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did the ocean not speak in tongues? with each syllable hidden in the vast waves of the seaโs unwilling ribs. riddled, like the songbird of sailors. she looks at the stranger, cloaked and hidden, like a treasured jewel fallen on the seabed. tilting her head, morgana blinks. " youโre at iuana harbor. " says she as if the answer was written in the sand; easy to read, gentle enough to decipher. and when she looks at the giant in the sky, it was granting each ship direction. yet as the wind trails with a cutting edge, thereโs a blast of a firelight not far off; a drunken magiโs spell gone wrong most likely. yet, morgana only glances, eyes flickering downwards to the sweep of grime that hangs on the strangerโs clothes. with the word treasure, her ears perk, and morgana wonders when sheโll stop being predictable.
so she nods once, though tentatively, and lets her footfalls close the gap between them. her boots are heavy on the pavement, with a few charms dangling off her shoelaces. as the waves crash, a slow still of the night followed, as if the ocean water was listening for something to obey. but it never had been a softhearted sovereign; for it was ancient and violent, a mere lover to the pale moonโs dominion. when morgana finally speaks, itโs not unkindly, though it's laced with a refined steel. spine held straight, guard held up. " well, speak then. where do you live? "
They flush at the words, exchanging them for an abashed smile. "Oh." Adrian gives a little sheepish titter of a laugh. "It's good to know I've not drifted all the way to another shore..." Though here the ships groaned still like ghosts, and despite the noise of bodies nearby, perhaps because of such, the darkness loomed. When the roar of fire joins the cacophony, Adrian cowers, and steps closer to the stranger as to hide behind in what seems a reflex they only manage at the last moment to halt. When the assent comes, they scutter closer yet immediately, like a little mouse fleeing a vicious cat. Reddened cheeks still, Adrian looks up with gratitude in their shining, dark eyes. "Thank you. I just wish to get to back to the รกgora, the one near the hanging gardens that bloom over the riverside. I thought I knew the way, but..." There is a break in the sentence, brought by a small yawn. "Ah, it is just so much harder to find your way in the night." Their head tilts, then, as they look over her. Her face, her straightened posture, the charms that hung from the cloth of her boots. "Are you from here?" Adrian blurts out. Then, they cringe. "Forgive me! That was so rude of me. I just... I don't believe I've met any dressed like you, before. Are you..." The whisper betrays curiosity, excitement. "Are you a sailor, from a far away land?"
He cannot stand to see their little face covered in distressโhe never could. When they fight, he flees like a coward to where he cannot witness their wrath or their sorrow; he knows he'd crumble otherwise.
Perhaps if he was awake and conscious of his pious mouth he could quiet it into unruly submission once moreโbut he is stripped of his defenses here, and the admissions come pouring in his sleep, unguarded and susceptible to their demands more than ever before. His hand drops slowly, sliding down their arm to find Adrian's handโthe one curled too tightly, he feels no bandages and the sensation is unfamiliar and strangeโhe is used to gauze, not skin. He drapes his own hand over his, curling it around their balled fist as his sleep softened face twisted with quiet, unspoken worry. "Stop that..." always trying, always pleading for the same thingโdon't do this, don't hurt yourself, I cannot stand it. But they won't listen will they? They never listen. His voice barely audible in the quiet evening. It feels difficult to speak, for some reason, and looking at them, a rind of sunlight behind their pale head, they look sanctified and his heart skips a beat.
"I miss you..." He pushes through the dog of slumber, brushing his thumb against their knuckles to soothe. Does that suffice? It feels silly to even say. Who wouldn't miss the warmth of the sun after years or winter? His voice sounds hoarse from misuse, as though he wants to scream but cannot, trapped inside the sluggishness of his own reverie. He brings his hand to his mouth instead, turning it over, pressing his lips to their pulse point. "I always miss you." He lets the admission be smothered against their olive skin.
Oh, how he bullies himself past their guard, settles himself in between the hands that bring about their pain and the wicked flesh. Adrian has to sheathe the claws, lest the edge of them bite him. Just let him curl their hand around his, around their throat. Snarling beast collared with red silk and brought to heel, turning and baring the soft flesh of its belly for Sheng to do as they must with him. Prey slowing their thrumming pulse and rushing pace, resting on his hands. For him, all for him. There was a different feel, the way he molded her stubborn clay into that softer, from the way it was when Adrian did so themselves. Kinder, loving; absolution that would not stay. Her face twists at his words, fear that had turned heavy stone dissolving and making her free, too free, enough that it feels empty and scary still. Their mouth curls into a pout, eyes tittering on the brink of starting to weep. They sniff and wipe their face with their white sleeve. It comes out damp, stained red. โYou are so cruel, sometimes.โ Adrian admits. โTo yourself.โ To me, but that, Adrian is aware enough was just desserts. If only awareness came with acceptance. โCome to me.โ These words had been meant to be spoken in a soft whisper, a suggestion curling in his spine. Think a little of me, take pity on me, let me in. Adrian could not weave lies into the threads of oneโs soul, for it did not work like that; or if it did, it would be a needle that pierced both ways. But they could nudge. If they were subtle. This pleading, this begging, was everything but. โCome to me.โ He repeats, voice breaking. โI miss you so much, too. I can only see the shade of your eyes in the blood, and it is not enough.โ She blinks and tears drip down, like rain onto Shengโs scarred skin. โWonโt you come back and hold me?โ A sob breaks through. โWho else will do it, if it is not you? I miss you.โ They bend further, fog-like breath, cradling his face in their covered hands. It feels truer and uglier beneath the gauze. โCome to me.โ
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This is where he'd buried his heart, and left the map in the only hands he trusted. They come to him like a sylph carried in a breeze, fingertips soothing and meek as they prod the harshness of the bone, harsh features turning soft under their exploratory touch.
It was often he would lie upon their thighs and beckon them closer: 'come here,' he'd say, to the only person his tongue was ever allowed to ask for such frivolous self-indulgences;'hover over me' he would plead, smiling like a boy, foolish and carefree, as the wisp of a boy catered to his whims, leaning over him, sequestering him all to themselves, robbing him of a world that demanded too much, too often. White would cascade around his face, shielding his peripherals like sheets hung out to dry, as it does now, the ticklish, fair ends brushing against his chiseled jaw, making him laughโa sound he could scarcely recognize as his own as all pretense of sternness was abandoned.
Do you miss me? Comes an echo, almost dissonant, as if to remind him they're walking through a memory, straying far, far away from the land of the living. His lungs expand and deflate, and he feels his dark brows push together in a small crease. "You're here... why would I miss you?" he does, though; it's strangeโhe misses them as if they're already gone, feels this ache in his chest he cannot name as his too large a hand reaches for their cheek, cupping it gently in his palm, trying to hold them there. "Mmโฆ" he admits finally, pressing his lips together, stroking the softness of their skin with his thumb as if trying to soothe an invisible ache.
Pupils shrink. His smile freezes in place, like a lake against the chill. Here, Adrian could be as pleasing and tame and as light as the wind as Sheng might wish them to be, as long as they tried to be, and that is what should be. Let Sheng see how well behaved they can be, and perhaps that be enough lure for him to allow Adrian to reach. It would be a mask to don, to be sure, but the cost would be a worthy one. And yet, and yet, โHm?โ They repeat, sweet, almost mocking. His laughter pierced like rose-thorns, digging. What did that mean? Hm. Youโre already here, he had said. But Iโm not, they thought bitterly. This cannot be me; Adrian instead was all the ugliness beneath. Desire battered against the walls of their resolve, and their dark eyes turned sharp, narrowed into slits. This was enough for him? โYou donโt miss me?โ Sweet and playful, as their hands leave his warm skin. They curl as to dig into their own palm; dagger of nails that outside does not exist. Adrian had wondered, onceโif them against the dreamer was an eye for an eye, and for the dreamer to grasp at them was as if trying to hold onto air, what happened to the pain, when they turned the hand against themselves? The answer was yes.
Like cupping the reflection of the moon on shallow waters, the ripples making it shift. Adrian tries again, to remain pretty and still. If only they could hold back their tongue and pretend further, with him, but with just a touch he unravels the string in which Adrian has wrapped himself in, bares the ugly thing at the core that wants to wrap around him, force him to take all of them with. Their eyes sting from the longing. โSay you miss me.โ They demand, raw. โYou have to say it.โ
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The waves crash upon the docks, rotten wood holding even as it croaks. Moonlight beckons the sea close. Firelight flickers from the torches, and laughter and shrill screams of delight twists together both, the ruckus from the docksideโs taverns enough to make oneโs ears buzz. A cloaked figure stands there, alone, peering at the signs on the stone. Looking curiously and lost. They turn to one side, straining their neck as if hoping to glimpse something, then the other side, where they catch a strangerโs gaze. Adrian stills, then, like prey. Then, their mouth curls into a tight, awkward smile. โUh. Hello.โ She curtsies. The edges of her clothes sweep the thick wet grime of the stone below, and she grimaces. โIโuh. I appear to be lost.โ The tight smile widens, looking ridiculous. โDo you think you could help me out? Iโllโโ Their dark eyes flicker over the strangerโs frame, lacking any lust, full instead of cautious hope. โI canโฆ give you a reward?โ
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The nights are turbulent and unkind, the war follows him even in slumber, and seldom does it offer any sort of reprieve; he finds himself sinking, perpetually, in a darkness that knows no end. Every night is the same, and every morning, he wakes up more tired than the night before. Sometimes, he cannot contain himself, and as his soul lifts for his body he can feel it seekingโsolaceโdesperately drifting back to the only place it knows where to find it, untethered of the prison of his earthly body, it always goes back to this, to himโon this patch of grass, dark hair spilled over their thighs, face softened in the morning light of his idyllic daydream. The wind rustles through leaves, sunlight pouring down a green ceiling of phantom trees as his consciousness is carried adrift; it travels beyond the borders of the salty sea and across cloudless skies to land hereโalways here. Nothing bad could touch him here, he is a peace hereโhe looks at peace. Serene. Selfishly, he pushed his fingers through their own, measuring their disproportionate size and tugging at them playfully, he would wish never to leave; to abandon all responsibilities and burdens in the world he'd left behind, and exist only here, forevermore. Leave him here where he is happy, to fade, to be forgotten and remembered, and forgotten and remembered, in the arms of his love, in this small pocket of eternity, safeguarded so fiercely inside the haunted corridors of his mind.
Nobody else held the keyโthere was only one who could visit, and nothing could touch them here.
The very air felt honeyed, pregnant with the sweet smell of flowers and gentle susurrus of a summer breeze whispering against the grass; it was always an eternal spring beneath this tree. He said nothing, there was nothing to sayโhe'd only blink sluggishly up at them while failing to conceal a smile, twirling a pale streaks of hair around his finger and letting go, just to watch it bounce back into place.
They touch him with bare hands; a fingertip down the slope of his nose, pressing to the edge of his jaw, feeling the dip and the rise of the brown boneโwhere his grief and anger most came to haunt. Despite the sharp edges all have thought to fear, Sheng is soft all over. Precious and beautiful, silk that slips like water from between your fingers, silk that had. The sash is tied around Adrianโs throat like a ribbon, like a wound; it is a reminder of what scars without mark. If only, comes the wicked thought. Adrian eats it raw. Only beautiful things must be here. No bandages because there is no meat of their bitten fingertips, a under their eyes the shade is lighter. The smile on Adrianโs face is soft and kind. The first time this had happened, the tip of Adrianโs ears had burned bright in shyness, and they had held themselves still as if a stray kitten had crawled onto their lap. Now the nerves had moved elsewhere, the desire around it dug deeper into the sinew. Pull, Adrian thinks, as Sheng grasps. It would be worth the sting. It would be worth feeling it through the exhaustion, pain when they did not know if they had left themselves back then, if when they woke it was still yet nightmare, yet dream. Press harder, bruise me there. Stay. But he lets go. Adrianโs heart both swells and shrinks. โSheng.โ Softly said, as they bend over him. Their hair falls like willow leaves, a curtain that surrounds them and sets them both apart. โSheng.โ The corner of their dark eyes crinkle. โDo you miss me?โ
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foretelling of ( the white fog that comes and swallows you whole, all the softness in the world cupped in your hands, running barefoot on the dew-grass ) comes ADRIAN SOMNIARI of house SOMNIARI, hailing from aurea. will their position as a sagire and a dream-weaver bring forth fortune or misery to them, when left to Aurea's wicked hands? it is whispered they are volatile & selfish, and yet kind & sweet.