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✩˖. ˖˙ ❝ As Mingyu sets up a farewell party before his leave for college. He finally gets the courage to have one last chat with the person who he dearly hates and deeply adores. ❝
Established e2l, best friend's brother trope, kinda angst with fluff ending, both of them being an overthinking mess, Gyuri as Mingyu's sister >_< Warnings— confrontation scene is kinda corny but bear w me, Sloppy writing but again, bear with me. + anything else I forgot :P wc— 3.6k
note — I've written this a year ago and finished it like a few month back portraying another idol(Sunghoon) but I changed it to Mingyu the last minute bc I haven't been updated w Enhypen nowadays and I wanna focus on posting svt-related fics :'( Did some small tweaks here and there since I genuinely really liked how I wrote this fic and thought, "Wow, I should post this." and I did. 😁
note 2 — I'm starting my college year in just a few weeks as psych freshie! Rlly excited for this new fresh of air and I'm already expecting my hectic schedule during this, but since I regained my enjoyment in writing, I might post more from time to time just to relieve my stress after writing countless of essays during my senior year. Actually, I've already been working on a S.coups fic recently and I'm really passionate abt this one! Anyway I'm rambling atp so just... Enjoy this fic! I'm officially back in tumblr nation! :P
Mingyu delightfully chatters with the guests, his eyes couldn't stop darting your way as you talk to his sister. The curves of your lips senses the enjoyment of your current conversation, the way your eyes sparkled at whatever his sister was saying, and the way how gentle you sip your drink as your eyes never left on his sister's talky figure. This observation felt odd to him since why would he take notice of you, sipping your drink? And why isn't he paying attention to what his mom's friend has to say?
Even if Mingyu’s eyes are forcing itself to glue onto the nice woman in front of him, the one who stuck mostly is you, in his mind.
He felt devastated, to say the least. The thought of not teasing and annoying you for a long time, and most importantly,
not seeing you for a very... long time.
As the thought progresses in his head, the more his heart sinks at every ounce of your presence dissipating into his life.
Despite that, what he fears right at this moment is you forgetting that very presence of him in your life.
As much as him slowly forgetting you haunts him (which is impossible now considering you have forever been engraved in this man's mind and soul), what trickles him more to despair is that if you forget him, he becomes a nobody into your vision. Possibly his life.
So how? How would he be able to tell you that he doesn't want you to forget him, and that you should be aware that he cherishes you, so much. Maybe even too much.
As the conversation came to its end, relieved that the woman didn't suspect the man's uninterest towards her blabber. Mingyu finally came to an impulsive courage to look for you, tell him how he feels, and probably start a relationship with you? Who knows? He'll make sure to maintain a long distance relationship with you even if things get busy.
As long as he's doing it for you, he won't hesitate for anything.
However, as minutes passed, he looked back to where he last saw you.
You were gone.
Mingyu's house isn't huge, so he might be able to spot you at some corner in no time.
Although he looked everywhere and every corner inside the home.
Still no sign of you.
Where are you? Did you go home?
…
..
.
Did he miss his chance?
Not even daring himself to ask anyone about your whereabouts, his emotions quickly transformed into a gloomy blob, in an attempt to remain wobbled down and never move for the rest of the event too much to his dismay of finally losing you from his life.
Though he couldn't stand the embarrassment of his emotions overcoming his actions.
So, he kept it in.
He explored everything within these house walls without receiving concern on the guests' ends. He knew every room and place by heart from childhood, yet he still had the initial thought that you must've gone home already.
As he felt his heart dripping tears, he made his way outside his house, in hopes to see you outside at the very least, if you left, just leaving, or you might be outside right at this moment. He would wonder if he would make it out in the same nick of time as yours, not wanting to expect your figure already gone so early in the evening.
When Mingyu twisted the knob and pushed the door, he was met with your gasp, "Huh!—” turning your head in a panic from the tense creak of their front door.
Mingyu's heart immediately quickens, a feel of an arrow penetrating his chest as he lays his eyes down on your intense state, sitting down on a stair.
A noise that quickly makes his heart leap. Thank goodness, really.
"I thought you left?" Mingyu calmly, yet his cheeky smile never seemed to fade.
"I was just about to.." You responded, eyes shifting to the other house across the street.
"Oh."
His eyes followed yours as it landed on the same house you were still looking at. Thus, creating dead silence within your bubble area..
The silence didn't seem welcoming to you, as if Mingyu was fed up with your presence. You have always felt that his uninterest for you was always evident. They all felt real, and the way his eyes look at you with pure intimidation gets off with barely ease.
Yes, the silly banters still happen. Yet as time passes by you feel convinced that he progressively decreases his fondness of you.
You only came to realize this when you started to notice every bit of his actions and demeanors.
The way he avoids you, the way his eyes barely look into your way anymore when you tell him a snarky comeback you feel proudest to even say…
And the way he barely even talks to you in general.
Which was already odd to say the least, you would never observe someone this close before.
Yet here you are.
These observations you had discovered within Mingyu completely changed how you were around him. Sure the bickering and playful hatred stayed, yet those times couldn't stop you from overthinking that maybe you have gone too far with your words? Gradually being aware about the peculiar feelings for the man.
You’re still aware, of course. However, you have no idea what you want to be for him.
In some certain aspects, you crave for his attention...maybe a lot. As humiliating as it sounds.
Subconsciously imagining holding his warm hands similar to what happened back to the day you exactly started to overthink how you see your dearest best friend's obnoxious brother.
It's scary. It's dreamy.
It's everything you wish you never wanted.
Despite all this, you figured that anything close to being equals would be impossible to happen now. Since Mingyu seemed to not seek your presence around anymore. Even for just one small talk that consists of nothing but insults.
He was starting to avoid you for weeks, not even saying a word when you attempted to say hello.
It left an unhealed wound inside your heart. Even with this. You still attended his farewell party in hopes to see him one last time, even from afar(Also his sister invited you).
Seeing him again after weeks, makes you feel somewhat… humiliated.
As if every time you land a gaze at his way, you felt like falling to a pit once more. Rock bottom.
"We...Well, I...I should go now." You quickly stood up to your feet with anxious heaves of breaths, not wanting to prolong the awkward air.
He watches you, perplexed. "Huh— what? Already?" Mingyu stutters, his eyes shifting his gaze onto you with faint disbelief.
As he watches you about to take a step out of their porch, Mingyu mutters a word that you hear inaudibly.
You turn around subconsciously to see the man's figure startled as your eyes meet his, as if you had heard him mutter something about you.
"I'm sorry..."
"Huh? What do you mean?" you raised a brow.
"I said that you should go if you want but I also said I didn't want you to go and that—"
"You told me not to go?"
"Kinda..? I thought... you heard me say that…"
Your lips fight to plaster a small smile, still awkward, but still warm. "I didn't."
Mingyu inhales sharply, his heart thudding from the inside, "Well, don't go... just yet. We should talk."
Your body shifted to his direction, endeared by his bashful demeanor despite his body looking utterly intimidating to an outer view. Your chest feels relaxed at the thought of Mingyu finally having the means to talk to you even after his unexplained ghosting.
You joined him, your best friend, who's leaning forward onto their porch ramp beside him.
"Congratulations, by the way." You started, following his gaze into the nowhere streets of the neighborhood.
Mingyu felt the temperature rising in his cheeks, the genuine smile he shows at your greeting sets your heart at bay. Mirroring his sweet smile you always do enjoy and engraved.
"Thank you." He beamed, blinking onto your view beside him, then darting his vision in front.
Silence bloomed over once more. Subtly queasing over the small twists and turns your stomach was doing being just a few meters beside Mingyu.
"Congratulations to you too." he adds, finally dissipating the awkward feeling in your stomach and for what it seemed to be for the both of you. Receiving a questioning look shifting onto him.
"For what?" You laughed anxiously.
"You won't get to see this handsomely infuriating face anymore,"
You rolled your eyes and scoffed at his response. It was typical of him to have thought about it anyway. Though, you’ll miss it. Miss these moments with him.
You fix your composure as you feel your back slightly aching now, maybe the posture wasn't that daring to see when Mingyu went out through the door and met with your figure. But oh well.
“Wow.” You sneak out a short chuckle. You didn't know why but something about reliving the banters with Mingyu just made this whole lighthearted talk quite upsetting.
Mingyu was quick to catch the light flickering out of your tone, just by the forced chuckle alone. It made him… visibly concerned.
He shifts his gaze onto you once more, all while you were set to check up on the cutes-y house down by the road. Watching Mingyu’s beam slowly falter from your peripheral vision.
“Something on your mind?” He asks, sounding genuinely worried that got you feeling all the more gloomy.
You whip your head to look at him with widened eyes. You clearly didn't want to set off that vibe but you did, and the man read that all too well.
“No… I mean, No.” You clarify, laughing off with a slight curve on your lips to disregard the small crack in your heart.
Mingyu scoffed, unconvinced and skeptical, “I know that tone of yours. You're not fine.” He said.
Since when did he know that? You ask yourself, furrowing a brow at him.
You were silent, the air between you was silent, and it only confirmed Mingyu’s assumption.
He heaves out a sigh, darting his gaze to the house across the street, relaxing his shoulders and elbows as he leaned comfortable by the ramp.
“Look, I don't know if you're sad that I’m leaving and all… Since we never really haven't been in talking for awh—”
“I’m sorry.”
“Huh?” Mingyu blinked,
“I’m just, sorry.”
“Why are you sorry?”
“Cause you're like that!” You exclaimed, raising your brows in defense. You felt a bit of heat rising through your temper for absolutely no reason. You were upset, yes, but in no way was it valid for you to let it all out on the guy who barely did anything to you.
If ever, you should be putting all this anger to yourself. On how long it took for you to realize that you might actually… I miss him too much.
“You hate me, right?” you asked, but the man knew that was a rhetorical question. “You don't like me. In fact, you hate me. You didn't like it when I'm within the walls of your comforting space. You hate it when I’m closer to your sister than you are with her. You hate me because I’m considered as someone who’d only give nothing but bad things to your sister who’s so pure and innocent.”
“And you know, I hate you too. For being so protective and always pulling me down a slippery slope. Calling me names to convince Sophia that I’m nothing but a pot of bad luck. I fucking hated it whenever you steal my favorite spot at my favorite café.”
“And you know… our reasons aren't all that bad. It’s nothing big, you don't hate me cause I made a huge mistake, and vice versa. And then we have our moments when we got along, shared a laugh, and worked together.” She scoffs out a laugh, it seemed sarcastic and demeaning that Mingyu sensed understandably.
“And then after actually getting along. You’d take a step back and pretend nothing happened. Like we’re back to square one of heated arguments and bickering.”
“I should hate you, I really should, but I couldn't. Not when I see your presence and feel myself fumbling through the clouds with a thudding chest. I hate you, but why? Is it because you see me as a bad influence? Is it because of your intended stealing of my favorite seat? Or is it that you made me feel things I don't wanna feel?”
There was another silence. Mingyu couldn't really speak out about his thoughts. It was all too sudden. You were all too sudden.
“And—And now we're here. I’m attending your farewell party and then we’re talking like old pals again.” Your lips curved into a forcing smile, at least you were finding a bright side in all of this. Yet… it still cost nothing.
Mingyu was just there, standing. His eyes staring with confusion alongside a plethora of questions. He understood your outburst well, but his mind is utterly conflicted whether or not you were implying something he hoped you were trying to imply.
“What are you trying to say right now?” Was all the man could muster. He was just as baffled as you are quite frankly.
You knew that quite well, since you also didn't expect those thoughts to become verbal. All for him to hear.
You took a deep breath. “What I'm trying to say is, I like you. I like you so much.” You pause, now keeping the time to gather your thoughts.
“And it kills me slightly that you’ll never see me that way, because all I am to you is that I’m your sister’s annoying best friend.”
Mingyu stares, opens his mouth and closes it once more. He didn't know what to say. The thoughts in his mind were scribbling elsewhere with jumbled letters he couldn't muster anymore.
All he knew was his heart was beating. Fast.
You look down to the wooden floor, then darting up to take a look on his face. A face that’ll confirm your rejection. A face that shows so much confusement and annoyance.
“Do you hate me?”
All that took was for Mingyu to finally hit himself in his own senses by the words left from your mouth. Your breath hitched, eyes glistening with worry and hope.
Mingyu was all the more baffled to have heard such things from you. Your doubts, your fears, your feelings.
It’s new to him. All of this was new to him. He swore to himself that you hated him, and that's what kept himself away.
And now you're here, telling him how you feel, telling him things you wish to have just kept to yourself if you just went home, or just not attend at all—
“I do.”
Crack.
“What?” You mutter, your breath shaking. Startled through his cold answer.
“I hate you. We both know that.” He says, removing the contact of his elbows through the wooden ramp of their porch. His stance facing you as you look at him with curiosity.
“I hate you because you’re always clinging to my sister. You’re always letting her do things she wouldn't normally do. For getting out of her comfort zone." He says, seeping the assumption of him telling a whole list of why he hates you.
It’s only going to shatter you right here, right now.
“I hate you because you're such a know-it-all. You know how annoying you are when you’re like that?” He chatters, taking small steps closer towards you. His eyes pierced through you with intention.
“I hate you because you know how to fight back. Ways so snarky and defensive. Your complaints are pretentious and deafening.” He scoffs. Taking another step closer.
Bit by bit, his words start to dig into your heart. Feeling all walls crash to you each step he has taken.
It’s suffocating, it's baffling.
Though, you couldn't be expecting a good outcome from the man who you never once deemed a friend.
…
..
.
“And honestly, that made me realize how cool you actually are. And that got me jealous.” Another creak on the wooden floor.
“It made me reasonably look up to you.”
One last step. As if you're completely towered by him.
“and worse of all. I hate you,”
and Silence. You couldn't ponder for a more rational approach. Hell, you couldn't even think of anything at this point. All the things grazing in your mind were countless blurs and just incoherence. You couldn't get yourself to speak up and spit a genius counter. All you could do against him was stay silent as he took a deep breath before continuing his words.
“Because it took years for me to finally tell you that I love you. For the longest time.”
That, you didn't expect.
Your eyes whip up to meet his mellowed eyes, staring directly at you. With intentions and wants.
He wants for himself to be closer…and more closer to you.
You could feel your chest pumping rapidly, your breath hitching at the overwhelming feelings stirring up in your stomach. Your mind was fully blurry at this point, nothing in it but him, Kim Mingyu. The menace he is.
You kept your gaze onto him, freezing your expression as he gently held your hand. The contact of his warmth sends shivers down your spine. Slowly holding it up as his head lowers down, his soft lips fervently pressing on the dropped down temperature of her hand.
“Telling you that I love you…the same time I have to say goodbye.” He whispered, adding to his previous confession.
This is where you processed it. The entirety of it. His words, his intentions, his own wants match to your needs.
The need to have him this close, that's what you need right now.
Because after all this time, he wanted you just as much as you wanted him.
And that is enough for you to know that whatever this is between you, isn't one-sided anymore. Or never at all at this point.
He holds onto your hand for dear life as he leans closer. His eyes drop down to gaze at your plump lips with fervent need.
“I want you, Y/N.” He whispers. Filled with honeys and sweets and your heart makes mellow beats while you perk up a grin with evident anticipation.
“Please…” He adds, his voice lowering in tone. Shaking almost. Transferring your soft hands to cup the side of his face with ease. Slowly pulling him closer to your embrace.
“Mingyu…” You whisper mellowly, eyes meeting him, desperately seizing you in this distance.
“I have wanted you for the longest time.” He blurts out, interrupting your words for a few seconds until he couldn't get the right capacity in his brain to process any more words of longing as he lunges in and breaks the distance. “More than you think.” His lips have finally met yours in a passionate kiss.
Both mouths mold to each other in complete unison. He moves his hands up to your hips and pulls her even closer to him, pressing his whole body against yours too in order to feel her skin to skin contact.
He pulls back slightly, just so he can get a few words out in between his kisses on her lips. "I need you to be mine." he whispers softly, a slight desperation in his tone as he pulls you close again, kissing you once more. His tongue makes a leeway to explore your own as you feel your mind and stomach daze into wondrous bliss. Body suddenly feeling as if it fell from the clouds landing onto a pile of soft petals of daisies and tulips sending you into utter euphoria.
This is what you wanted. This is what you needed.
Now, feeling breathless under his grasp. You finally managed to inhale sharply, taking the initiative to pull yourself back from the contact with the close distance still intact. Panting from the pressure and brain cloudy from that whole instance. You felt your stomach churning and twisting as you took each breath to process that you really just kissed Kim Mingyu.
There was silence between the two of you. The only noise being the chatter and laughter happening inside Mingyus’ abode as the both of you stare into consciousness.
All you could play in your head were his soft whispers of being yours. He wants you, and you, and you, and you—
“Y/N.”
You snap out of your imaginative trance as your eyes dart up onto his face, looking down at you in another crave to taste your lips once more.
But he refused to dig it himself. Instead, he just held your face. Carefully. His thumbs rubbing your cheeks with soft grace.
“I want you. I love you. I don't wanna leave you.” He chanted almost everything he felt, causing your heart to mellow at his honeydew words. The edges of your lips creeping up into a smile, leaning close to him to have your foreheads touching.
“I don't want you to leave either,” you start, your smile slowly faltering. “But…we both know you have to.” You retort. Your tone lingering with disappointment, kicking back to the reality of it all. “This is huge for you.”
His thumbs began to rub extremely slowly as he muttered the words, “I’ll take you with me.” Causing you to slightly widen your eyes at him, startled.
“Mingyu, you can’t—”
“I know I can't.” He huffs, “Just please, stay with me for now. I’ll leave tomorrow, and I all I want to be with you right now…fuck.” He hissed by the end, transferring his hands as it held your waist. Pulling you into his embrace.
This is the first time you have felt Mingyu’s need.
And it’s solely for you.
Though you have known before that after this, and for the days leading on, you will have to endure the moments without his presence. He’s going to a prestigious university and you are left here with your best friend, who’s also his beloved sister.
One more year wouldn't be that bad.
“I'll come to you after I graduate,” You mumble through the fabric of his shirt, causing him to perk up a smile as he tightens the embrace.
“I promise you that.” You finish with a smile.
…
You and Mingyu finally made amends and had a passionate talk about your own futures and plans with mutual bonds and respect. Both of you finally decided to get back inside the party, with him opening the door for you. Taking a step foot into his home with giggles and smiles then immediately stopping at the sight that welcomed them.
Mingyu raises a brow at his sister alongside almost every guest within the party looking at their way with sly smirks and teasing grins.
“Uhm… Gyuri?”
Sophia widens her eyes, acting clueless. “What?”
“What's going on?” He questions once more. His hand lightly grazed up to hold yours at his back, wanting the people at front to see the contact.
But they already knew what's up.
“Well…” Gyuri widens a beam as she inhales before continuing. “Not only did you get into Harvard… But you also got yourself a girlfriend?!” She broadcasts with evident ecstasy. Causing almost all of his relatives, friends, and family to celebrate and cheer that caused the both of you and Mingyu to stare in confusion.
“Wait, what are—”
“Oh don't worry dear brother.” She grinned slyly, reaching ear to ear.
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Okay so there's something about this artist specifically and his discography that any song he had put out is a potential fic prompt for heavy angst or even just angst. Idk, I can't seem to spur out the words I'm looking for but it's js like that.
✩˖. ˖˙ ❝ As Mingyu sets up a farewell party before his leave for college. He finally gets the courage to have one last chat with the person who he dearly hates and deeply adores. ❝
Established e2l, best friend's brother trope, kinda angst with fluff ending, both of them being an overthinking mess, Gyuri as Mingyu's sister >_< Warnings— confrontation scene is kinda corny but bear w me, Sloppy writing but again, bear with me. + anything else I forgot :P wc— 3.6k
note — I've written this a year ago and finished it like a few month back portraying another idol(Sunghoon) but I changed it to Mingyu the last minute bc I haven't been updated w Enhypen nowadays and I wanna focus on posting svt-related fics :'( Did some small tweaks here and there since I genuinely really liked how I wrote this fic and thought, "Wow, I should post this." and I did. 😁
note 2 — I'm starting my college year in just a few weeks as psych freshie! Rlly excited for this new fresh of air and I'm already expecting my hectic schedule during this, but since I regained my enjoyment in writing, I might post more from time to time just to relieve my stress after writing countless of essays during my senior year. Actually, I've already been working on a S.coups fic recently and I'm really passionate abt this one! Anyway I'm rambling atp so just... Enjoy this fic! I'm officially back in tumblr nation! :P
Mingyu delightfully chatters with the guests, his eyes couldn't stop darting your way as you talk to his sister. The curves of your lips senses the enjoyment of your current conversation, the way your eyes sparkled at whatever his sister was saying, and the way how gentle you sip your drink as your eyes never left on his sister's talky figure. This observation felt odd to him since why would he take notice of you, sipping your drink? And why isn't he paying attention to what his mom's friend has to say?
Even if Mingyu’s eyes are forcing itself to glue onto the nice woman in front of him, the one who stuck mostly is you, in his mind.
He felt devastated, to say the least. The thought of not teasing and annoying you for a long time, and most importantly,
not seeing you for a very... long time.
As the thought progresses in his head, the more his heart sinks at every ounce of your presence dissipating into his life.
Despite that, what he fears right at this moment is you forgetting that very presence of him in your life.
As much as him slowly forgetting you haunts him (which is impossible now considering you have forever been engraved in this man's mind and soul), what trickles him more to despair is that if you forget him, he becomes a nobody into your vision. Possibly his life.
So how? How would he be able to tell you that he doesn't want you to forget him, and that you should be aware that he cherishes you, so much. Maybe even too much.
As the conversation came to its end, relieved that the woman didn't suspect the man's uninterest towards her blabber. Mingyu finally came to an impulsive courage to look for you, tell him how he feels, and probably start a relationship with you? Who knows? He'll make sure to maintain a long distance relationship with you even if things get busy.
As long as he's doing it for you, he won't hesitate for anything.
However, as minutes passed, he looked back to where he last saw you.
You were gone.
Mingyu's house isn't huge, so he might be able to spot you at some corner in no time.
Although he looked everywhere and every corner inside the home.
Still no sign of you.
Where are you? Did you go home?
…
..
.
Did he miss his chance?
Not even daring himself to ask anyone about your whereabouts, his emotions quickly transformed into a gloomy blob, in an attempt to remain wobbled down and never move for the rest of the event too much to his dismay of finally losing you from his life.
Though he couldn't stand the embarrassment of his emotions overcoming his actions.
So, he kept it in.
He explored everything within these house walls without receiving concern on the guests' ends. He knew every room and place by heart from childhood, yet he still had the initial thought that you must've gone home already.
As he felt his heart dripping tears, he made his way outside his house, in hopes to see you outside at the very least, if you left, just leaving, or you might be outside right at this moment. He would wonder if he would make it out in the same nick of time as yours, not wanting to expect your figure already gone so early in the evening.
When Mingyu twisted the knob and pushed the door, he was met with your gasp, "Huh!—” turning your head in a panic from the tense creak of their front door.
Mingyu's heart immediately quickens, a feel of an arrow penetrating his chest as he lays his eyes down on your intense state, sitting down on a stair.
A noise that quickly makes his heart leap. Thank goodness, really.
"I thought you left?" Mingyu calmly, yet his cheeky smile never seemed to fade.
"I was just about to.." You responded, eyes shifting to the other house across the street.
"Oh."
His eyes followed yours as it landed on the same house you were still looking at. Thus, creating dead silence within your bubble area..
The silence didn't seem welcoming to you, as if Mingyu was fed up with your presence. You have always felt that his uninterest for you was always evident. They all felt real, and the way his eyes look at you with pure intimidation gets off with barely ease.
Yes, the silly banters still happen. Yet as time passes by you feel convinced that he progressively decreases his fondness of you.
You only came to realize this when you started to notice every bit of his actions and demeanors.
The way he avoids you, the way his eyes barely look into your way anymore when you tell him a snarky comeback you feel proudest to even say…
And the way he barely even talks to you in general.
Which was already odd to say the least, you would never observe someone this close before.
Yet here you are.
These observations you had discovered within Mingyu completely changed how you were around him. Sure the bickering and playful hatred stayed, yet those times couldn't stop you from overthinking that maybe you have gone too far with your words? Gradually being aware about the peculiar feelings for the man.
You’re still aware, of course. However, you have no idea what you want to be for him.
In some certain aspects, you crave for his attention...maybe a lot. As humiliating as it sounds.
Subconsciously imagining holding his warm hands similar to what happened back to the day you exactly started to overthink how you see your dearest best friend's obnoxious brother.
It's scary. It's dreamy.
It's everything you wish you never wanted.
Despite all this, you figured that anything close to being equals would be impossible to happen now. Since Mingyu seemed to not seek your presence around anymore. Even for just one small talk that consists of nothing but insults.
He was starting to avoid you for weeks, not even saying a word when you attempted to say hello.
It left an unhealed wound inside your heart. Even with this. You still attended his farewell party in hopes to see him one last time, even from afar(Also his sister invited you).
Seeing him again after weeks, makes you feel somewhat… humiliated.
As if every time you land a gaze at his way, you felt like falling to a pit once more. Rock bottom.
"We...Well, I...I should go now." You quickly stood up to your feet with anxious heaves of breaths, not wanting to prolong the awkward air.
He watches you, perplexed. "Huh— what? Already?" Mingyu stutters, his eyes shifting his gaze onto you with faint disbelief.
As he watches you about to take a step out of their porch, Mingyu mutters a word that you hear inaudibly.
You turn around subconsciously to see the man's figure startled as your eyes meet his, as if you had heard him mutter something about you.
"I'm sorry..."
"Huh? What do you mean?" you raised a brow.
"I said that you should go if you want but I also said I didn't want you to go and that—"
"You told me not to go?"
"Kinda..? I thought... you heard me say that…"
Your lips fight to plaster a small smile, still awkward, but still warm. "I didn't."
Mingyu inhales sharply, his heart thudding from the inside, "Well, don't go... just yet. We should talk."
Your body shifted to his direction, endeared by his bashful demeanor despite his body looking utterly intimidating to an outer view. Your chest feels relaxed at the thought of Mingyu finally having the means to talk to you even after his unexplained ghosting.
You joined him, your best friend, who's leaning forward onto their porch ramp beside him.
"Congratulations, by the way." You started, following his gaze into the nowhere streets of the neighborhood.
Mingyu felt the temperature rising in his cheeks, the genuine smile he shows at your greeting sets your heart at bay. Mirroring his sweet smile you always do enjoy and engraved.
"Thank you." He beamed, blinking onto your view beside him, then darting his vision in front.
Silence bloomed over once more. Subtly queasing over the small twists and turns your stomach was doing being just a few meters beside Mingyu.
"Congratulations to you too." he adds, finally dissipating the awkward feeling in your stomach and for what it seemed to be for the both of you. Receiving a questioning look shifting onto him.
"For what?" You laughed anxiously.
"You won't get to see this handsomely infuriating face anymore,"
You rolled your eyes and scoffed at his response. It was typical of him to have thought about it anyway. Though, you’ll miss it. Miss these moments with him.
You fix your composure as you feel your back slightly aching now, maybe the posture wasn't that daring to see when Mingyu went out through the door and met with your figure. But oh well.
“Wow.” You sneak out a short chuckle. You didn't know why but something about reliving the banters with Mingyu just made this whole lighthearted talk quite upsetting.
Mingyu was quick to catch the light flickering out of your tone, just by the forced chuckle alone. It made him… visibly concerned.
He shifts his gaze onto you once more, all while you were set to check up on the cutes-y house down by the road. Watching Mingyu’s beam slowly falter from your peripheral vision.
“Something on your mind?” He asks, sounding genuinely worried that got you feeling all the more gloomy.
You whip your head to look at him with widened eyes. You clearly didn't want to set off that vibe but you did, and the man read that all too well.
“No… I mean, No.” You clarify, laughing off with a slight curve on your lips to disregard the small crack in your heart.
Mingyu scoffed, unconvinced and skeptical, “I know that tone of yours. You're not fine.” He said.
Since when did he know that? You ask yourself, furrowing a brow at him.
You were silent, the air between you was silent, and it only confirmed Mingyu’s assumption.
He heaves out a sigh, darting his gaze to the house across the street, relaxing his shoulders and elbows as he leaned comfortable by the ramp.
“Look, I don't know if you're sad that I’m leaving and all… Since we never really haven't been in talking for awh—”
“I’m sorry.”
“Huh?” Mingyu blinked,
“I’m just, sorry.”
“Why are you sorry?”
“Cause you're like that!” You exclaimed, raising your brows in defense. You felt a bit of heat rising through your temper for absolutely no reason. You were upset, yes, but in no way was it valid for you to let it all out on the guy who barely did anything to you.
If ever, you should be putting all this anger to yourself. On how long it took for you to realize that you might actually… I miss him too much.
“You hate me, right?” you asked, but the man knew that was a rhetorical question. “You don't like me. In fact, you hate me. You didn't like it when I'm within the walls of your comforting space. You hate it when I’m closer to your sister than you are with her. You hate me because I’m considered as someone who’d only give nothing but bad things to your sister who’s so pure and innocent.”
“And you know, I hate you too. For being so protective and always pulling me down a slippery slope. Calling me names to convince Sophia that I’m nothing but a pot of bad luck. I fucking hated it whenever you steal my favorite spot at my favorite café.”
“And you know… our reasons aren't all that bad. It’s nothing big, you don't hate me cause I made a huge mistake, and vice versa. And then we have our moments when we got along, shared a laugh, and worked together.” She scoffs out a laugh, it seemed sarcastic and demeaning that Mingyu sensed understandably.
“And then after actually getting along. You’d take a step back and pretend nothing happened. Like we’re back to square one of heated arguments and bickering.”
“I should hate you, I really should, but I couldn't. Not when I see your presence and feel myself fumbling through the clouds with a thudding chest. I hate you, but why? Is it because you see me as a bad influence? Is it because of your intended stealing of my favorite seat? Or is it that you made me feel things I don't wanna feel?”
There was another silence. Mingyu couldn't really speak out about his thoughts. It was all too sudden. You were all too sudden.
“And—And now we're here. I’m attending your farewell party and then we’re talking like old pals again.” Your lips curved into a forcing smile, at least you were finding a bright side in all of this. Yet… it still cost nothing.
Mingyu was just there, standing. His eyes staring with confusion alongside a plethora of questions. He understood your outburst well, but his mind is utterly conflicted whether or not you were implying something he hoped you were trying to imply.
“What are you trying to say right now?” Was all the man could muster. He was just as baffled as you are quite frankly.
You knew that quite well, since you also didn't expect those thoughts to become verbal. All for him to hear.
You took a deep breath. “What I'm trying to say is, I like you. I like you so much.” You pause, now keeping the time to gather your thoughts.
“And it kills me slightly that you’ll never see me that way, because all I am to you is that I’m your sister’s annoying best friend.”
Mingyu stares, opens his mouth and closes it once more. He didn't know what to say. The thoughts in his mind were scribbling elsewhere with jumbled letters he couldn't muster anymore.
All he knew was his heart was beating. Fast.
You look down to the wooden floor, then darting up to take a look on his face. A face that’ll confirm your rejection. A face that shows so much confusement and annoyance.
“Do you hate me?”
All that took was for Mingyu to finally hit himself in his own senses by the words left from your mouth. Your breath hitched, eyes glistening with worry and hope.
Mingyu was all the more baffled to have heard such things from you. Your doubts, your fears, your feelings.
It’s new to him. All of this was new to him. He swore to himself that you hated him, and that's what kept himself away.
And now you're here, telling him how you feel, telling him things you wish to have just kept to yourself if you just went home, or just not attend at all—
“I do.”
Crack.
“What?” You mutter, your breath shaking. Startled through his cold answer.
“I hate you. We both know that.” He says, removing the contact of his elbows through the wooden ramp of their porch. His stance facing you as you look at him with curiosity.
“I hate you because you’re always clinging to my sister. You’re always letting her do things she wouldn't normally do. For getting out of her comfort zone." He says, seeping the assumption of him telling a whole list of why he hates you.
It’s only going to shatter you right here, right now.
“I hate you because you're such a know-it-all. You know how annoying you are when you’re like that?” He chatters, taking small steps closer towards you. His eyes pierced through you with intention.
“I hate you because you know how to fight back. Ways so snarky and defensive. Your complaints are pretentious and deafening.” He scoffs. Taking another step closer.
Bit by bit, his words start to dig into your heart. Feeling all walls crash to you each step he has taken.
It’s suffocating, it's baffling.
Though, you couldn't be expecting a good outcome from the man who you never once deemed a friend.
…
..
.
“And honestly, that made me realize how cool you actually are. And that got me jealous.” Another creak on the wooden floor.
“It made me reasonably look up to you.”
One last step. As if you're completely towered by him.
“and worse of all. I hate you,”
and Silence. You couldn't ponder for a more rational approach. Hell, you couldn't even think of anything at this point. All the things grazing in your mind were countless blurs and just incoherence. You couldn't get yourself to speak up and spit a genius counter. All you could do against him was stay silent as he took a deep breath before continuing his words.
“Because it took years for me to finally tell you that I love you. For the longest time.”
That, you didn't expect.
Your eyes whip up to meet his mellowed eyes, staring directly at you. With intentions and wants.
He wants for himself to be closer…and more closer to you.
You could feel your chest pumping rapidly, your breath hitching at the overwhelming feelings stirring up in your stomach. Your mind was fully blurry at this point, nothing in it but him, Kim Mingyu. The menace he is.
You kept your gaze onto him, freezing your expression as he gently held your hand. The contact of his warmth sends shivers down your spine. Slowly holding it up as his head lowers down, his soft lips fervently pressing on the dropped down temperature of her hand.
“Telling you that I love you…the same time I have to say goodbye.” He whispered, adding to his previous confession.
This is where you processed it. The entirety of it. His words, his intentions, his own wants match to your needs.
The need to have him this close, that's what you need right now.
Because after all this time, he wanted you just as much as you wanted him.
And that is enough for you to know that whatever this is between you, isn't one-sided anymore. Or never at all at this point.
He holds onto your hand for dear life as he leans closer. His eyes drop down to gaze at your plump lips with fervent need.
“I want you, Y/N.” He whispers. Filled with honeys and sweets and your heart makes mellow beats while you perk up a grin with evident anticipation.
“Please…” He adds, his voice lowering in tone. Shaking almost. Transferring your soft hands to cup the side of his face with ease. Slowly pulling him closer to your embrace.
“Mingyu…” You whisper mellowly, eyes meeting him, desperately seizing you in this distance.
“I have wanted you for the longest time.” He blurts out, interrupting your words for a few seconds until he couldn't get the right capacity in his brain to process any more words of longing as he lunges in and breaks the distance. “More than you think.” His lips have finally met yours in a passionate kiss.
Both mouths mold to each other in complete unison. He moves his hands up to your hips and pulls her even closer to him, pressing his whole body against yours too in order to feel her skin to skin contact.
He pulls back slightly, just so he can get a few words out in between his kisses on her lips. "I need you to be mine." he whispers softly, a slight desperation in his tone as he pulls you close again, kissing you once more. His tongue makes a leeway to explore your own as you feel your mind and stomach daze into wondrous bliss. Body suddenly feeling as if it fell from the clouds landing onto a pile of soft petals of daisies and tulips sending you into utter euphoria.
This is what you wanted. This is what you needed.
Now, feeling breathless under his grasp. You finally managed to inhale sharply, taking the initiative to pull yourself back from the contact with the close distance still intact. Panting from the pressure and brain cloudy from that whole instance. You felt your stomach churning and twisting as you took each breath to process that you really just kissed Kim Mingyu.
There was silence between the two of you. The only noise being the chatter and laughter happening inside Mingyus’ abode as the both of you stare into consciousness.
All you could play in your head were his soft whispers of being yours. He wants you, and you, and you, and you—
“Y/N.”
You snap out of your imaginative trance as your eyes dart up onto his face, looking down at you in another crave to taste your lips once more.
But he refused to dig it himself. Instead, he just held your face. Carefully. His thumbs rubbing your cheeks with soft grace.
“I want you. I love you. I don't wanna leave you.” He chanted almost everything he felt, causing your heart to mellow at his honeydew words. The edges of your lips creeping up into a smile, leaning close to him to have your foreheads touching.
“I don't want you to leave either,” you start, your smile slowly faltering. “But…we both know you have to.” You retort. Your tone lingering with disappointment, kicking back to the reality of it all. “This is huge for you.”
His thumbs began to rub extremely slowly as he muttered the words, “I’ll take you with me.” Causing you to slightly widen your eyes at him, startled.
“Mingyu, you can’t—”
“I know I can't.” He huffs, “Just please, stay with me for now. I’ll leave tomorrow, and I all I want to be with you right now…fuck.” He hissed by the end, transferring his hands as it held your waist. Pulling you into his embrace.
This is the first time you have felt Mingyu’s need.
And it’s solely for you.
Though you have known before that after this, and for the days leading on, you will have to endure the moments without his presence. He’s going to a prestigious university and you are left here with your best friend, who’s also his beloved sister.
One more year wouldn't be that bad.
“I'll come to you after I graduate,” You mumble through the fabric of his shirt, causing him to perk up a smile as he tightens the embrace.
“I promise you that.” You finish with a smile.
…
You and Mingyu finally made amends and had a passionate talk about your own futures and plans with mutual bonds and respect. Both of you finally decided to get back inside the party, with him opening the door for you. Taking a step foot into his home with giggles and smiles then immediately stopping at the sight that welcomed them.
Mingyu raises a brow at his sister alongside almost every guest within the party looking at their way with sly smirks and teasing grins.
“Uhm… Gyuri?”
Sophia widens her eyes, acting clueless. “What?”
“What's going on?” He questions once more. His hand lightly grazed up to hold yours at his back, wanting the people at front to see the contact.
But they already knew what's up.
“Well…” Gyuri widens a beam as she inhales before continuing. “Not only did you get into Harvard… But you also got yourself a girlfriend?!” She broadcasts with evident ecstasy. Causing almost all of his relatives, friends, and family to celebrate and cheer that caused the both of you and Mingyu to stare in confusion.
“Wait, what are—”
“Oh don't worry dear brother.” She grinned slyly, reaching ear to ear.
✩˖. ˖˙ ❝ As Mingyu sets up a farewell party before his leave for college. He finally gets the courage to have one last chat with the person who he dearly hates and deeply adores. ❝
Established e2l, best friend's brother trope, kinda angst with fluff ending, both of them being an overthinking mess, Gyuri as Mingyu's sister >_< Warnings— confrontation scene is kinda corny but bear w me, Sloppy writing but again, bear with me. + anything else I forgot :P
note — I've written this a year ago and finished it like a few month back portraying another idol(Sunghoon) but I changed it to Mingyu the last minute bc I haven't been updated w Enhypen nowadays and I wanna focus on posting svt-related fics :'( Did some small tweaks here and there since I genuinely really liked how I wrote this fic and thought, "Wow, I should post this." and I did. 😁
note 2 — I'm starting my college year in just a few weeks as psych freshie! Rlly excited for this new fresh of air and I'm already expecting my hectic schedule during this, but since I regained my enjoyment in writing, I might post more from time to time just to relieve my stress after writing countless of essays during my senior year. Actually, I've already been working on a S.coups fic recently and I'm really passionate abt this one! Anyway I'm rambling atp so just... Enjoy this fic! I'm officially back in tumblr nation! :P
Mingyu delightfully chatters with the guests, his eyes couldn't stop darting your way as you talk to his sister. The curves of your lips senses the enjoyment of your current conversation, the way your eyes sparkled at whatever his sister was saying, and the way how gentle you sip your drink as your eyes never left on his sister's talky figure. This observation felt odd to him since why would he take notice of you, sipping your drink? And why isn't he paying attention to what his mom's friend has to say?
Even if Mingyu’s eyes are forcing itself to glue onto the nice woman in front of him, the one who stuck mostly is you, in his mind.
He felt devastated, to say the least. The thought of not teasing and annoying you for a long time, and most importantly,
not seeing you for a very... long time.
As the thought progresses in his head, the more his heart sinks at every ounce of your presence dissipating into his life.
Despite that, what he fears right at this moment is you forgetting that very presence of him in your life.
As much as him slowly forgetting you haunts him (which is impossible now considering you have forever been engraved in this man's mind and soul), what trickles him more to despair is that if you forget him, he becomes a nobody into your vision. Possibly his life.
So how? How would he be able to tell you that he doesn't want you to forget him, and that you should be aware that he cherishes you, so much. Maybe even too much.
As the conversation came to its end, relieved that the woman didn't suspect the man's uninterest towards her blabber. Mingyu finally came to an impulsive courage to look for you, tell him how he feels, and probably start a relationship with you? Who knows? He'll make sure to maintain a long distance relationship with you even if things get busy.
As long as he's doing it for you, he won't hesitate for anything.
However, as minutes passed, he looked back to where he last saw you.
You were gone.
Mingyu's house isn't huge, so he might be able to spot you at some corner in no time.
Although he looked everywhere and every corner inside the home.
Still no sign of you.
Where are you? Did you go home?
…
..
.
Did he miss his chance?
Not even daring himself to ask anyone about your whereabouts, his emotions quickly transformed into a gloomy blob, in an attempt to remain wobbled down and never move for the rest of the event too much to his dismay of finally losing you from his life.
Though he couldn't stand the embarrassment of his emotions overcoming his actions.
So, he kept it in.
He explored everything within these house walls without receiving concern on the guests' ends. He knew every room and place by heart from childhood, yet he still had the initial thought that you must've gone home already.
As he felt his heart dripping tears, he made his way outside his house, in hopes to see you outside at the very least, if you left, just leaving, or you might be outside right at this moment. He would wonder if he would make it out in the same nick of time as yours, not wanting to expect your figure already gone so early in the evening.
When Mingyu twisted the knob and pushed the door, he was met with your gasp, "Huh!—” turning your head in a panic from the tense creak of their front door.
Mingyu's heart immediately quickens, a feel of an arrow penetrating his chest as he lays his eyes down on your intense state, sitting down on a stair.
A noise that quickly makes his heart leap. Thank goodness, really.
"I thought you left?" Mingyu calmly, yet his cheeky smile never seemed to fade.
"I was just about to.." You responded, eyes shifting to the other house across the street.
"Oh."
His eyes followed yours as it landed on the same house you were still looking at. Thus, creating dead silence within your bubble area..
The silence didn't seem welcoming to you, as if Mingyu was fed up with your presence. You have always felt that his uninterest for you was always evident. They all felt real, and the way his eyes look at you with pure intimidation gets off with barely ease.
Yes, the silly banters still happen. Yet as time passes by you feel convinced that he progressively decreases his fondness of you.
You only came to realize this when you started to notice every bit of his actions and demeanors.
The way he avoids you, the way his eyes barely look into your way anymore when you tell him a snarky comeback you feel proudest to even say…
And the way he barely even talks to you in general.
Which was already odd to say the least, you would never observe someone this close before.
Yet here you are.
These observations you had discovered within Mingyu completely changed how you were around him. Sure the bickering and playful hatred stayed, yet those times couldn't stop you from overthinking that maybe you have gone too far with your words? Gradually being aware about the peculiar feelings for the man.
You’re still aware, of course. However, you have no idea what you want to be for him.
In some certain aspects, you crave for his attention...maybe a lot. As humiliating as it sounds.
Subconsciously imagining holding his warm hands similar to what happened back to the day you exactly started to overthink how you see your dearest best friend's obnoxious brother.
It's scary. It's dreamy.
It's everything you wish you never wanted.
Despite all this, you figured that anything close to being equals would be impossible to happen now. Since Mingyu seemed to not seek your presence around anymore. Even for just one small talk that consists of nothing but insults.
He was starting to avoid you for weeks, not even saying a word when you attempted to say hello.
It left an unhealed wound inside your heart. Even with this. You still attended his farewell party in hopes to see him one last time, even from afar(Also his sister invited you).
Seeing him again after weeks, makes you feel somewhat… humiliated.
As if every time you land a gaze at his way, you felt like falling to a pit once more. Rock bottom.
"We...Well, I...I should go now." You quickly stood up to your feet with anxious heaves of breaths, not wanting to prolong the awkward air.
He watches you, perplexed. "Huh— what? Already?" Mingyu stutters, his eyes shifting his gaze onto you with faint disbelief.
As he watches you about to take a step out of their porch, Mingyu mutters a word that you hear inaudibly.
You turn around subconsciously to see the man's figure startled as your eyes meet his, as if you had heard him mutter something about you.
"I'm sorry..."
"Huh? What do you mean?" you raised a brow.
"I said that you should go if you want but I also said I didn't want you to go and that—"
"You told me not to go?"
"Kinda..? I thought... you heard me say that…"
Your lips fight to plaster a small smile, still awkward, but still warm. "I didn't."
Mingyu inhales sharply, his heart thudding from the inside, "Well, don't go... just yet. We should talk."
Your body shifted to his direction, endeared by his bashful demeanor despite his body looking utterly intimidating to an outer view. Your chest feels relaxed at the thought of Mingyu finally having the means to talk to you even after his unexplained ghosting.
You joined him, your best friend, who's leaning forward onto their porch ramp beside him.
"Congratulations, by the way." You started, following his gaze into the nowhere streets of the neighborhood.
Mingyu felt the temperature rising in his cheeks, the genuine smile he shows at your greeting sets your heart at bay. Mirroring his sweet smile you always do enjoy and engraved.
"Thank you." He beamed, blinking onto your view beside him, then darting his vision in front.
Silence bloomed over once more. Subtly queasing over the small twists and turns your stomach was doing being just a few meters beside Mingyu.
"Congratulations to you too." he adds, finally dissipating the awkward feeling in your stomach and for what it seemed to be for the both of you. Receiving a questioning look shifting onto him.
"For what?" You laughed anxiously.
"You won't get to see this handsomely infuriating face anymore,"
You rolled your eyes and scoffed at his response. It was typical of him to have thought about it anyway. Though, you’ll miss it. Miss these moments with him.
You fix your composure as you feel your back slightly aching now, maybe the posture wasn't that daring to see when Mingyu went out through the door and met with your figure. But oh well.
“Wow.” You sneak out a short chuckle. You didn't know why but something about reliving the banters with Mingyu just made this whole lighthearted talk quite upsetting.
Mingyu was quick to catch the light flickering out of your tone, just by the forced chuckle alone. It made him… visibly concerned.
He shifts his gaze onto you once more, all while you were set to check up on the cutes-y house down by the road. Watching Mingyu’s beam slowly falter from your peripheral vision.
“Something on your mind?” He asks, sounding genuinely worried that got you feeling all the more gloomy.
You whip your head to look at him with widened eyes. You clearly didn't want to set off that vibe but you did, and the man read that all too well.
“No… I mean, No.” You clarify, laughing off with a slight curve on your lips to disregard the small crack in your heart.
Mingyu scoffed, unconvinced and skeptical, “I know that tone of yours. You're not fine.” He said.
Since when did he know that? You ask yourself, furrowing a brow at him.
You were silent, the air between you was silent, and it only confirmed Mingyu’s assumption.
He heaves out a sigh, darting his gaze to the house across the street, relaxing his shoulders and elbows as he leaned comfortable by the ramp.
“Look, I don't know if you're sad that I’m leaving and all… Since we never really haven't been in talking for awh—”
“I’m sorry.”
“Huh?” Mingyu blinked,
“I’m just, sorry.”
“Why are you sorry?”
“Cause you're like that!” You exclaimed, raising your brows in defense. You felt a bit of heat rising through your temper for absolutely no reason. You were upset, yes, but in no way was it valid for you to let it all out on the guy who barely did anything to you.
If ever, you should be putting all this anger to yourself. On how long it took for you to realize that you might actually… I miss him too much.
“You hate me, right?” you asked, but the man knew that was a rhetorical question. “You don't like me. In fact, you hate me. You didn't like it when I'm within the walls of your comforting space. You hate it when I’m closer to your sister than you are with her. You hate me because I’m considered as someone who’d only give nothing but bad things to your sister who’s so pure and innocent.”
“And you know, I hate you too. For being so protective and always pulling me down a slippery slope. Calling me names to convince Sophia that I’m nothing but a pot of bad luck. I fucking hated it whenever you steal my favorite spot at my favorite café.”
“And you know… our reasons aren't all that bad. It’s nothing big, you don't hate me cause I made a huge mistake, and vice versa. And then we have our moments when we got along, shared a laugh, and worked together.” She scoffs out a laugh, it seemed sarcastic and demeaning that Mingyu sensed understandably.
“And then after actually getting along. You’d take a step back and pretend nothing happened. Like we’re back to square one of heated arguments and bickering.”
“I should hate you, I really should, but I couldn't. Not when I see your presence and feel myself fumbling through the clouds with a thudding chest. I hate you, but why? Is it because you see me as a bad influence? Is it because of your intended stealing of my favorite seat? Or is it that you made me feel things I don't wanna feel?”
There was another silence. Mingyu couldn't really speak out about his thoughts. It was all too sudden. You were all too sudden.
“And—And now we're here. I’m attending your farewell party and then we’re talking like old pals again.” Your lips curved into a forcing smile, at least you were finding a bright side in all of this. Yet… it still cost nothing.
Mingyu was just there, standing. His eyes staring with confusion alongside a plethora of questions. He understood your outburst well, but his mind is utterly conflicted whether or not you were implying something he hoped you were trying to imply.
“What are you trying to say right now?” Was all the man could muster. He was just as baffled as you are quite frankly.
You knew that quite well, since you also didn't expect those thoughts to become verbal. All for him to hear.
You took a deep breath. “What I'm trying to say is, I like you. I like you so much.” You pause, now keeping the time to gather your thoughts.
“And it kills me slightly that you’ll never see me that way, because all I am to you is that I’m your sister’s annoying best friend.”
Mingyu stares, opens his mouth and closes it once more. He didn't know what to say. The thoughts in his mind were scribbling elsewhere with jumbled letters he couldn't muster anymore.
All he knew was his heart was beating. Fast.
You look down to the wooden floor, then darting up to take a look on his face. A face that’ll confirm your rejection. A face that shows so much confusement and annoyance.
“Do you hate me?”
All that took was for Mingyu to finally hit himself in his own senses by the words left from your mouth. Your breath hitched, eyes glistening with worry and hope.
Mingyu was all the more baffled to have heard such things from you. Your doubts, your fears, your feelings.
It’s new to him. All of this was new to him. He swore to himself that you hated him, and that's what kept himself away.
And now you're here, telling him how you feel, telling him things you wish to have just kept to yourself if you just went home, or just not attend at all—
“I do.”
Crack.
“What?” You mutter, your breath shaking. Startled through his cold answer.
“I hate you. We both know that.” He says, removing the contact of his elbows through the wooden ramp of their porch. His stance facing you as you look at him with curiosity.
“I hate you because you’re always clinging to my sister. You’re always letting her do things she wouldn't normally do. For getting out of her comfort zone." He says, seeping the assumption of him telling a whole list of why he hates you.
It’s only going to shatter you right here, right now.
“I hate you because you're such a know-it-all. You know how annoying you are when you’re like that?” He chatters, taking small steps closer towards you. His eyes pierced through you with intention.
“I hate you because you know how to fight back. Ways so snarky and defensive. Your complaints are pretentious and deafening.” He scoffs. Taking another step closer.
Bit by bit, his words start to dig into your heart. Feeling all walls crash to you each step he has taken.
It’s suffocating, it's baffling.
Though, you couldn't be expecting a good outcome from the man who you never once deemed a friend.
…
..
.
“And honestly, that made me realize how cool you actually are. And that got me jealous.” Another creak on the wooden floor.
“It made me reasonably look up to you.”
One last step. As if you're completely towered by him.
“and worse of all. I hate you,”
and Silence. You couldn't ponder for a more rational approach. Hell, you couldn't even think of anything at this point. All the things grazing in your mind were countless blurs and just incoherence. You couldn't get yourself to speak up and spit a genius counter. All you could do against him was stay silent as he took a deep breath before continuing his words.
“Because it took years for me to finally tell you that I love you. For the longest time.”
That, you didn't expect.
Your eyes whip up to meet his mellowed eyes, staring directly at you. With intentions and wants.
He wants for himself to be closer…and more closer to you.
You could feel your chest pumping rapidly, your breath hitching at the overwhelming feelings stirring up in your stomach. Your mind was fully blurry at this point, nothing in it but him, Kim Mingyu. The menace he is.
You kept your gaze onto him, freezing your expression as he gently held your hand. The contact of his warmth sends shivers down your spine. Slowly holding it up as his head lowers down, his soft lips fervently pressing on the dropped down temperature of her hand.
“Telling you that I love you…the same time I have to say goodbye.” He whispered, adding to his previous confession.
This is where you processed it. The entirety of it. His words, his intentions, his own wants match to your needs.
The need to have him this close, that's what you need right now.
Because after all this time, he wanted you just as much as you wanted him.
And that is enough for you to know that whatever this is between you, isn't one-sided anymore. Or never at all at this point.
He holds onto your hand for dear life as he leans closer. His eyes drop down to gaze at your plump lips with fervent need.
“I want you, Y/N.” He whispers. Filled with honeys and sweets and your heart makes mellow beats while you perk up a grin with evident anticipation.
“Please…” He adds, his voice lowering in tone. Shaking almost. Transferring your soft hands to cup the side of his face with ease. Slowly pulling him closer to your embrace.
“Mingyu…” You whisper mellowly, eyes meeting him, desperately seizing you in this distance.
“I have wanted you for the longest time.” He blurts out, interrupting your words for a few seconds until he couldn't get the right capacity in his brain to process any more words of longing as he lunges in and breaks the distance. “More than you think.” His lips have finally met yours in a passionate kiss.
Both mouths mold to each other in complete unison. He moves his hands up to your hips and pulls her even closer to him, pressing his whole body against yours too in order to feel her skin to skin contact.
He pulls back slightly, just so he can get a few words out in between his kisses on her lips. "I need you to be mine." he whispers softly, a slight desperation in his tone as he pulls you close again, kissing you once more. His tongue makes a leeway to explore your own as you feel your mind and stomach daze into wondrous bliss. Body suddenly feeling as if it fell from the clouds landing onto a pile of soft petals of daisies and tulips sending you into utter euphoria.
This is what you wanted. This is what you needed.
Now, feeling breathless under his grasp. You finally managed to inhale sharply, taking the initiative to pull yourself back from the contact with the close distance still intact. Panting from the pressure and brain cloudy from that whole instance. You felt your stomach churning and twisting as you took each breath to process that you really just kissed Kim Mingyu.
There was silence between the two of you. The only noise being the chatter and laughter happening inside Mingyus’ abode as the both of you stare into consciousness.
All you could play in your head were his soft whispers of being yours. He wants you, and you, and you, and you—
“Y/N.”
You snap out of your imaginative trance as your eyes dart up onto his face, looking down at you in another crave to taste your lips once more.
But he refused to dig it himself. Instead, he just held your face. Carefully. His thumbs rubbing your cheeks with soft grace.
“I want you. I love you. I don't wanna leave you.” He chanted almost everything he felt, causing your heart to mellow at his honeydew words. The edges of your lips creeping up into a smile, leaning close to him to have your foreheads touching.
“I don't want you to leave either,” you start, your smile slowly faltering. “But…we both know you have to.” You retort. Your tone lingering with disappointment, kicking back to the reality of it all. “This is huge for you.”
His thumbs began to rub extremely slowly as he muttered the words, “I’ll take you with me.” Causing you to slightly widen your eyes at him, startled.
“Mingyu, you can’t—”
“I know I can't.” He huffs, “Just please, stay with me for now. I’ll leave tomorrow, and I all I want to be with you right now…fuck.” He hissed by the end, transferring his hands as it held your waist. Pulling you into his embrace.
This is the first time you have felt Mingyu’s need.
And it’s solely for you.
Though you have known before that after this, and for the days leading on, you will have to endure the moments without his presence. He’s going to a prestigious university and you are left here with your best friend, who’s also his beloved sister.
One more year wouldn't be that bad.
“I'll come to you after I graduate,” You mumble through the fabric of his shirt, causing him to perk up a smile as he tightens the embrace.
“I promise you that.” You finish with a smile.
…
You and Mingyu finally made amends and had a passionate talk about your own futures and plans with mutual bonds and respect. Both of you finally decided to get back inside the party, with him opening the door for you. Taking a step foot into his home with giggles and smiles then immediately stopping at the sight that welcomed them.
Mingyu raises a brow at his sister alongside almost every guest within the party looking at their way with sly smirks and teasing grins.
“Uhm… Gyuri?”
Sophia widens her eyes, acting clueless. “What?”
“What's going on?” He questions once more. His hand lightly grazed up to hold yours at his back, wanting the people at front to see the contact.
But they already knew what's up.
“Well…” Gyuri widens a beam as she inhales before continuing. “Not only did you get into Harvard… But you also got yourself a girlfriend?!” She broadcasts with evident ecstasy. Causing almost all of his relatives, friends, and family to celebrate and cheer that caused the both of you and Mingyu to stare in confusion.
“Wait, what are—”
“Oh don't worry dear brother.” She grinned slyly, reaching ear to ear.
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✩˖. ˖˙ ❝ As Mingyu sets up a farewell party before his leave for college. He finally gets the courage to have one last chat with the person who he dearly hates and deeply adores. ❝
Established e2l, best friend's brother trope, kinda angst with fluff ending, both of them being an overthinking mess, Gyuri as Mingyu's sister >_< Warnings— confrontation scene is kinda corny but bear w me, Sloppy writing but again, bear with me. + anything else I forgot :P wc— 3.6k
note — I've written this a year ago and finished it like a few month back portraying another idol(Sunghoon) but I changed it to Mingyu the last minute bc I haven't been updated w Enhypen nowadays and I wanna focus on posting svt-related fics :'( Did some small tweaks here and there since I genuinely really liked how I wrote this fic and thought, "Wow, I should post this." and I did. 😁
Mingyu delightfully chatters with the guests, his eyes couldn't stop darting your way as you talk to his sister. The curves of your lips senses the enjoyment of your current conversation, the way your eyes sparkled at whatever his sister was saying, and the way how gentle you sip your drink as your eyes never left on his sister's talky figure. This observation felt odd to him since why would he take notice of you, sipping your drink? And why isn't he paying attention to what his mom's friend has to say?
Even if Mingyu’s eyes are forcing itself to glue onto the nice woman in front of him, the one who stuck mostly is you, in his mind.
He felt devastated, to say the least. The thought of not teasing and annoying you for a long time, and most importantly,
not seeing you for a very... long time.
As the thought progresses in his head, the more his heart sinks at every ounce of your presence dissipating into his life.
Despite that, what he fears right at this moment is you forgetting that very presence of him in your life.
As much as him slowly forgetting you haunts him (which is impossible now considering you have forever been engraved in this man's mind and soul), what trickles him more to despair is that if you forget him, he becomes a nobody into your vision. Possibly his life.
So how? How would he be able to tell you that he doesn't want you to forget him, and that you should be aware that he cherishes you, so much. Maybe even too much.
As the conversation came to its end, relieved that the woman didn't suspect the man's uninterest towards her blabber. Mingyu finally came to an impulsive courage to look for you, tell him how he feels, and probably start a relationship with you? Who knows? He'll make sure to maintain a long distance relationship with you even if things get busy.
As long as he's doing it for you, he won't hesitate for anything.
However, as minutes passed, he looked back to where he last saw you.
You were gone.
Mingyu's house isn't huge, so he might be able to spot you at some corner in no time.
Although he looked everywhere and every corner inside the home.
Still no sign of you.
Where are you? Did you go home?
…
..
.
Did he miss his chance?
Not even daring himself to ask anyone about your whereabouts, his emotions quickly transformed into a gloomy blob, in an attempt to remain wobbled down and never move for the rest of the event too much to his dismay of finally losing you from his life.
Though he couldn't stand the embarrassment of his emotions overcoming his actions.
So, he kept it in.
He explored everything within these house walls without receiving concern on the guests' ends. He knew every room and place by heart from childhood, yet he still had the initial thought that you must've gone home already.
As he felt his heart dripping tears, he made his way outside his house, in hopes to see you outside at the very least, if you left, just leaving, or you might be outside right at this moment. He would wonder if he would make it out in the same nick of time as yours, not wanting to expect your figure already gone so early in the evening.
When Mingyu twisted the knob and pushed the door, he was met with your gasp, "Huh!—” turning your head in a panic from the tense creak of their front door.
Mingyu's heart immediately quickens, a feel of an arrow penetrating his chest as he lays his eyes down on your intense state, sitting down on a stair.
A noise that quickly makes his heart leap. Thank goodness, really.
"I thought you left?" Mingyu calmly, yet his cheeky smile never seemed to fade.
"I was just about to.." You responded, eyes shifting to the other house across the street.
"Oh."
His eyes followed yours as it landed on the same house you were still looking at. Thus, creating dead silence within your bubble area..
The silence didn't seem welcoming to you, as if Mingyu was fed up with your presence. You have always felt that his uninterest for you was always evident. They all felt real, and the way his eyes look at you with pure intimidation gets off with barely ease.
Yes, the silly banters still happen. Yet as time passes by you feel convinced that he progressively decreases his fondness of you.
You only came to realize this when you started to notice every bit of his actions and demeanors.
The way he avoids you, the way his eyes barely look into your way anymore when you tell him a snarky comeback you feel proudest to even say…
And the way he barely even talks to you in general.
Which was already odd to say the least, you would never observe someone this close before.
Yet here you are.
These observations you had discovered within Mingyu completely changed how you were around him. Sure the bickering and playful hatred stayed, yet those times couldn't stop you from overthinking that maybe you have gone too far with your words? Gradually being aware about the peculiar feelings for the man.
You’re still aware, of course. However, you have no idea what you want to be for him.
In some certain aspects, you crave for his attention...maybe a lot. As humiliating as it sounds.
Subconsciously imagining holding his warm hands similar to what happened back to the day you exactly started to overthink how you see your dearest best friend's obnoxious brother.
It's scary. It's dreamy.
It's everything you wish you never wanted.
Despite all this, you figured that anything close to being equals would be impossible to happen now. Since Mingyu seemed to not seek your presence around anymore. Even for just one small talk that consists of nothing but insults.
He was starting to avoid you for weeks, not even saying a word when you attempted to say hello.
It left an unhealed wound inside your heart. Even with this. You still attended his farewell party in hopes to see him one last time, even from afar(Also his sister invited you).
Seeing him again after weeks, makes you feel somewhat… humiliated.
As if every time you land a gaze at his way, you felt like falling to a pit once more. Rock bottom.
"We...Well, I...I should go now." You quickly stood up to your feet with anxious heaves of breaths, not wanting to prolong the awkward air.
He watches you, perplexed. "Huh— what? Already?" Mingyu stutters, his eyes shifting his gaze onto you with faint disbelief.
As he watches you about to take a step out of their porch, Mingyu mutters a word that you hear inaudibly.
You turn around subconsciously to see the man's figure startled as your eyes meet his, as if you had heard him mutter something about you.
"I'm sorry..."
"Huh? What do you mean?" you raised a brow.
"I said that you should go if you want but I also said I didn't want you to go and that—"
"You told me not to go?"
"Kinda..? I thought... you heard me say that…"
Your lips fight to plaster a small smile, still awkward, but still warm. "I didn't."
Mingyu inhales sharply, his heart thudding from the inside, "Well, don't go... just yet. We should talk."
Your body shifted to his direction, endeared by his bashful demeanor despite his body looking utterly intimidating to an outer view. Your chest feels relaxed at the thought of Mingyu finally having the means to talk to you even after his unexplained ghosting.
You joined him, your best friend, who's leaning forward onto their porch ramp beside him.
"Congratulations, by the way." You started, following his gaze into the nowhere streets of the neighborhood.
Mingyu felt the temperature rising in his cheeks, the genuine smile he shows at your greeting sets your heart at bay. Mirroring his sweet smile you always do enjoy and engraved.
"Thank you." He beamed, blinking onto your view beside him, then darting his vision in front.
Silence bloomed over once more. Subtly queasing over the small twists and turns your stomach was doing being just a few meters beside Mingyu.
"Congratulations to you too." he adds, finally dissipating the awkward feeling in your stomach and for what it seemed to be for the both of you. Receiving a questioning look shifting onto him.
"For what?" You laughed anxiously.
"You won't get to see this handsomely infuriating face anymore,"
You rolled your eyes and scoffed at his response. It was typical of him to have thought about it anyway. Though, you’ll miss it. Miss these moments with him.
You fix your composure as you feel your back slightly aching now, maybe the posture wasn't that daring to see when Mingyu went out through the door and met with your figure. But oh well.
“Wow.” You sneak out a short chuckle. You didn't know why but something about reliving the banters with Mingyu just made this whole lighthearted talk quite upsetting.
Mingyu was quick to catch the light flickering out of your tone, just by the forced chuckle alone. It made him… visibly concerned.
He shifts his gaze onto you once more, all while you were set to check up on the cutes-y house down by the road. Watching Mingyu’s beam slowly falter from your peripheral vision.
“Something on your mind?” He asks, sounding genuinely worried that got you feeling all the more gloomy.
You whip your head to look at him with widened eyes. You clearly didn't want to set off that vibe but you did, and the man read that all too well.
“No… I mean, No.” You clarify, laughing off with a slight curve on your lips to disregard the small crack in your heart.
Mingyu scoffed, unconvinced and skeptical, “I know that tone of yours. You're not fine.” He said.
Since when did he know that? You ask yourself, furrowing a brow at him.
You were silent, the air between you was silent, and it only confirmed Mingyu’s assumption.
He heaves out a sigh, darting his gaze to the house across the street, relaxing his shoulders and elbows as he leaned comfortable by the ramp.
“Look, I don't know if you're sad that I’m leaving and all… Since we never really haven't been in talking for awh—”
“I’m sorry.”
“Huh?” Mingyu blinked,
“I’m just, sorry.”
“Why are you sorry?”
“Cause you're like that!” You exclaimed, raising your brows in defense. You felt a bit of heat rising through your temper for absolutely no reason. You were upset, yes, but in no way was it valid for you to let it all out on the guy who barely did anything to you.
If ever, you should be putting all this anger to yourself. On how long it took for you to realize that you might actually… I miss him too much.
“You hate me, right?” you asked, but the man knew that was a rhetorical question. “You don't like me. In fact, you hate me. You didn't like it when I'm within the walls of your comforting space. You hate it when I’m closer to your sister than you are with her. You hate me because I’m considered as someone who’d only give nothing but bad things to your sister who’s so pure and innocent.”
“And you know, I hate you too. For being so protective and always pulling me down a slippery slope. Calling me names to convince Sophia that I’m nothing but a pot of bad luck. I fucking hated it whenever you steal my favorite spot at my favorite café.”
“And you know… our reasons aren't all that bad. It’s nothing big, you don't hate me cause I made a huge mistake, and vice versa. And then we have our moments when we got along, shared a laugh, and worked together.” She scoffs out a laugh, it seemed sarcastic and demeaning that Mingyu sensed understandably.
“And then after actually getting along. You’d take a step back and pretend nothing happened. Like we’re back to square one of heated arguments and bickering.”
“I should hate you, I really should, but I couldn't. Not when I see your presence and feel myself fumbling through the clouds with a thudding chest. I hate you, but why? Is it because you see me as a bad influence? Is it because of your intended stealing of my favorite seat? Or is it that you made me feel things I don't wanna feel?”
There was another silence. Mingyu couldn't really speak out about his thoughts. It was all too sudden. You were all too sudden.
“And—And now we're here. I’m attending your farewell party and then we’re talking like old pals again.” Your lips curved into a forcing smile, at least you were finding a bright side in all of this. Yet… it still cost nothing.
Mingyu was just there, standing. His eyes staring with confusion alongside a plethora of questions. He understood your outburst well, but his mind is utterly conflicted whether or not you were implying something he hoped you were trying to imply.
“What are you trying to say right now?” Was all the man could muster. He was just as baffled as you are quite frankly.
You knew that quite well, since you also didn't expect those thoughts to become verbal. All for him to hear.
You took a deep breath. “What I'm trying to say is, I like you. I like you so much.” You pause, now keeping the time to gather your thoughts.
“And it kills me slightly that you’ll never see me that way, because all I am to you is that I’m your sister’s annoying best friend.”
Mingyu stares, opens his mouth and closes it once more. He didn't know what to say. The thoughts in his mind were scribbling elsewhere with jumbled letters he couldn't muster anymore.
All he knew was his heart was beating. Fast.
You look down to the wooden floor, then darting up to take a look on his face. A face that’ll confirm your rejection. A face that shows so much confusement and annoyance.
“Do you hate me?”
All that took was for Mingyu to finally hit himself in his own senses by the words left from your mouth. Your breath hitched, eyes glistening with worry and hope.
Mingyu was all the more baffled to have heard such things from you. Your doubts, your fears, your feelings.
It’s new to him. All of this was new to him. He swore to himself that you hated him, and that's what kept himself away.
And now you're here, telling him how you feel, telling him things you wish to have just kept to yourself if you just went home, or just not attend at all—
“I do.”
Crack.
“What?” You mutter, your breath shaking. Startled through his cold answer.
“I hate you. We both know that.” He says, removing the contact of his elbows through the wooden ramp of their porch. His stance facing you as you look at him with curiosity.
“I hate you because you’re always clinging to my sister. You’re always letting her do things she wouldn't normally do. For getting out of her comfort zone." He says, seeping the assumption of him telling a whole list of why he hates you.
It’s only going to shatter you right here, right now.
“I hate you because you're such a know-it-all. You know how annoying you are when you’re like that?” He chatters, taking small steps closer towards you. His eyes pierced through you with intention.
“I hate you because you know how to fight back. Ways so snarky and defensive. Your complaints are pretentious and deafening.” He scoffs. Taking another step closer.
Bit by bit, his words start to dig into your heart. Feeling all walls crash to you each step he has taken.
It’s suffocating, it's baffling.
Though, you couldn't be expecting a good outcome from the man who you never once deemed a friend.
…
..
.
“And honestly, that made me realize how cool you actually are. And that got me jealous.” Another creak on the wooden floor.
“It made me reasonably look up to you.”
One last step. As if you're completely towered by him.
“and worse of all. I hate you,”
and Silence. You couldn't ponder for a more rational approach. Hell, you couldn't even think of anything at this point. All the things grazing in your mind were countless blurs and just incoherence. You couldn't get yourself to speak up and spit a genius counter. All you could do against him was stay silent as he took a deep breath before continuing his words.
“Because it took years for me to finally tell you that I love you. For the longest time.”
That, you didn't expect.
Your eyes whip up to meet his mellowed eyes, staring directly at you. With intentions and wants.
He wants for himself to be closer…and more closer to you.
You could feel your chest pumping rapidly, your breath hitching at the overwhelming feelings stirring up in your stomach. Your mind was fully blurry at this point, nothing in it but him, Kim Mingyu. The menace he is.
You kept your gaze onto him, freezing your expression as he gently held your hand. The contact of his warmth sends shivers down your spine. Slowly holding it up as his head lowers down, his soft lips fervently pressing on the dropped down temperature of her hand.
“Telling you that I love you…the same time I have to say goodbye.” He whispered, adding to his previous confession.
This is where you processed it. The entirety of it. His words, his intentions, his own wants match to your needs.
The need to have him this close, that's what you need right now.
Because after all this time, he wanted you just as much as you wanted him.
And that is enough for you to know that whatever this is between you, isn't one-sided anymore. Or never at all at this point.
He holds onto your hand for dear life as he leans closer. His eyes drop down to gaze at your plump lips with fervent need.
“I want you, Y/N.” He whispers. Filled with honeys and sweets and your heart makes mellow beats while you perk up a grin with evident anticipation.
“Please…” He adds, his voice lowering in tone. Shaking almost. Transferring your soft hands to cup the side of his face with ease. Slowly pulling him closer to your embrace.
“Mingyu…” You whisper mellowly, eyes meeting him, desperately seizing you in this distance.
“I have wanted you for the longest time.” He blurts out, interrupting your words for a few seconds until he couldn't get the right capacity in his brain to process any more words of longing as he lunges in and breaks the distance. “More than you think.” His lips have finally met yours in a passionate kiss.
Both mouths mold to each other in complete unison. He moves his hands up to your hips and pulls her even closer to him, pressing his whole body against yours too in order to feel her skin to skin contact.
He pulls back slightly, just so he can get a few words out in between his kisses on her lips. "I need you to be mine." he whispers softly, a slight desperation in his tone as he pulls you close again, kissing you once more. His tongue makes a leeway to explore your own as you feel your mind and stomach daze into wondrous bliss. Body suddenly feeling as if it fell from the clouds landing onto a pile of soft petals of daisies and tulips sending you into utter euphoria.
This is what you wanted. This is what you needed.
Now, feeling breathless under his grasp. You finally managed to inhale sharply, taking the initiative to pull yourself back from the contact with the close distance still intact. Panting from the pressure and brain cloudy from that whole instance. You felt your stomach churning and twisting as you took each breath to process that you really just kissed Kim Mingyu.
There was silence between the two of you. The only noise being the chatter and laughter happening inside Mingyus’ abode as the both of you stare into consciousness.
All you could play in your head were his soft whispers of being yours. He wants you, and you, and you, and you—
“Y/N.”
You snap out of your imaginative trance as your eyes dart up onto his face, looking down at you in another crave to taste your lips once more.
But he refused to dig it himself. Instead, he just held your face. Carefully. His thumbs rubbing your cheeks with soft grace.
“I want you. I love you. I don't wanna leave you.” He chanted almost everything he felt, causing your heart to mellow at his honeydew words. The edges of your lips creeping up into a smile, leaning close to him to have your foreheads touching.
“I don't want you to leave either,” you start, your smile slowly faltering. “But…we both know you have to.” You retort. Your tone lingering with disappointment, kicking back to the reality of it all. “This is huge for you.”
His thumbs began to rub extremely slowly as he muttered the words, “I’ll take you with me.” Causing you to slightly widen your eyes at him, startled.
“Mingyu, you can’t—”
“I know I can't.” He huffs, “Just please, stay with me for now. I’ll leave tomorrow, and I all I want to be with you right now…fuck.” He hissed by the end, transferring his hands as it held your waist. Pulling you into his embrace.
This is the first time you have felt Mingyu’s need.
And it’s solely for you.
Though you have known before that after this, and for the days leading on, you will have to endure the moments without his presence. He’s going to a prestigious university and you are left here with your best friend, who’s also his beloved sister.
One more year wouldn't be that bad.
“I'll come to you after I graduate,” You mumble through the fabric of his shirt, causing him to perk up a smile as he tightens the embrace.
“I promise you that.” You finish with a smile.
…
You and Mingyu finally made amends and had a passionate talk about your own futures and plans with mutual bonds and respect. Both of you finally decided to get back inside the party, with him opening the door for you. Taking a step foot into his home with giggles and smiles then immediately stopping at the sight that welcomed them.
Mingyu raises a brow at his sister alongside almost every guest within the party looking at their way with sly smirks and teasing grins.
“Uhm… Gyuri?”
Sophia widens her eyes, acting clueless. “What?”
“What's going on?” He questions once more. His hand lightly grazed up to hold yours at his back, wanting the people at front to see the contact.
But they already knew what's up.
“Well…” Gyuri widens a beam as she inhales before continuing. “Not only did you get into Harvard… But you also got yourself a girlfriend?!” She broadcasts with evident ecstasy. Causing almost all of his relatives, friends, and family to celebrate and cheer that caused the both of you and Mingyu to stare in confusion.
“Wait, what are—”
“Oh don't worry dear brother.” She grinned slyly, reaching ear to ear.