Im A Beacon Of Sin

Hii! Might as well make this post since this is the one (1) place where I get to unleash my full self on the internet-

For the sake of this blog, I’m Siineko!~

I’m a 18+ (24) girl- Maybe Demi-Girl(?), idk,, I’m figuring it out still

I uhhh reblog mainly emetophilia things because my brain decided to like that kind of thing, I guess, and there’s no way in hell I’m letting any of that reach my main blog lmao

I’m Demi/Asexual- and though I mainly normally(?) like guys,, I’ve found that girls, in general, and especially in these vids,, are just 👌👌👌 also all in between are wonderful and attractive, so honestly I view my sexuality as a giant “????” At least at the moment

Well,, uhhh, if you have found this blog, you are probably as Weird as I am, so enjoy your stay! :D

I’m also a bit on the shy/anxious side, but if you *do* happen to have any questions,, I will be here~

Also I’m sure this goes without saying in this community, but please don’t reblog my posts to non-kink blogs ;;

Oh and no offence to minors but I will block any I see- If you want to come back when you are over 18, please do, but do not interact with my content if you aren’t...

And if you see anything relating to me on other blogs ever, no you didn’t.  Besides @siinchantwo, because I made that blog to specifically be the “main blog” that connects to this one, as I didn’t want my actual main anywhere near here lmao

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Pixiv Link (Mainly for archiving/NSFW content that Tumblr doesn’t like): https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/76244003

Twitter Link (For One-Off characters/Short Content) (Privated, so feel free to request following it!): https://twitter.com/Siinneko

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FAQ (Will add questions as they pop up) - “What program do you use to make models/Pictures?”      - I use the game “Koikatsu” for character models and their “Character Studio” for making pics/scenarios!

1 (A) - Fandom I just got back into, and I KNOW that fics exist/I Don't Remember Who Wrote them/One of the blogs that had The Good Shit (correct character in the Suffering Chair) poofed out of existence (Also no- I don't wanna write for it myself- I have no Good Ideas about it that don't involve my fun little personal OC for plot reasons- Why won't I write for her? See Bullet Point #2)

1 (B) - SO MANY PEOPLE who write for that fandom pick the character who I Do NOT give a shit about. I KNOW he's low hanging fruit because [canon redacted] but like. I do not care for him- More fics of the pretttyyyy one getting his day ruined please <3

2 - OCs of mine that are my MAIN OCs and I leave them off of this blog on purpose because nah man I don't need anyone connecting my main to THIS

In conclusion

You know, I've never thought about how to describe their voices- May eventually do one of those Voice Claim things by giving an example of someone they'd sound close to, but for now, if I were to describe

Kira: Higher pitched (not in a squeaky way, but Very Girly ✨), bubbly/energetic way of speaking

Rio: Lower, androgynous (leans slightly more feminine in pitch though, regardless of how they may or may not want it)- Calm/level tone

A lot of Opposites Attract energy w/ them

Thank you so much!! I'm so glad you enjoy them 😊

I wish I had more time/energy to do some more of these more frequently tbh

Ah!

Well, to start- I *did* fill out this list someone made, so I'm gonna start with that before any explaining--

Generally, especially for my stories, my main thing is, I like the often sudden/unexpected/uncontrollable kinds (I mean yea, characters like Milo still exist, who clearly will induce it for his own means, but especially once I flesh things out better, he has his own plotline and character arc to go through regarding that)

Even in content I watch, I like more natural reasons, or hell even "uh oh, we may have intended this, but its still happening semi-naturally" ex. no fingers/meds/etc.

Meanwhile, idk why, just a lot of the pain reasons or completely self induced reasons just- don't click for me- just doesn't spark in the same way, if that makes sense?

So yea- I like the more unpredictable (for the characters) moments, or ones where the plot of the situation gives them more conflict (in public/busy and they don't have time to stop/in the middle of something else/even Wanting to induce it *stares at Milo* but going further than intended)

Hm.

That's actually a really difficult question- If I had to pick one, I'd probably say this one?

As for my reasoning, I know that my main struggle in making new content is finding the mix of motivation + Trying to figure out the direction I want to take these characters + wanting JUST enough plot for it to not just be "uh oh, character #4 is sick in x place"- and I feel like that one's gentle plot nudging, mixed with a relatively interesting setting, was going in a direction that I enjoyed writing-

Sure! Idk when my next one will be, but I can try to see if editing them works

If she can plan things properly w/ timing, meds, etc. she can manage pretty ok-

Also- on top of that, it depends on who's driving- If its a friend who she knows can drive safely/calmly, a lot of it isn't as bad- but you can't exactly micromanage the driving for public transport Hence why in her own debut post, a lot of her initial internal angst could be boiled down to a mix of "damn, sucks that none of my friends could have actually taken me back instead of this train-" and "wow I should have planned this better, because if I knew I was taking said train, I would have prepped better and been more careful w/ food"