Hello, I wanted to ask something about the HyperDarkAU, Is Hyper Shadow somewhat aware of the damage his actions cause to sonic? I get that he doesn't want to give up the bliss that is his Hyper form, but is he choosing to keep it despite hurting sonic or is he just not aware?
I would imagine that if he knew how much it hurt Sonic, he would try to help him, or is it that Dark Sonic hasn't told him? I can't come up with a good reason fon him not to tell Hyper Shadow, unless he told him, and because that would cause Shadow distress his Hyper form just instantly makes him forget?
There is so much to ponder in this AU I'm losing my mind, but loving every second of it. I can't wait to see what you have in store šš¤
I was thinking ādamn, all I talk is HyperDark Au, everyone must be bored at this pointā just to see this and the yapping is back on LOL
I tried to think in a nice way to explain this without being too ādisturbingā but i donāt think thereās a nice way to put it so;
Hyper Shadow really doesnāt have many of his memories, mostly the good ones from the Space Colony Ark and then some of his memories on earth, he doesnāt remember the massacre, Mariaās death or him trying to destroy the earth basically.
He does remember his feelings for Sonic, but before this whole mess he was really in denial of them, and tried to repress them as much as possible.
After turning Hyper, Shadow remembers loving Sonic, but in this state he doesnāt understand how heās hurting him, in his head Sonic is as perfect as ever, and he loves him, and some twisted part of him loves having him for himself all the time.
He likes bringing him comfort, he doesnāt think of it as being codependency but love, āhe keeps coming back, he stops struggling when I touch him, he looks at me with a smile, with adorationā
I just want to make sure itās clear that Shadow is really not aware of what heās doing and he sees everything as being all happy and perfect, itās kinda fucked up but again, I really want to express how reaching happiness but also losing yourself completely can ruin you.
I hope that answer your question!