The hardest part about this for me is having to imagine you giving your body away to another girl. I can’t even imagine letting another man’s hand touch me right now or even think he could and I know that you’re gunna break any day now because you’re “backed up”. Watching our videos makes me sick. I know you kissed someone already. Like I never even mattered. Like none of that was ever important to you. No wonder you never made me finish because you were never able to make love to me you just wanted to bust a nut and the whole time I was giving you such an important part of me and that makes me so angry. Stupidest part is I would probably fuck if you asked me to because it’s the only way I could feel close to you right now. You basically hate me. You’re gunna use me and hurt me just like you did to Sonja to prove a point and that’s going to hurt me so much more than just not having you in the first place because how did it come to this? How did we get here?
