.

"Sure. Thank you"

Draco hands me the shower head and carefully tries to find his way out.

As soon as the door closes I wash my ends with shampoo.

I am quickly finished and step out of the shower.

I take a towel and dry my hair before carefully drying my body off. I still feel the pain everytime I come in touch with my bruised skin.

I grab my bra and my panties and put them back on. I take a look in the mirror for a brief second, hating the reflection.

I stare at the wound underneath my breasts. I feel humiliated.

I don't even have enough time to think about how to cover up my bruises as the door opens and Draco steps inside.

He closes the door behind him and looks up.

We both freeze and stare at each other.

My face turns red as I realize that Draco Malfoy just saw me in my underwear.

He looks me up and down before bringing himself back to reality and quickly closing his eyes

"Fuck- I'm sorry I didn't know you already stepped out of the shower." Draco says.

"No, it's okay." I say quietly while trying to calm myself down from the embarassing encounter.

"Amara?"

"Yes?"

"May I open my eyes?"

What?

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