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My brain made a really juicy scenario for fuckin ranmaru mori from ikemen sengoku I might have to explore a baby yune situation here bc that was so fun actually
Damnit ranmaru
I waited 9 years for your route, it was fine. And I'm still in the rabbit hole anyway
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since literally none of the links in this entire post works, I took it upon myself to go find stuff that seems useful rather than let an empty post go around giving others hope lmao. I havenāt tried these myself but maybe it works for some of yāall ?Ā
please add links if you got other useful stuff too !
Lower :
Voice Deepening Stretches. a tumblr post with pictures to show how.
How To Deepen Your Voice FTM. Alexander Jasper-Jay on Youtube. Pretty much a tutorial for the stretches from the previous post.
How to Make Your Voice Sound Deeper. Howcast on Youtube. Not FtM related or focused, I think this is mostly for acting ? ? ?Ā
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How to make your voice feminine. No head voice. No falsetto.Ā Ada Han on Youtube.
How to Completely Feminize Your Voice. An article by Michela, a trans woman.
Vocal Feminization Guide for any voice type. Impulse Collective DID on Youtube.
thoughts about the new act 3 route. kinda negative, and spoilery
Admittedly, I really do like seeing bits of the characters' pasts and childhoods. However I feel as though there are never any real stakes or meaningful differences/character development that occurs in these new routes?
Because every time Mai goes back to the past, it's the exact same thing. She thinks "Oh it's so sad how difficult and painful his childhood was, I wish I could take him away and let him grow up safely and cared for" but then it always just becomes "But if I did that, then he wouldn't grow up to be the person he is now, who I love every part of, so I won't change the past" and then returns to the regular timeline soon afterwards. It happened for Nobunaga, for Rikyu, for Masamune, and now for Saizo too now that I'm finally reading his romantic route. It's all just so samey.
I get that making any changes in the past would be a huge thing but... idk, just feels real boring to me now.
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AN: Small mention of Morgan ( @welp-back-on-my-bs) and Ellara( @woofwoofimmaturtle) No happy ending š
Amari looked at Mai, who was currently questioning what to do next. Knowing that it will be the last battle between the two forces, Amari has to make a stand with her lord against the Alliance.
āAmariā!ā Mai caught her white kimono, begging, āPlease⦠you donāt have to do this! I donāt know what sort of deal is between you and Hisahide, but please⦠let me be there.ā
Amari kept her silence as she scanned Mai, even when whispers of what they could do to her lover and friends in the past, she tried to stop them. Every time. Even with the tears rolling from Maiās eyes.
āI beg of you! Please!ā
ā...is this attachment so important you are willing to give your life? Even when knowing that it is meaningless as we will be reduced to ashes?ā
āYesā! Itās what makes us humans!ā
Amari looked away as she rallied her group, ready to be at the front lines to the alliance. Yet, her heart ached when Mai said such words. As if, someone said something similar to that.
Walking out of the tent they were in, Shin and Mang looked at her. āWill we be taking her to the front?ā
āFrom her silence, it is a yes.ā
Amari trotted to the fronts as her and the Moonlit Mirage with the Ashikaga army saw the Alliance army across from them. Between them was a gentle rushing river; the location was Sekighara. On her side, her lullaby kept the army at ease. Instead of the song that her mother would sing constantly, it was something else.
āIn your dream, dream, do you seeā
āIf you look at scary eyesā
Behind her were her gunmen and archers, besides her were those that will fight close up. Turning to where Yoshiteru, Kanebi, and Hisahide will be ā they gave a nod to her. Sazio was in the shadow of Amari, ready to defend her. While Rikyu kept Kyoto in check.
āTo the lands of dreamsā
āUntil the time you wake upā
Waiting for the fog of the early morning to clear up so the fighting will begin. The unit in front of hers was the combination of the Date and Uesugi ā seemingly to have payback for what she did.
āAmari.ā
Stopping in her lullaby, Amari turned to Sazio, āLetās go.ā
The battle between the two sides started. With neither wanting to give up on who is the rightful ruler to truly bring the land into peace. Even with the wormholeās help in alternating some of the past, they couldnāt do anything massive due to certain peopleās influence that prevented them from doing so.
CLANG!!!
āYou must be the one that beat the hell out of Ieyasu! Gotta say, that was impressive of you,ā Masamune had both of his swords locked on with Amariās.
āThis person is mine to kill, Masamune.ā
āGot it! Got it, Kenshin!ā
With both Shin and Mang keeping Kenshin at bay to allow Amari to fight Masamune with her full attention.
CLASH
ā...impressive. Blocking my afterimages⦠only Lord Yoshiteru could do that,ā Amari saw how Masamune used his blades to block her attacks.
āI guess that meansā!ā
Something seared his left cheek. Something hot. Masamune touched the blood that was running from that hit, a hint of burnt flesh. Stopping him in his tracks as that moment took over his mind.
Just as the Tiansha Blade was close to decapitating Masamuneās head, Kojuro quickly intervenes with Yori quickly getting Masamune out of danger so he can get out of his transience.
āYori! Get Lord Masamune out of here!ā
āYou donāt need to order me! Iām already on it!ā
Amari looked at Kojuro from her veil in surprise. She didnāt expect that or foresee that. Seeing Kojuro in anger seems to strike in her interest, almost like there is something in life to fight for.
āSaizo.ā
Just by calling his name, he appeared and took Amariās position against Kojuro.
āWhaā Where are you going!?ā Kojuro turned to see Amari dashing to where Masamune and Yori were at. āShitā¦! ELLARA! STOP HER!ā
āGot it old man!ā
Sensing a kick from behind, Amari quickly dodged it. Ellara, coming from nowhere, was ready to have a second rematch.
āListen here! You are going to pay for what youāve done! Especially after that!ā
ā...are all Dateās this obnoxious?ā
āI HEARD THAT!ā
Morgan and Ryuu saw how terrifying the battle between the Moonlit Mirage against the Uesugi and Date were becoming.Ā
The Oda were focused on Yoshiteru and his army, with the Ikko-Ikkiās assistance. Ranmaru and Daiju took a moment to see the battle unfolding, a sense of unease filled both of them.
āRanmaru!ā Morgan called out to the pink-haired man, āGo for it!ā
āMorgan!ā Ryuu quickly kicked an enemy that snuck behind them.
āThanks!ā
āShould Iā?ā Ranmaru turned to his best friend.
āGo. Everyone would understand, I swear,ā Daiju nodded before taking a fallen sword from an ally to replace his broken bow. āSeize this chance, Ran.ā
The battle persisted till a piece of the Ashikaga fell, realizing that something went south. Like their plan was leaked somehow.Ā Thus they retreated except for the Moonlit Mirage, as they sense their time in this realm is up.
āAmari, you are to stay here and delay the alliance from getting further,ā Hisahide told her.
Knowing this is a death sentence, Amari nodded.
Even when the blood of her enemies coated and injured Kanetsugu, Ellara, Kojuro, and many others. Amari knew this would be the last time, taking in the moment of the sun going down soon, she stepped forward. Willing to burn herself away.
āYouāre outnumbered,ā Kenshin declared as several of the other warlords came.
With the surviving Moonlit Mirage, they stood firm.
āPrincess! What should we do?ā
ā...fight. As this winter will be our last, my friends,ā Amari declared.
All of them understood what she meant, which they gave everything they could.
BANG
BAM
āMitsuhide! Masahiro!ā
āOn it my lord!ā
On cue, Amari started to sing that lullaby once more. With her summoning her flames before turning them into something else ā arrows.
Ieyasu looked on with fear for the first time in a long time, āW-what-!?ā
āThatā!ā Shingen could only look at the fire arrows before looking at Amari, āWhat have they doneā¦?ā
āRanmaru! Stop her!ā Daiju called out to his friend, in a panic.
Ranmaru could only look on with fear, unsure what to do or if that is really the person he once knew years ago.
The Oda quickly retreated as the arrows came at them the moment Amari pointed at them.
WHISP
āACK!ā
āAGGH!ā
āIT BURNS!!!ā
Those who were unfortunate felt the arrow go through them only to see it go after another.
āShin! Shouldnāt we do something!?ā Yuna turned to her, in fear.
ā...this is it for us,ā Shin could only look at Amari, as she became paler, āListen up! Show the alliance our anger! OUR SORROW AND PAIN!ā
The Moonlit Mirage cheered before going to the Oda, with no regards. For them to fall here, with a stream of water, is a befitting place to fall for them. Yuna looked at her gun, before aiming it at the alliance. Each one of them, they are now at terms with their fate.
They were nothing more than the meat shields for their Shogun.
The moment the sun began to set, Amariās singing continued only to be stopped by a fit of coughs ā spilling blood from her mouth. Many of the Moonlit Mirage were slain, fighting and delaying the enviable.Ā
āCOUGH I seeā¦ā Amari stares at her gloves stained by her blood, only to stand with her weakened body. Holding her Tianshu blade, āI suppose⦠I no longer need this veil of mine.ā
Ripping it off from her hood, Amariās face was on display.
Shingen and Kennyo look on with horror, seeing their dark circles and the blood stain near her mouth ā they know she doesnāt have much. Daiju froze on the spot, not wanting to believe what he was seeing. Ranmaru, he couldnāt take it. Ignoring the cries of the other warlords he went at her.
CLASH
Amari blocked it. Sparks of their swords colliding flew from it.
āAma! Please! Come back!ā
ā...you say as if you KNOW ME!ā
āItās because I do!ā
āYOU DONāT!!!ā
CLANG
āDO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN IāVE BEEN IN! EVERY SINGLE DAY!ā
Amariās voice grew louder, desperate, pain, guilt, everything. All between the coughs.Ā
Ranmaru flinched at hearing it, āI⦠I donāt. But I know! You were never the person to hurt!ā
The standing Moonlit Mirage continued, going after the warlords with what little remains of them.
āThey wonāt stop coming!ā Hideyoshi tried to dodge them but they kept going.
āThen thatās good!ā
āThey seem to be chasing after death,ā Sasuke gave his conclusion.
āWhat!? Are they insane!?ā Yukimura swipes some of them away before turning to Sasuke in disbelief.
ā...this is their stand,ā Mitsuhide declared.
āHow pitiful and a waste of a pawn.ā
The warlords looked at the battle between Amari and Ranmaru while dealing with the remnants. It was only when Ranmaru said something ā something that seemed to break Amari from her mind.
āDo you rememberā¦? When I promised to you on the day we first met?ā
Amari looked at her sword before seeing her reflection, unable to recognize who she was. ā...I- what have I doneā¦?ā Amari stares at her reflection once more only to turn to where Shingen, Daiju, Kennyo, and those that remember her younger self.
Ranmaru walked up to her, āI know you didnāt have a say, or nothing, but, you can turn over a new leaf.ā
Amari ā no, Amaryllis āĀ looked at Ranmaru extending his hand. Just like he did to her. Begging for her to take it once more, just as the last few of Moonlit Mirage ā Shin, Mang, Yuna, Ryo, Lu, Han ā fell by the hands ofĀ Kenshin, Mitsuhide, Nobunaga, Hideyoshi, Yukimura, Keiji, and the other warlords.
āPleaseā¦ā
Staring at it, instead of taking his hand, Amari took a step behind. āIā¦ā only to fall to her knees as she clenches her chest and covers her mouth, coughing up large amounts of blood that stain the river.
āAmaā!ā
Ranmaru rushed to help her only to feel the faint presence of a pulse. He turned pale as more blood came forth from Amaryllisā mouth.
āI- Iām sorryā! COUGH! I⦠canāt take your hand⦠Ranā Amaryllis was struggling as her vision continued to blur. All she could feel was the cold water beneath her soaking in her kimono.
Ieyasu quickly rushed up when Ranmaru called out to him, desperately.
Shingen and Kennyo could only stand in shock and fear as the other warlords rushed forward.
āAma! Amaryllis! Donāt close your eyes! I beg of you! Donāt!ā Ranmaru held Amaryllis in his arms, crying.
āS-sorryā¦ā Amaryllis repeated that only to see Nobunaga in front of her with Hideyoshi and Mitsuhide. Chuckling to herself as she stare at Hideyoshi, ā...maybe I shouldāve⦠taken your hand ifāā
āSilence. Save your strength,ā Nobunaga interrupted her.
With a faint smile, Amaryllis could only look at Nobunaga as Ieyasu tried to figure out how to save her. āEasy to say⦠when you havenāt been cursed with it⦠just to⦠save your life,ā Amaryllis continued to cough out blood. āIf⦠you wish to save Mai⦠Saizo probably is getting her to escape⦠that man⦠he too is like meāā
āAma! Focusāā Ranmaru stop in his words as Amaryllis brought her hand ā shaking ā to carcass his face.
āRanmaru⦠thank you for letting me meet you,ā Amaryllis let out the tears she was holding in for years out. Only to stare off at the sunset, as if seeing someone in the distance, ā...Mother⦠father⦠Masao⦠I suppose youāre here⦠to take me with you.ā
They all saw how she was struggling to keep her eyes open, trying to take in the last moments. With Ranmaru holding her hand tightly, yelling for her to stay awake, Ieyasu tells her to focus on them. Even with their yellings, it didnāt stop her from closing her eyes. With the last words she will ever give were, āI suppose⦠in the end⦠I couldnāt change⦠not a single thingā¦ā
The hand that Ranmaru held on became limp, falling to Amaryllisā side. Those who once knew her, cried in silence as the last of Li truly fell. With nobody remembering her except for what she was forced to become. Even when her life was no more, a small smile was still present on the now becoming cold body of hers.
The Ashikaga did not care about losing Amari or the Moonlit Mirage. They were expandable, just something to stall the alliance.
Amaryllis was burned to ashes, to be placed alongside with her family. As the bodies of the Moonlit Mirage became nothing more than fertilizer for the ground. Yet something unusual occurred, a bunch of flowers appeared where those who died ā remembering the names of the forgotten.
The Tianshu Blade was given to Shingen, as to Kennyo, it fits him due to it being similar to his current sword. Yet, it was only on display, given maintenance when needed.
To the Oda, they did not have much fondness for the girl like they would if she did join them. But they did see how people like Amaryllis and the Moonlit Mirage were no more than victims. Victims that were misguided to the end.Ā
The Uesugi and the Lone Forces ā minus Ikko-Ikki ā carried on.
The victor between the Ashikaga and Alliance was not decided in that battle, just the second to the end.
Somewhere in the afterlifeā¦
āSister!ā Masao ran up to his sister.
āWhat is it?ā Amaryllis turned to him after weaving a flower crown.
āNothing~! Iām just glad to have you back!ā Masao gave a giant smile to her, as if waiting for this moment.
Eijiās appearance looked like he was drained of life for a second time, āHow the hell did you train these guys!?ā
Amaryllis looked at her friend with a mischievous smile, āWell, I WAS cursed with the power of a kitsune that was draining my life. To answer your question, I made them try to keep up with me.ā
āReally?ā
āReally, Eiji.ā
Amaryllis no longer had her emerald eyes or white hair. Just her raven hair and her normal eyes before everything.
From a distance, the parents of hers and the Moonlight Mirage seem to be sharing memories of their children when they were young, almost fondly. With Han and Lu being embarrassed that they tried to hide themselves. While Yuna and Ryo were dying from laughter alongside Ryoās younger siblings on how Han and Lu were in the past. Mang was not surprised, but a small smile was still there.
āSooo~Ā do got any regrets, Amaryllis?ā Eiji asked.
ā...one regret. I couldnāt tell Ranmaru how I felt,ā Amaryllis gave a sad smile, before placing the flower crown on Masao, āI do hope he can move forward.ā