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⭒ leyla karaca (28, dancer @ crimson velvet, asena keskinci fc) - intro | musings | pics | threads ⭒

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His mouth parts slightly to dispel a series of notions, both that Cel is important and how the Atlantic wouldn't provide salvation. It's a fruitless and ultimately empty endeavor, he won't slander either of them with the falsehood of not caring about his eventual sister-in-law. Instead he downs his drink, the corner of his mouth lifting at one side. "Since when has a person ever been easy to find in the ocean?" His smirk transformed into a quiet laugh dancing in the twilight around them when it appeared this stranger had absolutely no idea who Dominic was. Hardly a slight to his ego or something he'd point out with snark-driven arrogance, but he's still admittedly a little surprised. Belonging had never been the problem for the Caravellis, and he was near certain he'd never asked permission for anything in his life. Forgiveness only. "If I disappear then my sister will have my ass," he responds, albeit not unkindly. "It's her party." Both hands rose in mock defense, playfully aghast at the accusation. "Me? Nothing. I'm an innocent party here."
leyla's brows lifted a fraction at my sister, the missing piece sliding neatly into place. her gaze drifted over him once more — not appraising so much as reassessing. the easy grin, the effortless familiarity with the room, the complete lack of concern despite joking about fleeing into the atlantic. of course. “so you're one of the caravellis.” it wasn't asked like a question. more an observation she'd arrived at a few seconds later than perhaps everyone else had. crimson velvet taught you faces long before it taught you names, and the city's old families had a way of becoming both. a quiet smile tugged at her lips. “that explains the confidence.” she turned her attention back toward the sea, the horizon washed in shades of pink and violet where the sun had begun surrendering to evening. the champagne caught the fading light as she rolled the stem lightly between her fingers. “and here i was thinking i was giving survival advice to a man who'd wandered into the wrong party.” her eyes flicked back to his. "i should've known anyone making jokes at the host family's expense either belongs here..." she let the thought linger just long enough to become dangerous, “...or has spectacularly poor instincts.” his declaration of innocence earned a soft, unconvinced hum. "i work in a place where men introduce themselves as innocent at least once a night." another measured sip. “i've learned that's usually when I start checking my wallet.” there was no bite behind it — only amusement. "but," she conceded, inclining her head ever so slightly, “i'll give you this. if this is your sister's opening, disappearing would be a terrible look.” a glance swept over the immaculate hotel grounds, the white stone glowing beneath the last of the sunset, guests spilling across the terraces as if they belonged in a magazine spread instead of reality. "so be a good brother," she said lightly. “smile for the investors, pretend you've had fewer drinks than you actually have, and save the dramatic escape into the atlantic for after dessert.” the corner of her mouth curved again. "unless you're telling me the caravellis make a habit of celebrating grand openings with near-drownings. in which case..." she lifted her glass in a small toast, "…i'd hate to interrupt tradition."
Izzy's smile lingered, though it softened around the edges as she listened. There was something quietly reassuring about the way Leyla spoke, as if she'd made peace with observations most people rushed past. "The ocean's got a better sense of self than most people I know," she mused, her gaze returning to the last sliver of sunlight melting beneath the horizon. "It doesn't compete with the skyline. Doesn't have to." A quiet laugh escaped her, more to herself than anything. "I think I spend so much of my life around things demanding my attention that I forget what it feels like to exist somewhere that doesn't need anything from me." She rolled the stem of her glass lightly between her fingers. "Hospitals aren't exactly known for their peaceful ambiance." There was no bitterness in the admission, only the familiar acceptance of someone who had chosen the work long ago and would choose it again tomorrow. At Leyla's question, Izzy considered the villa over her shoulder for a moment. Music drifted across the terrace, punctuated by another burst of laughter before it disappeared into the wind. "I don't know that I was looking for anything," she admitted honestly. "Maybe just trying to enjoy the rare feeling that no one's about to page me." The corner of her mouth tugged upward. "Turns out that's a novelty." She looked back toward Leyla, her expression warm but thoughtful. "But..." she paused for a beat, "...I think you might've been onto something." Her eyes drifted once more to the darkening water, "It's nice standing somewhere that doesn't expect you to perform. You don't have to be interesting out here." A small smile returned. "You just get to watch the sun disappear and let that be enough." Her head tilted slightly, curiosity surfacing now that the quiet between them had become comfortable rather than obligatory. "You mentioned spending your nights around people who want to be noticed." She glanced over with an easy expression that left plenty of room for the other woman not to answer. "That sounds less like a job and more like an endurance sport."
her laugh was quiet, more breath than sound, the kind that escaped before she could decide whether to keep it. "endurance sport," she repeated, rolling the phrase around as though testing its weight. “that's kinder than most people would call it.” her gaze wandered back toward villa aurelia, where the party glowed against the gathering dusk. white linen caught the breeze, crystal reflected candlelight, and somewhere behind them another chorus of laughter rose high enough to briefly overpower the waves before dissolving again. from this distance, it all looked almost cinematic. beautiful enough to convince someone it had always been effortless. "it isn't so bad," she admitted after a moment. “you learn people quickly when they think you're part of the scenery.” her fingers adjusted the delicate necklace resting against her collarbone — a habit so unconscious it barely registered. "they'll tell you everything if they believe you're only there to refill a glass or smile at the right moment." a corner of her mouth lifted. “it's strange, really. the less people think you matter, the more honest they become.” there was no bitterness in it. only observation. years of standing beneath dim lights had taught her that invisibility could be as useful as beauty, sometimes more. brown eyes settled on izzy again, softer now. "but hospitals..." she said, tilting her head thoughtfully. “i imagine that's a different kind of performance.” not accusation. not assumption. curiosity. "i don't mean pretending," she clarified. "i mean..." she searched for the right words, watching another wave collapse against the shore. “people look at you hoping you'll have the answer. hoping you'll make the right decision. that has to follow you home sometimes.” the breeze carried a strand of copper hair across her cheek, and she tucked it behind her ear without thinking. "i spend my nights surrounded by people who want something from me," she said quietly. “attention. fantasy. someone to listen while they forget themselves for an hour.” her shoulders rose in the smallest shrug. “you spend yours surrounded by people who need something from you.” she let that distinction settle between them instead of rushing to fill it. "i think..." her eyes drifted once more to the atlantic, now painted in deep blues beneath a lavender sky. “one is probably lonelier than the other.” a faint smile returned, gentler than before. "i'm just not sure which one."
She had a point. Arms crossed over his chest and hiding behind oversized sunglasses, Yves looked entirely out of place at the white party. It wasn't his outfit, for somehow, despite so much loss in his life, he had found himself not struggling for money since he had joined The Cavalry. It probably helped that he was Charlie's favorite. Regardless, Yves still struggled to be as upbeat as he had been prior to the fires, no amount of alcohol-laced ice cream could make him care about this party. Unfortunately. "It's been a long year." he retorted, followed by a shrug as if that was enough of an answer. His gaze landed on the redhead, offering her the ghost of a smile. "Finally decided to have some fun? Our timing seems to be terrible."
the ghost of a smile he offered was met with one of her own. small. understanding. she'd learned a long time ago not to ask people what kind of year they'd had. the answer was almost always heavier than the occasion allowed. "i noticed," she said simply. not because he'd told her, but because people carried hard years differently. they stopped looking at rooms and started looking for exits, laughed a little less easily, smiled with only half their face. the ocean breeze swept a loose strand of copper hair across her cheek, and she tucked it behind her ear before letting her gaze wander briefly over the lawn. everywhere she looked, someone was celebrating something. a new hotel. another summer. another excuse to dress in white and pretend life had never stained it. she wondered how many of them believed it. "i don't know if i'd call this fun," leyla admitted, lifting the champagne flute she'd barely touched. "beautiful, yes. expensive, definitely. fun..." she tipped her head, considering the villa glowing behind them. “…i'm still waiting to be convinced.” her eyes returned to yves, lingering for a beat. “you look about as comfortable here as i'd look behind the wheel of one of your cars.” a quiet laugh escaped her. “which is to say, convincing enough that no one else would notice.” another pause settled comfortably between them. “you know what's funny?” she glanced toward the terrace where conversations drifted as easily as the music. “i spend most nights surrounded by people trying very hard to impress strangers.” then, with a faint gesture toward the crowd, “tonight everyone's pretending they already know each other.” the observation wasn't cynical. just... amused. she studied him for another moment before the corner of her mouth lifted again. “so.” her tone remained easy. “are you counting the minutes till you can leave...” a slight tilt of her head. "...or is there actually someone here worth staying for?"
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Parked at the expansive bar for the better part of fifteen minutes, he'd been ordering drinks for anyone close enough to engage in his antics. A little inebriated sure, but not belligerently so and Dominic had no intention of crossing the line into that realm during a crucial event for his sister. He knew how to pace a buzz long enough to make it last; to make it count. "If you see Celestina walking this way, can you warn me?" His jaw angles towards the nearest partygoer to his left. "I need to like, jump into the ocean or something before she figures out I showed up to this." Only a half-joke.
she glanced sideways, following his line of sight toward the crowd before looking back at the man beside her. “if she's important enough that you're planning an escape route...” a corner of her mouth lifted. “…i don't think the atlantic is going to save you.” she took an unhurried sip of her champagne, eyes drifting over the terrace where white linen and expensive smiles blurred together beneath the soft evening lights. "besides," she continued, “jumping into the ocean would only make you easier to find.” her gaze settled on him again, lingering just long enough to notice the looseness in his posture, the easy confidence of someone who had already decided the rules were optional. drunk enough to be entertaining. not drunk enough to be a problem. yet. "you've got two choices." her tone remained conversational. "disappear now before she notices..." a slight pause. “...or stay exactly where you are and act like you belong.” another sip. “it's amazing how often confidence passes for permission.” she looked back toward the crowd, as though considering his odds. “so...” a quiet laugh escaped her. "what'd you do that has you contemplating swimming?"

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the first thing she noticed wasn't the setting, but the silence. not the absence of sound — there was too much champagne being poured, too many conversations rising and falling beneath strings of music drifting over the terrace — but the kind of silence money cultivated. the confidence that came from never needing to rush. every laugh seemed measured. every smile practiced just enough to appear effortless. even the ocean felt invited. she had spent enough nights beneath crimson lights to recognize another kind of performance when she saw one. only this audience had traded velvet for linen. white fabric caught the last of the evening sun as guests drifted across the lawn, each of them looking as though they'd stepped from the same dream. villa aurelia stood impossibly pristine against the coastline, its lights beginning to glow as daylight surrendered to dusk. beautiful. almost too beautiful. leyla wandered toward the edge of the property where the terrace gave way to sand, slipping her heels off long enough to let the cool grains settle beneath her feet. the atlantic stretched endlessly before her, indifferent to the spectacle unfolding only a few yards away. she preferred that. the ocean had no interest in appearances. a passing server offered another glass of champagne. she accepted it more out of politeness than desire, turning the delicate stem between her fingers without taking a sip. "it's funny," she murmured after a while, not entirely sure whether she was speaking to herself or the person who'd come to stand nearby. “they tell you white symbolizes innocence.” her gaze drifted back toward the party. a sea of immaculate dresses. tailored suits. perfect smiles. then corner of her mouth curved, subtle enough to disappear if someone blinked. “and i've never seen a room wear it more convincingly.” only then did she glance toward the person beside her, curiosity quiet but unmistakable.
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The city always seemed to exist at a different speed than the coast.
Perhaps that was why Izzy found herself drifting farther from the heart of the celebration, away from the laughter spilling across the terrace and the clinking of champagne glasses, until the music had softened beneath the steady rhythm of waves rolling onto the shore. The evening had settled into that fleeting hour where everything seemed dipped in gold, Villa Aurelia glowing behind her like something plucked from the French Riviera.
Her dress caught the last of the sunlight as she leaned lightly against the terrace railing, one hand resting around the stem of her champagne flute while the ocean breeze coaxed a few loose strands free from the neat twist at the nape of her neck. It was beautiful in the effortless, almost intimidating way only places built for the unimaginably wealthy could manage. Every detail had been considered. Every arrangement of jasmine and white roses placed with intention. Every guest dressed as though they'd stepped from the pages of a magazine.
For the first time in weeks, she wasn't thinking about early morning rounds, consults, or the inevitable call that would pull her back to the hospital. Tonight, there was only the ocean, the salt air, and the luxury of having nowhere else to be.
Her gaze lingered on the Atlantic for another moment before she glanced toward the person who'd wandered close enough to share the view, an easy smile finding its way onto her face.
"I was beginning to think Manhattan had convinced everyone sunsets were overrated," she admitted, motioning toward the horizon with her glass. "Glad to see at least one other person escaped the party for a minute."
leyla didn't answer right away. her gaze lingered on the horizon a moment longer, watching the sun surrender itself to the water until only streaks of amber and rose remained. “they're not overrated.” the words came softly. “just easy to forget.” she finally turned, resting one forearm against the terrace railing. “in the city, there's always something brighter asking for your attention.” a glance toward the villa. champagne, laughter, white linen. people pretending they hadn't spent hours deciding how effortless they wanted to look. “the ocean doesn't care if anyone notices it.” something about that almost made her smile. “it shows up anyway.” silence settled comfortably between them before she spoke again. “i think that's why i came out here.” not because she needed air, or because the party had become overwhelming. simply because, for a few minutes, nothing was asking anything of her. her fingers traced absent circles around the stem of her champagne flute. “i spend enough nights surrounded by people trying to be looked at.” she didn't elaborate, didn't need to. brown eyes found the woman beside her again, curiosity replacing contemplation. “what about you?” a slight tilt of her head. “were you escaping...” her gaze drifted briefly toward the villa before returning. "...or looking for something the party couldn't give you?"
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Under the pulsing lights of The Crimson Velvet, there’s a heat that builds beneath Cleo’s skin. In a way, it's exhilarating, seeing how these women can transform their bodies into snakes around a pole. But it is something else too: an appreciation for the discipline in dance, which people often mistake for ease. There is, maybe, even a little masochistic component in watching girls move beautifully in ways she herself no longer can. Despite her injury, the craft she once knew like the back of her hand never seems far away from the memory in her bones, in her body. Yet each movement is now harder, a tax on every plié. When the other approaches, Cleo keeps her eyes trained on her. “Inventory,” she repeats, amused rather than galled. “How bleak. You’re artists, not chattel,” she notes, head cocked to one side as she watches a woman shapeshift on stage. “Though I can see why you’d wonder. I do have the unfortunate face of a woman about to ask about provenance.” Meaning, she wears wealth the way other women wear perfume (which, of course, Cleo also wears). She leans back in her seat, studying the glittering woman, now with a little more intention; something livelier than the detached survey of a bored patron. Recognition, maybe. Interest. “This place is the kind of club that Dionysus himself would have a private booth at. That’s why I come. That,” she says throatily, “and the company is usually tolerable too.” Cleo fishes in her bag, pulls out a hundred, holds it between her fingers. Hazy red lights turn the green bill the color of old blood. “How much does yours cost?”
for a fleeting moment, leyla simply looked at the bill suspended between elegant fingers. then, without reaching for it, she laughed. not loudly. just enough to betray genuine amusement. “i knew it.” brown eyes lifted back to cleo's. “you are a collector.” the words carried no accusation. if anything, they sounded impressed. her gaze lingered on the hundred dollar bill before drifting back to the woman holding it, studying her with the same careful curiosity cleo had afforded the room all evening. "provenance," she repeated, rolling the word around as though tasting it. “that's not a word i hear in here very often.” most people came looking for fantasy. cleo, she suspected, came looking for something more. leyla rested one forearm against the edge of the table, comfortably occupying the space without truly invading it. "you know..." her head tilted thoughtfully. “most people who come here confuse performance with availability.” a glance toward the stage. “they assume because something is beautiful, it must also be for sale.” her attention returned to cleo. “you don't strike me as someone careless enough to make that mistake.” another beat settled between them before her eyes flicked once more toward the bill still caught between slender fingers. "my time?" she asked, the corner of her mouth lifting. “it's already spoken for.” not entirely a lie. every hour had a destination long before she earned it. “but my conversation?” a shrug. “that depends.” her expression softened into something almost playful. “tell me why a woman who invokes dionysus looks at dancers like she's remembering something instead of wanting something.” she let the question hang between them. "i have a feeling the answer is worth more than a hundred dollars."
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there was always a strange kind of silence after performing. not the absence of sound, new york rarely offered that, but the quiet that settled somewhere beneath your skin once the music stopped. after hours of smiling at strangers, holding eye contact a second longer than necessary, and moving beneath lights bright enough to make everyone look beautiful, leyla found herself craving places where no one expected anything from her. no.12 wasn't exactly that, but it was close enough. she had traded sequins for an oversized leather jacket thrown carelessly over her shoulders, her hair now pinned up in a loose claw clip instead of falling perfectly down her back. the remnants of the night still clung to her — soft glitter catching beneath the low lighting, lipstick faded from countless smiles she'd never actually felt. a glass of whiskey rested untouched in front of her; she wasn't much of a drinker after work, she mostly liked having somewhere to put her hands. the room ebbed and flowed around her, conversations folding into one another until one movement near the entrance pulled her attention away. she watched without meaning to. there was something oddly familiar about people who entered a room already knowing where every exit was. it wasn't fear, it was habit. her gaze lingered for only a moment before she looked away, a faint smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. “you know, you're making it very difficult for anyone to believe you're here to relax.” the words came lightly, directed toward the man now close enough to hear them. she lifted her glass in acknowledgment before finally taking her first sip of the night. “i could be wrong.” a beat. "...but i don't think you know how."

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⋆˚☆˖° location: crimson velvet lounge!! °˖☆˚⋆
the irony wasn't lost on her. every night, people came to crimson velvet believing they were the ones doing the watching. the stage glowed beneath red light. velvet curtains framed carefully choreographed illusions. men spent money convincing themselves attention could be purchased. women sold fantasies while keeping the important parts of themselves hidden. it was a transaction, a performance, a game everyone agreed to play. most nights, leyla didn't mind it. tonight, however, her attention kept drifting toward the same woman. not because she was loud. not because she was trying too hard. because she wasn't. there was something distinctly dangerous about people who looked completely at home wherever they landed. the kind of ease money couldn't always buy, but generations of it often could. she'd noticed her earlier — elegant without appearing concerned about it, watching the room with the detached curiosity of someone wandering through a gallery. as if she were deciding which pieces interested her. she had met enough wealthy people to recognize the type. collectors. the realization almost made her laugh. when she finally stepped away from the stage, she crossed the lounge with unhurried confidence, pausing beside the woman's table long enough to set down the untouched champagne someone had sent her twenty minutes earlier. “i've been trying to figure you out all night.” the admission came easily. a glance toward the stage, then back. “you don't look bored enough to be here for the company.” a beat. "which means you're either here for the performances..." her gaze flickered briefly toward the dancers moving beneath the lights. “...or you're evaluating inventory.”
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“people mistake survival for ambition. i never wanted any of this — i just refused to drown.”