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Out of Bandages-it's been a blast!
Well, painful as it is to finally announce it, as of from tonight, I will dropping both Shizuka and Lissa from AURP. In one way it kills me, as I've had Shizuka in the group since it reopened in May 2013, I think it's time to finally have her bow out gracefully. However, I will be moving to an indie Shizuka blog at thecourgaetosee, and am more than happy to keep RPing with AURP members there. :3 (Providing you guys also have indies ahaha..)
As for Lissa, I never really got the chance to get into the character before the group went quiet again, and I think making her indie would just be easier, as it's more difficult to RP her in this 'slice of life' setting, fun as it is. So I'll also be making her indie, while keeping her URL. Again, you're all welcome to continue RPing with her there!
That said, I WILL be keeping Ran in the group. Partly to torment Shinichi (I love you <3) and partly because I have brilliant threads on her that I'm in no mood to drop just yet! Plus, with Ran as my ONLY affiliated muse, it'll be much easier to boost my activity on her without having to worry about Lissa and Shizuka getting caught out.
So, that's that really. If you ever want to talk outside of RP blogs you can find me on my personal, which will also have a list of my updated RP blogs too, and you're all welcome to interact in any way.
So stay cool AURP, and I'll see you on Ran's account!
~Shizuka
If there was one thing that was for sure it was that Hinata had never been good around girls. So of course having to sit next to one in the bus made him instantly fidgety which had already been an issue to the boy who was incapable of sitting still. A bump and a turn made him fall against the girl's shoulder, and immediately after he darted up in his seat with a "S-s-so-sow-sorrey!!" before he lost balance and fell down the aisle of the bus.
Tapping her foot lightly against the floor of the bus and humming softly to herself, Shizuka tried not to pay too much attention to the ball of energy beside her. While a little bemused at his antics, he was certainly far for the worst seatmate sheâd had on public transport. She had to admit though, his fidgeting make her a little wary. Trying not to be obvious about it, she peered at her reflection in the glass. Was there something on her face? Was that why the boy beside her couldnât sit still?
Surely he was that unused to girlsâŠright?Â
Suddenly the bus hit a bump, causing it to lurch slightly. Shizuka âyeepedâ as she was shoved against the window by more that just the movement of the bus.
"S-s-so-sow-sorrey!!"
She stood corrected.
About to reply and tell the boy not to worry about it, that it wasnât his fault in the first place, Shizuka winced as he toppled out of his seat and crashed into the aisle. Poor kid.
As people behind them began to titter in amusement, Shizuka whipped her head around and shot them a nasty stare, her usually kind face suddenly becoming a little scary as the unfamiliar expression settled across it. Whether it was that or the groan of pain, the ones laughing quickly quietened down, looking away. Sighing, Shizuka carefully scooted to the edge of the seat and offered Hinata her hand, her usual soft smile in place.
"Are you alright? Here, give your hand, let me help you up, ne?"
What would you choose to be the theme song for your character?
OOC: Hey There Anon! I have a few....well, more than a few, but my top one would be:
Rabbit Heart-Florence and the Machine
(I'll make a bigger list next Munday if you're interested, yush!)
Out of Bandages
Well, it's been a while AURP. OTL
I am trash, that's really all that can be said about my inactivity as of late, really! (Well, besides for my vacation, but shh) Although now that I'm back in Ireland, that's gonna change! I know I owe Haruka/Honoha and Takiko on Shizuka, Shinichi (*falls on face*) and Ino (let's badmouth Shinichi some more!) on Ran and .....just Owain on Lissa.Â
So, I'll try and get those out of the way within the next week and post up some open starters (because I'm far to jetlagged to plot coherently) soon. Hopefully I'll get back into the swing of things again soon!
Stay awesome AURP! ~Shizuka

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A Chance Reunion | Shizuka & Konoha
A strange place, an unknown city; people staring at him like he was some sort of madman when he tried asking the simplest things. âWhere am I?â (Bunkyo he had come to realise), âwhat is that?â (an ambulance - that one had caused him the strangest looks so far), âwhat is âpoliceâ?â (to which the person in question had abandoned him on the spot without even explaining). For the time being Konoha had decided to lay low for a bit because people seemed to just become annoyed with his constant questions rather than help him find answers.
But yet he still stood out like a sore thumb. He had thought that he was fairly normal when stuck in that room alone, but once he came out here even he could see that he was the weird one. Countless of stares from everyone he passed wasnât even necessary to tell him that much. Which only gave him even more questions: why was he so different from everyone else? There had to be a reason behind, right?
A very small sound of something falling caught his attention although it was almost drowned out in the noise of the city. Looking down Konoha noticed a small pocket book with a card inside. âStudent IDâ it read, alongside a name and a picture - a quick skimming of the area later he soon located a brown haired girl looking much like the one in the picture, and less than an instant later he had moved behind the girl in question, a walk that would have taken any ordinary person at least a few seconds.
"ShizukaâŠchan?" he called out the name he had read, not entirely sure about honorifics. They were getting all jumbled up in his head and he wasnât sure which was appropriate to use, so he had just gone for whatever felt right. Konoha then held out the card for her to take, no further explanation granted at all.
Haruka was dead. Dead, only a few weeks after moving to Bunkyo. And even though Shizuka had known the older boy for those few weeks, it cut as deeply as though shed known him all her life. For the first few days she'd been inconsolable, almost considering leaving Bunkyo and Ouran altogether, too many painful memories in the one place. But what good would that have done? She'd still have been in pain, but away from the new friends she'd made. It would have been different if she had been able to back to Domino and her brother, but that was impossible.
Now, despite her grief for her friend, Shizuka found herself almost unable to cry. They urge to cry was there, but the tears would no longer come. Now, she looked like a shadow of the girl she had been, dark shadows under red-rimmed eyes, said eyes now a dull muddy colour instead of their usual vibrant hazel. Her whole demeanour spoke of someone who was almost utterly defeated.Â
Walking listlessly down the street, Shizuka didn't notice her ID card slip from the book in her hand and onto the ground. Sighing softly, she ran a hand through her bangs. This was silly....Haruka wouldn't want her to be this sad....would he? Again, she cursed herself for not getting to know the other before he....before what had happened. "Haruka...." she whispered softly, not realizing that she was speaking aloud, jumping when she suddenly got a response.
"ShizukaâŠchan?"
She stopped short, her breath catching and heart skipping a beat. That voice....it sounded so familiar! Not quite how her remembered it, but still similar enough to his....to Haruka's...Did that mean?
"Haruka! You-!" She spun around with a hopeful expression on her face, a ghost of a smile on her lips. Only for that expression to fall away as she she got a good look at the boy in front of her, holding out her fallen ID card. He looked a little like Haruka..but that wasn't him. What a cruel trick of fate. "You're not Haruka...." Shizuka let out a bitter laugh which sounded almost like a sob. She was such an idiot. The dead couldn't come back, after all.
What was your muse's wish for Tanabata? What other wishes were they considering making?
"MyâŠ.wishâŠ.?"
Shizuka looked down at her feet, eyes red rimmed and wet. Thatâs right, the Tanabata festivalâŠ.the wish making festival. She intending on going and wishing for her brother to come visit herâŠ.or for Saguru to come back. Selfish reasons, really.
Especially when sheâd heard of Harukaâs death.
It was almost like a nightmare, that a boy sheâd been talking to just a few days ago was now deadâŠ.gone. Shizuka would never see him again, never get to show him around Bunkyo, never hear him call her âShizuka-chanâ again. But it was no dream, the pain in her heart confirming as much. Haruka was deadâŠ.and no wish could raise the dead.
"I didnât wish for anythingâŠ..wishingâs just for silly kidsâŠ.they donât come trueâŠ"
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"A Tanabata festival, ne?" Shizuka looked at the poster on the noticeboard, smiling slightly. It had been a while since any festivals of note, it would be a good opportunity to kick back a little and enjoy herself.
Plus, Tanabata was special for a whole other reason. It was the festival of wishes, or course. A festival that was dear to her heart for so many reasons. When she was younger, she used to wish for her parents to get back together and live with her brother, then it change to wishing her eyes would heal. Now...
"Hmm...maybe I should go make a wish..." she murmured, smiling to herself, almost sadly. "It's worth a shot....even if only one of my wishes ever came true...maybe I'll get lucky again? Maybe..."
A Chance Encounter // Haruka and Shizuka
The brief grimacing face she was making passed Haruka completely by as he was already lost in the memories from his trip to the city, recalling those small things he had noticed in the scenery that passed by. âEverything went by so quickly~! But I did get some quick sketches when we were at the stations!â Eagerly the teen patted his bag in which his trusted sketchbook could always be found. As an artist you never knew when inspiration struck after all and had to be ready any time. It was kind of funny though, seeing her try so hard; when he had said that she could just use his first name, Haruka had just intended for her to make the adequate adjustments in honorific on her own, but it seemed his intentions had been misunderstood. Oh well, if it worked out in the end he didnât really mind.
Her evident surprise at the way he had addressed her caused him to be confused for a moment, as he should have thought his usage of honorific was pretty common - no, he knew that for a fact, so such a simple gesture should not possibly cause such a reaction⊠should it? Well, no matter what his thoughts on the matter were, facts told him that he was currently being thanked for something he thought was only natural. How was he supposed to react to something like that? âEhm⊠Youâre⊠welcome?â he responded a bit sheepishly, not sure if that was the right way of reaction.
Honestly it seemed like she was genuinely happy with it, so the boy figured he shouldnât put too much thought into it and just accept the knowledge that he had managed to make a random passer-by on the street feel at least a bit better. That was good enough of a cause for him at least. That was however also what ended up nagging in his conscience: Haruka trusted that her intentions were truly friendly which just made him feel even more torn between her enthusiasm and the limitations his body put on him.
Averting his eyes slightly from Shizukaâs gaze and fiddling with the hem of his shirt as if that would help him look for an answer, he was wondering. A tour of the city? Could he even do something like that? Probably not. Even if it was just leisure walking around it would probably exhaust him so much that he wouldnât even be able to traverse half of a city of this size, and no matter how much she argued against it something like that was bound to become a bother to Shizuka. Oh the other hand he didnât really feel that it was appropriate to drop all of his issues on a girl who was practically a complete stranger.
"No, it probably will," he finally ended deciding on, and although the smile never vanished from his face, by paying enough attention a small change could be noticed in, and it seemed a bit more strained. "I have a weak body, so if it suddenly gives out I will just become a bother to Shizuka-chan. It canât be helped, I guess." It was a shame though⊠something like a city tour sounded really interestingâŠ
Shizuka shook her head a little, still party bewildered and partly overjoyed at a simple honorific being added to her name. Sure, "-chan" was a some what common, and depending to the context, demeaning honorific, but she'd been addressed by it for as long as she could remember. In fact, it was only when she arrived at Bunkyo a year ago did people drop the '-chan' from her name and start calling her 'Shizuka-kun' or 'Shizuka-san.' Or even just plain 'Shizuka.' While she had no issues with how people addressed her (so long as it was done politely), it was still a bit of a thrill to be called 'Shizuka-chan' again after so so long. Although she would admit, her reaction was a bit over the top!
"Ah, forgive me, Haruka! I just....that reaction was silly of me, wasn't it? Sorry for being childish..." she mumbled, ducking her head in embarrassment. Sometimes...she really wished she didn't act so childishly, but after spending so long in hospital while she grew up, it was no real surprise that she tended to act a bit younger than her 15 years. That said, she also acted a lot older than 15 when the situation called for it, so maybe it was just a case of finding the right balance?
"I have a weak body, so if it suddenly gives out I will just become a bother to Shizuka-chan. It canât be helped, I guess."
Oh. So her offer of a tour of the city had been turned down. Strangely enough, it wasn't the refusal that bothered Shizuka, but the reasons for it. "Eh?! Ah, Haruka, I'm sorry! I....I didn't mean to...." Shizuka trailed off, her eyes filled with sympathetic tears. However, she quickly wiped them away, even if her voice still shook slightly as she spoke. "I didn't know that you....were so ill. I never would have guessed it, to be honest..." she murmured, looking at him guiltily. And it was true. While she had noted that the older boy was indeed pale, she had put it down to being his natural complexion and therefore out of her mind.
"It's none of my business...but are you badly ill?" she all but whispered, in so low a volume that Haruka could ignore the question if he so wished. After noting how his smile became strained, Shizuka wouldn't blame him for not wanting to answer.
"Even if something happened...you wouldn't be a bother though, Haruka. I...I like helping people so...I'd just worry that I would be enough of a help to you.." she trailed off, scuffing the toe of the shoe in the dirt, embarrassed and saddened by the new, all previous elation gone. "But, if there's anything I can do to help you, you'd let me know, right?"
1, 3, 20, 50!
1. Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.Â
Gomen ne Iiko ja Irarenai-Miku Sawai
Rottiâs Chapel Sermon-Repo! The Genetic Opera OST
Even Heaven Cries-Monrose
By My Side-Lorie
The Man Who Canât Be Moved-The Script
Honto no Jibun-Buono!
3. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.Â
"At night, he was the dispatcher for a taxicab company."-Small Steps-Louis Sachar
20. Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?Â
Not sure and nope. In that order. XD
50.  Basic question; whatâs your favorite color/colors?Â
Pink and orange, generally. But I also like purple tooâŠ
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18, 21, 27, and 43^^
18. Whatâs a sound you hate; a sound you love?
Sound I hate: Blackboard screeching. >A< Sound I love: âŠDoes Fire Emblem Awakeningâs soundtrack count? owo
21. Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.Â
Right arm: Laptop screen. Left arm: Duvet cover
27. What was the last movie you saw?Â
I saw some of The Golden Compass on Saturday night, if that counts.
43. Whatâs a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?Â
Hmmm, either Ăde Ă by Rasmus Seebach or Standing Outside the Fire by Garth Brooks, yush.

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This is the most unique one I've seen, please yes.
1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
4) What do you think about most?
5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
6) Do you have any strange phobias?
7) What's your religion?
8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
10) What was the last lie you told?
11) Do you believe in karma?
12) What does your URL mean?
13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
14) Who is your celebrity crush?
15) How do you vent your anger?
16) Do you have a collection of anything?
17) Are you happy with the person you've become?
18) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
19) What's your biggest "what if"?
20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
22) Smell the air. What do you smell?
23) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?
25) To you, what is the meaning of life?
26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
27) What was the last movie you saw?
28) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
29) Do you have any obsessions right now?
30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
32) What is your astrological sign?
33) What's the last thing you purchased?
34) Love or lust?
35) In a relationship?
36) How many relationships have you had?
37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
38) Where is your best friend?
39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
42) You are at the doctorâs office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
43) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
45) How can I win your heart?
46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word "heart."
50) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
51) What is your current desktop picture?
52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
53) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
59) Ever been on a plane?
60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.
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Ehehehe ⥠(you should have seen it coming though)
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