Nest of Stars

About us:

Our name is Asterin! We go by any pronouns :]

We are a median system with a few members, however we discovered this recently and are in the process of figuring ourselves out. As of now we will both be using the pronoun "I" and the pronoun "we" to refer to our system as a whole (as we have a hard time figuring out who is fronting, most of the time).

English is not our first language! please forgive any mistakes we may make :]

(We're a little bit silly, some might say goffy, even.)

This Blog:

This blog is opened to anyone, with the only rule being not to spread hate or show harmful behavior. Also it is very much endo-safe!! Yayyy

My whole life I've been dreaming of going on some amazing adventures in other worlds- it started when I was a child and never stopped. I always wanted to become friends with my favorite characters, to have fun with them and enjoy everything this world doesn't have to offer, like magic and stuff.

I discovered shifting a bit more than 3 years ago I think- I was 8n middle school and I had been going through a pretty hard time in my life, I didn't really have anything to look forward to. I was just going through the motions back then, even if there was no real point doing it.

Then I came across a tiktok about shifting. It changed my life.

I tried shifting for a long time after that- scripting things whenever I could, basically trying every night (not a good idea, I know that now), ...

No, I never did shift. But the hope that it brought me, the joy of knowing all daydreams could be true... I am forever grateful for. I don't know what I would have done if it hadn't been for this.

I still believe in shifting, and I believe that the reason I haven't shifted is because of my mindset, or maybe I'm just not ready. But my time will come.

But I hate how I can never reach it again. I hate feeling the wings on my back ache to fly and join the clouds and the birds. I hate the longing I feel whenever I look at it. I hate how the stars aren't a part of me anymore. I hate not being able to be surrounded by the sky, to see how beautiful it is all around me.