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Beligerence is bliss, I still swear this, I swear deep sleep is bliss, I know this but I woke up Ignorance is endless, creates evil manifest, Quote the status quo, set my status to in the gutter, runner, freezing winter, Vexation vaccination, toil and boil of fluoride divine, There are some who have visions of two suns in the sky

When I talk about quote, unquote — People ego gloat whilst their boat was never afloat, How are you even afraid of sinking? Cognitive dissonance, not reasoning, Ignorance and evil, interchangeable when they yield: results the same, insulting the system is my reason for carnation, fear damnation, a myth, DO NOT GO INTO THE LIGHT! There are only seven days in a year

To Death Not depression but wind, Blowing winter over spring, Not the depression but sleeping, Creeping impression of desertion, On the paleness of frozen skin, Not loneliness but the desert, and isolation imposed by dreaming all night still awake, screaming tomorrow is the same day Coup d’etat on my mind, Wakening up is not a crime, The system’s mental padlock locked, Mental revolution of the taught colonization, The secret to life, is everything is alive, Don’t get caught

Me and my soulmate are at a stalemate, Can’t even check, let alone checkmate, Flying in a dream of lucid indoctrination, Cum of the young, but what become— My soulmate and I are gemini, As above, so blow me across the sky, the sky that is a centimeter above the ground, Lost in eyes, not found Maybe meant to be is nothing, unaligned vacancy signs, Maybe this is something that I imagined Something I fathom, But I feel your blood inside my insides

Wishing to rid of sexuality. Need caffeine, to keep from sleeping. Please cut off, my nuts and my bean. Goddess bless you, you sneezed, rid me of this Catholic dis ease. Dizzy, please Let guilt build a tiny house to stay in, sleep in. Let everything begin, when lost everything again and again. Rebirth this addiction. Lost carnation when i pushed you on purpose. What was the purpose when I pushed you on purpose? Please say this real slow: I only care how I feel in my cerebral. Please lay real low, please say you will

There was a period, in 2015. When I could not breath But it was because I was holding my breathe — Breathing has not gotten easy, But I have stopped holding my breathe Flick a Bic, hold in your hit, its medical, its legit I’m high every single day, it helps with the dismay Wondering if I may, hold my breath again someday Focus on your breathing, period

I am the chosen one, My mother’s, mother’s, mother’s, mother’s son, I am the chosen one, Here to burn for fun, We are the chosen ones, Witness, bear witness, Miss this, I will not ms this They want to kill our young.

Less deserving of 27 years, whispering of a swarm. Never hiding, gritty grid, virtues, do you feel clearly vitreous in your false victorious check? Mate. Just another day, the same, fucking, way—

Love is a patient, love is mine. You envy, you boast, it is not proud. I dishonor others, I am self-seeking, it is easily angered, We keep some record of wrongs. Love does delight in evil but rejoices with the proof. Never project, never trust, never hope, We always persevere

The cat killed the cat, searching for a rat, the rat searched for some more black. Stiching a new sick and plagues for Frozen, attack. Smoke up the stove, bruised and old. Tomorrow is the skinny, yellow, stuff, inside your house. There is a bruise over the oven.

The son of winter, dead, blood red snow to tuck it in, dirty dead dirt and ashes of grass piss, Highways dull and grey, no color, to match, A looming sickness from the sick of car exaust, so shiny and new, same story, still all day I’m sitting this one hid inside my hide

How do you undo an undone seat belt? How do you unsung an unwritten song? Check, the weekend forecast, pull over and get more gas, Chances of heck change. Two rain. Winter never ever left, I am drawn back, by a contract’s plan, from English seeding. Strong, still young, run and seek, hid and meet someone else, met me multi. he is hiding from hellish Hipster’s biking and vegans baking. Its cold there too. Comfort on the safety of my own throne, Thy kingdom comith, thy will be undone, if-- this doesn’t all get figured out, Inside of your hearts.... Cardinal signs and scaly fishes. Let them eat pi

I am drunk every night

I am not afraid! to fail. I am afraid! to succeed. I am not afraid! to bleed. I am afraid! to heal.

My poems can not write themself, And I am screaming, "please kill me now" Quick and effortless death or better yet, Kill me in my sleep, so I can just stay, asleep

of wind and ripples of; Outward teeth, in the cave, We played.