shushedsoul

One day it will be you and me. https://www.instagram.com/p/CqHCiUCM4yj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

“Sweetest of the sun flowers, yeah you’re the sun to me” -Zach Bryan https://www.instagram.com/p/CplhEHMsbem/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Play it safe. https://www.instagram.com/p/CoiZi7wp3EB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I think it’s time I stop, that I take a peak and see.. why these demons decided to make a home in me. Befriend with curiosity, their sharp and scary parts. Embrace them with kindness.. to free them from the dark. https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn5v_utMILm/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

..am I worthy? https://www.instagram.com/p/CnqRkyUslAW/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I’m hyper vigilant. Crawling through a sea of triggers. I try to hold my breath and reach the other side, but I keep getting flooded.. https://www.instagram.com/p/CnZtoJSuYjM/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I want to warm up to myself. Take care of her soul and listen to her worries. She will be loved. https://www.instagram.com/p/Cm7cyblJTq6/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

What if the real me scares you away.. https://www.instagram.com/p/CmVXC7rsTcq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Do I run towards you.. or away? You’re so inviting, but these bright flames can burn just as easily as they warm. I’m paralyzed in an intoxicating fear. https://www.instagram.com/p/CmDBePHM1xG/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

How long will you warm my heart for? https://www.instagram.com/p/CloEW83uFMD/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I am so excited to see what comes next. https://www.instagram.com/p/ClB7CkkJag7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Are you the one I can finally let my guard down for?

Am I really worthy?

I thought I knew what to expect.. but I’ve never felt this before.

How do you rest when your normal is dysfunction?

Only time will tell… https://www.instagram.com/p/CkI3fWeLV5W/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=