synopsis: all sunghoon wanted was a calm year, he never imagined he would see his childhood best friend again, but how chaotic can things get? especially now that her friend group has ummmm… changed
warnings: none, some fluff, angsty if you squint
The next morning you woke up wrapped in sunghoon's arms, he looked so peaceful, you tried to slip out of the bed, trying not to wake him up. You felt the arm around your waist tighten, “where do you think you are going?” he asked you, his voice was raspy. “I'm going to make breakfast”, you said, turning to him, his eyes opened slightly only for him to close them again, “no” he said, pushing you closer to him, “let's stay like this for a minute”. his face rested on the crook of your neck. you chuckled and stroked his silky hair.
“but im hungry” you complained playfully. “Fine” he said, finally waking up, he opened his eyes and met yours, a smile appeared on his face, “I could wake up like this everyday for the rest of my life”, his hand caressed your cheek and then he pecked your lips softly. “I'm going to make us breakfast,” you said as you let go of him.
Did he really mean what he had just said? Of course you wouldn't mind at all, this was what you had wished for since you were 7, for sunghoon to look at you not just like a friend, you wanted to be more than his friend. Memories started appearing in your mind as you made some coffee.
“Why are you crying?” you heard a curious voice ask you. You lifted your head that was currently between your knees. Your eyes met his “why are you crying?” he asked again.
“Who are you?” you questioned back, “i asked you something first” he replied. You sniffed and wiped your tears with the sleeve of your sweater. “i don't want to be here, i want to go home”
His eyes were filled with curiosity, what did the girl who was crying in the neighborhood park meant by going home? This was his home, why couldn't it be yours too? He seated next to you, “but here is nice “, he said trying to cheer you up, “i'll make you feel like home here” he said proudly, this was his new mission.
“How will you do that?” you said between sniffs, “i don't even know who you are”. He extended his hand, “im park sunghoon”, you took his hand and responded, “im y/n”
“I think that is done”, you heard sunghoon’s sleepy voice come from behind you, snapping you out of your thoughts, you had been holding the coffee pot for a while now, “you okay?” he asked, a little concern could be heard in his voice. “yes” you said with a smile on your face.
“about what?” He took two mugs out and poured the coffee, “you” you said, this took him by surprise, a smirk appeared on his face. “oh really?” he said in a teasing tone as he took a seat, “tell me more” he took a sip of his mug, never breaking eye contact with you.
“i was thinking about the time we met”, you sat next to him, handing him a plate of the cake you had given him just yesterday. “you mean the day i found you crying in the park?” he asked mockingly, “you know, approaching you was not easy”
“why not?” you were genuinely curious, “because i was, am kind of shy, don't know if you had noticed” you chuckled and hit his shoulder lightly, “but you looked sad, i still remember your big puffy eyes, you said you missed your home”
“I still do,” you said looking down, “but somethings cannot be changed”, he knew what you meant, but decided to say nothing, he just hugged you, tears started forming in your eyes, every time you talked about your mother you got very emotional, you just couldn't help it.
“y/n” he said softly, placing both of his hands on your shoulders “look at me”. You met his eyes, “i will always be here for you, i won't let you push me away again”
“I promise to never leave your side again, ever”, he hugged you again, he kissed your head, and stroked your hair in a comforting way. But even having what you always had wished for, you felt guilty, because you weren't being totally honest with him. Even if he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you, you weren't sure if you wanted the same.
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