Eikƶ aikani tƤynnƤ jo ois | BODY DISCOVERY | Reaction
Jorma was horrified when heād found the first body. Then, as if from a nightmare, everyone heard it. What was no doubt the second body discovery rung out. ā¦Two? Are you kidding?! Such a motive andā andā¦ there was no excuse, whoever killed two was a straight-outĀ madman! there was no wayā¦Ā
And after heād seen Ume dead, tooā¦ Both Marita and Ume, who he barely knew but still found sweet, innocent girlsā¦ Just when heād already felt like his ribcage was squeezing his insides, trying to smother his pained heartā¦ And his breathing already felt difficultā¦ There was a third ring. And he ran to the spot, only to feel time freeze.Ā
ā¦Tomomi. Just a while ago, theyād been in her birthday party. Sheād eaten the cake Jorma made, sheād smiled and heādā¦ heād promised to look after her like a big brother. Heādā¦ promised heādā¦ ā¦ā¦Make her cakeā¦ againā¦Ā
He stood, but only for a while. Silently he walked over to her, kneeling down, and with a trembling hand he reached out to touch her neck, careful as if afraid sheād shatter from a single touchā¦ā¦.
The only heartbeat he felt was his own, thundering in his chest and mocking him. Laughing in his face that while she, someone innocent, was dead, he still lived. ā¦Hah. Whatā¦ a cruel jokeā¦
Before he knew it, his eyes were filled with tears. He forgot whatever he was thinking. In fact, if he had been thinking he would have only noted that he had not a single thought in his head. His body shook, his face twitched and eventually, he moved enough to sit down on his calves.Ā
He stared at the body with a blank look. Until he finally looked down at his lap, and at his own hands. And then, a soft noise left his throat. It didnāt take anyone long to realize the man was weeping. Tears poured down his face, and all that left his mouth for a while was sobs and hiccups.Ā
"ā¦T-Tomomiā¦ Iām so sorryā¦ Iām so, so sorryā¦ I was supposed t-to look after youā¦ Iā¦ I p-promised Iādā¦ b-be your big brotherā¦ Iā¦"
His sadness faded away in the blink of an eye and he suddenly jumped up and glared at everyone with hate nobody had ever seen in the wifecarrierās eyes. It was amazing how someone so kind could suddenly look soā¦ terrifying.Ā
"ā¦ā¦Who the fuck did this?! Who the fuck killed her?! Iāll fucking tear you apart, oh I swear I will! You wonāt be alive to go through the fucking execution after Iām done ripping your limbs off, goddamn son of a bitchā! Saatanan vittu helvetti nyt saa jumalauta riittƤƤ mƤ revin koko sakin paskaks jos on pakkoā!ā
The previous hostility seemed to melt away after a short outburst, and he fell back to his knees, as if all his knowledge on using his body was taken away. He looked absolutely pathetic this time, no previous rage visible.Ā
"ā¦.Iām so sorry Iāmā¦ Iām such a fucking failureā¦! Iām sorry, Iām so fucking sorry you ever met me, Iām sorry, this is my fault, anyone I care for isā! Iām so sorry, so so sorryā¦ I n-never should haveā¦ e-even spoken t-to you, Iāmā¦ so sorryā¦ Iām sorry, I should have diedā¦ I should have died firstā¦ I should have been theĀ onlyĀ one to dieā¦!ā
Curling up on the ground, he just continued his despair-filled sobbing. He seemed to snarl at anyone who got near to Tomomi, eventually lifting up her body and laying her on his lap, hugging her tightly.Ā
ā¦It seemed like he finally lost it. What was his problem, anyway?
