I never got over anything. I miss everyone and everything. nostalgia and grief kill me every day. oh and I also love going on walks.

i love the world so much. why do i often forget this

mary oliver was right: i am here!!! i am alive on this fresh earth!!! i am standing in my kitchen waiting for my tea to boil and that alone is proof of my existence!!!!

"im tired of living through major historical events" is now "dear lord please let me witness a high profile political assassination in the next 1-2 years. amen"

don't ever look up what your childhood friends are up to now!!!!!!!!!! like girl you're a nuclear safety engineer. i put on matching socks today. we played tag a thousand years ago.

well look who it is. my old friend. the conses of my quences.