Exposed

1. VISION - have an idea, image, dream, wish, picture of what you say you want. Having some initial concept or vision.

2. DESIRE - this goes hand in hand with the idea of excitement. The things that you see that you say you want must be accompanied by a strong energy, emotion. That energizes the vision. Pumps energy into it. Emotion = Energy in Motion. Strong, intense all consuming desire for the Manifestation of that reality.

3. BELIEF - you must know, explore, examine within yourself that you have the belief that it is POSSIBLE to manifest this thing. That you DESERVE this thing. Your beliefs are going to allow this thing to be possible. So get in touch with the idea of what you do believe, and find out what you would prefer to believe. Find out where the beliefs you had came from, why you insist (or have insisted) on maintaining them, why they have worked for you, why you are motivated to believe those definitions and determine in your imagination new definitions that are more representative of what you really desire. And then KNOW that those new beliefs are in effect, and that’s the 4th step…

4. ACCEPTANCE - you must totally accept yourself and the new belief as true, without question, without a shadow of a doubt. Just as you accepted the old belief. The first 4 steps are what you call, in effect, the

SET-UP. The last 3 are; Once you have the vision, the desire, the belief + accepted it totally, then you need…

5. The INTENTION - You must intend to manifest it. You can want something but not neccessarily intend it - with your will, with your focus to manifest it. It must be a conscious CHOICE. Not an effort, but a focus. This is also known as your conscious commandment of your reality. After that…

6. ACTION - you must act like you’re already in the state of that reality you want. You must BEHAVE as if the reality already exist in the present. You must do the things you would do in the way you would do them as if the reality already existed for you. You must GROUND all the vision, desire etc. in the actions that you do. So that your BEHAVIOR and YOUR BODY LANGUAGE are different than they used to be, and representative of the reality that you are now focused on. Rather than of the reality you no longer prefer. Because your body language is really telling what you believe you are capable of. And what you really believe exists for you at present. After you have build up that intense cloud of vision, that intense emotional desire, that crystal clear belief, after you have totally accepted that this is true for you, after you have focused your intention and have your actions to reflect it, you…

He removes his shirt and leans towards me.

I start panting and shivering. The aura of power that surrounds him is too strong to resist. I have to do what he says, no matter what. I just have to obey him.

He puts his hand on my leg. That and him being shirtless tells me all there is to know. He wants to fuck me. And I will let him, I know that. There is no way I can resist.

“Take your shirt off, white boy.” He says.

He doesn’t ask for any compensation for coming to my home and work for me. In fact, if I wanted,  he would pay for the privilege of coming over to serve me. Because he loves it. He enjoys the simplicity of being bossed around and putting his body on display for my viewing pleasure. He loves receiving orders and being told he’s a good boy when he finishes a task. He loves when he can see in my face that I’m pleased with him.

And more than anything, he loves when at the end of the day I call him inside, make him take a shower and take him to my bedroom. Being allowed to submit to my, giving himself entirely to me, to be used at my leisure, that’s what he really craves.

He arrives early on Saturday and gives me his clothes, keys, cellphone and wallet, and he starts working. Sometimes I stay home, bossing him around and watching him work in the nude. Sometimes, I go out and leave him working. It doesn’t matter, he knows what to do and does his best.

And then I return and take him to the bedroom. He lives to serve me, and my pleasure is what truly makes him happy. He sucks and gets sucked, fucks and gets sucked, he does anything he can to please me.

I make love with him exactly the way I want to, and then we both fall asleep.

On Sunday morning he brings me breakfast to bed, naked, and tends to me while I eat and after. There’s usually some lazy, slow lovemaking on Sundays, and after mealtime he’s ready to leave, thankful for the opportunity to have been my slave once more.

He knows that he will be allowed to serve his Master in more than just actions. He will give himself, his body, to fuck and be fucked just the way his Master wants, and he will find the greatest and purest pleasure in his life in doing it.

This is what he wants. To be allowed to be truly a slave, to belong to Him without any reserve, without any limit, to comply with all the desires of his Master.

This is the reason why he has been polishing his body to turn it into a sculpture of perfection, why he has been cultivating his mind to become as cult, as charming and interesting as he can be, why he has trained himself into the humblest and most sincere servitude.

It’s like a victory, like a triumph of himself over himself, when he finally conquered all the parts of him that were not a slave, when all that matters is submission and servitude, not bleak or weak but built on passion, burning deep inside him, giving him the strength and courage to become the true him.

The sentence went in a loop in Chase’s brain. He looked at the man’s eyes and felt his brain shutting down.

“Stop thinking.”

His body went on autopilot. He listened and obeyed without even realizing he was doing it. 

“Stop thinking.”

He took his clothes off.

He flexed his muscles, showing off for that stranger. Right then, right there, he was no longer a person, he was just a hot body without a mind of its own, ready to obey and be used.