a vent blog

do i make life more enjoyable for the people around me? no. but am i fun to be around? also no. but am i honest and sincere and good? also. no. but do i deserve love and basic human decency? you wouldn't believe it but......... no.

Maybe in other lifetime I'm not alone. Maybe in other lifetime I'll be lovable. Maybe in other lifetime.... Maybe...

I wonder what do i have to do to not be unlovable

im getting to old for anyone to love me

I'm not good enough to be loved. I'm too insecure and pathetic. I'm not healthy to have a relationship with. But I'm scared learning how to have a relationship and trust someone is the only thing that could 'fix' me. If someone actually let me know how it feels to be loved for the first time in my life. How does it feel? I spend most days hugging my pillow trying to imagine what it's like to hug a person. It's warm right? I don't know.

Some people just aren't meant for love. And that's fine. I'll take one for the team yall.

I need to learn how to stop talking I need to learn to shut up i need to learn to stop talking I need to learn to shut up I need to learn how to stop talking I need to learn to shut up i need to learn to stop talking I need to learn to shut up I need to learn how to stop talking I need to learn to shut up i need to learn to stop talking I need to learn to shut up I need to learn how to stop talking I need to learn to shut up i need to learn to stop talking I need to learn to shut up I need to learn how to stop talking I need to learn to shut up i need to learn to stop talking I need to learn to shut up I need to learn how to stop talking I need to learn to shut up i need to learn

I just want someone to take care of me but no one ever will.

my life if someone actually wanted me 🌈🌹☀️

I don’t think I’ll be loved or visible by anybody at all….i don’t see that day not now nor in the future.

I wish i was meant to experience passionate love. But apparently being unlovable is the only thing i have and the only thing I'm gonna experience.

why am I unworthy of love?

You know, no one is ever going to love me for being me.

maybe i was meant to be unlovable.