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Up above is the fic I’m most proud of (if you like jesters, maybe give it a click!), but if you want to see all my fics you can find my AO3 here:
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I love the Daycare Attendant fandom, and have compiled a MEGA SUPERLIST of fics I personally think are really cool. You can find that here:
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Below this on my blog you will find a silly mish-mash of my ramblings, doodles, and posts I found particularly cool. I also have a reblog account I made specifically to reblog mass amounts of daily jesters and other things that make me go “Oh wow!” If you want to browse that, here’s the link for you:
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YOOOO! Oh my gosh I love to see what people imagine Riley looks like. I love how normal you made them. Someone who doesn't immediately scream major character. Just a person trying their best.
The expressions! The intensity of the angry one, and then that half-hidden smile, ooooh.
they're not "dating" they're not "a couple" they're intrinsically connected and intertwined with each other for eternity. they're bound together like the stars. get with the program
My Knights of Guinevere art book came in today and my favorite thing is the notes calling Boombox (the hacking frog robot) a perfect and very good boy.
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I'm so tired of hate-based algorithms all over the internet. Like fine, I won't complain about the presence of the algorithm (today), but does it really have to be based around hating as many things as possible?
I watch an indie animation series and suddenly my video recommendations are "Why show is a failure" and "Why the show art design sucks" and "Watching that show as a HATER (Thumbnail: I hate this show >:(!")"
If I'm excited for an upcoming event, I get served shovels full of posts about how people hate this event and why it's bad and stinky and offends them personally.
Hit like on a post that says puppies are very cute? Oh boy, now you get a megaphone put directly into your ear so every puppy hater from the Puppy Hating Party can scream directly into your ear about how puppies are what's wrong with the world today.
I'm so sick of it! If they have to have an algorithm, can't they at least recommend me some positive videos about the thing I like? Analysis, details you missed, praise, fanart, a kid making a silly video with their custom made paper dolls of the characters from the thing... anything! Come on!
I have to tell you, I started reading I see you sundrop a little less than a week ago, and it's all i can think about. Its consumed my every waking moment, so much that I can't put it down even when im cooking dinner! Your way of writing has truly captivated me. I love Riley almost even more than I love Sundrop, their characterization. If I could get my words in order, I'm sure i could write a novel on just how much i like Riley. But as of right now, all that emotion is focused on chewing the fic like when a dog gets their paws on a rotisserie chicken. You've helped me discover my favorite fic is a triple A. (Aro, Ace, Autism). I haven't had a hyperfixation this strong in years, and reading isys is helping me through a really difficult time in my life. Genuinely, thank you for writing this fic. I know for a fact it will stay with me forever.
Oh, wow! It's so exciting and surprising to me, to hear that my fic has grabbed you this hard. Crazy to think that my silly fic could get someone the way fics I love have gotten me. I am so glad you're enjoying. I hope it can continue to provide you some comfort, and I hope things improve for you soon.
When I first started posting chapters of I See You Sundrop, it being a platonic OC fic made it basically invisible. I knew that would happen, I know that what the fandom generally searches for is YN romance, but I still wanted to write a fic for me. I wanted to write something I would be happy with, no compromises. It is so amazing and wonderful to hear when someone doesn't just put up with these aspects of the fic, but when they actually enjoy it. I feel like I say "It makes me so happy" too much, but it does! To see people enjoying Riley as an OC, to see people enjoying that a fic doesn't have romance... I am so happy! I'm so so happy! I jump up and down and do a little dance!
Thank you so, so much for your kind words. Comments like this make me feel so seen, that there really are other people out there that enjoy the same kind of stories I do.
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“I’m sorry I’m...” They couldn’t quite find the words. In the way? A problem? Boring? “Not very fun to play with right now.”
Sundrop dropped the crayon.
@shirajellyfish some fanart of I see you, Sundrop! chapter 67 while I catch up. Which is my favourite fnaf fic, just by the way (/casually said on my knees, presenting the link in my hands with a golden glow, tears in my eyes yet again)
ease please please please see this as a sign to read this fic ites really really really fucking good im on the brink of reading it a fourth time i actually kind of want to read it a fourth time i need to send my friends paragraphs from it i love this fic a lot please read this fic /smiles
It is still up there with my top favourite fics of all time in any fandom. I wrote paragraph after paragraph in the comments of so many chapters. I would read it so late into the night. I drew multiple pieces of fanart, wrote a fan-song, and would always answer with this one when asked what my favourite fanfic was. It was underappreciated when I started reading it and I was like “oh what the fuck, this is awesome. Everyone needs to hear about this.” Thank you, fnaf oc fic
This means a lot to me. I kinda assumed you'd moved on from the fandom and forgotten about my silly fic. To know you still think of it and enjoy it makes me so happy. Thank you.
My fic really took off because of all the fanart you made for it. I owe many many of the excited readers and kind comments I got to you. You did in fact make everyone hear about my fic haha :)
"How do you do, I'm Titi Suru, the friendliest wolf you've met. You'll hear the strangest things about me - for it's been said that I could be responsible for incidents unexplained. People do invent the oddest tales!"
i made this. it's an ooak (fan)art doll of the big bad wolfman, kostika "titi" suru, from the hit childrens musical film "rock 'n roll wolf" aka "mama" from 1976.
incessant rambling under the cut.
the doll is made from/contains sculpey, apoxie, plastic toy parts, cheap acrylic paints, glass eyes off etsy, flat polyester filling, fabrics (some new, some thrifted), thrifted leather scraps, various stuff of both known & unknown origin from my trinket boxes, junk from hardware store, Pain and Suffering, human blood (not on purpose), fuckton of glue(s), steel wire, etc.
anyway. this movie has driven me to some questionable financial and personal choices in the past and continues to do so.
i originally started this like. 6+ years ago when i first discovered the musical and was perfectly normal and reasonable about the whole thing. dont even worry about it. i had access to some grey fake fur i thought would be good for the hair and i think that was what put the dollmaking thought in my head. i sculpted the face but didnt bake it because i thought i might work on it more. or i was trying to figure out what to do with the neck and how to make it like… doll shaped. and then some irl stuff knocked me off my creative groove and the unbaked head was taunting me all these years, sitting under a glass dome on the corner of my junk desk. when the inspiration gets kicked off the rails it can take. … some time for it to return. sometimes that "some time" is 6 full years.
i made the mistake of thinking about the movie like 1,5 months ago and the Sickness came back in full force. i made a decision that i Would finish it this year finally.
i surgeried the face some because i presumed i could do better. then i cut off like 90% of it and resculpted it (the nose is mostly from the original but the rest got a do-over) and made some HANDS. i think those are the first human shape hands i have sculpted and i am pretty happy with how they came out. they have fingers even. finally baked that shit.
then i made some very questionable decisions about what to make the rest of him from. the thing is the steel wire i have is not strong enough to hold up a bunch of junk and heavy sculpey things without giving out and i wanted something poseable instead of a floppy ragdoll. i committed some crimes against mass produced plastic bits and made a skeleton with joints i thought would work, then i found out they kinda didnt, and then i ordered some other stuff that also didnt work for this and then i, out of desperation, did some absolute "theres no way this will work….. wait it works??? wtf" nonsense to salvage the original thing. this was a traumatic experience in many ways but the important part is that hes poseable and can stand unsupported now. its fine.
as usual i made an involuntary blood donation to this thing. the blood magic is what makes the crafts work. its not visible to the outside but i can assure theres some in there. it keeps happening.
painting and sewing (too much sewing. all by hand bc no sewing machine. dont have space for one rn nor do i sew enough to justify it anyway) and gluing and sweating and not being able to sleep when the "trying to figure out how to make this work" thoughts hit. the usual. the Craft Curse. but at the end i have a Finished Thing that i can grisp in my hand. i can REST. i finally have my own weird crusty wolf man.
i learned soooo many "how to do this in a smarter way next time" facts and i will make Good use of them by never making a doll like this ever again. shaved off years off my lifespan probably! but! i had to make it!! brain said so! why? fuck if i know!!! its done!!!! doll: Created. fun forest photoshoot: Done. boxes fucking checked!!!!!!
Hey ever notice how when a show or movie or comic with LGBTQ+ themes get popular, suddenly there are all these videos where people talk for an hour about how much they hate it. Like a LOT of them. And how you keep getting recommended this stuff by algorithms even when you never engage with it. And how entire channels and long running video series start up with nothing but long-winded rambling about how much they hate this thing as their entire identity. And how they make these vague criticisms about the promotional art being too busy, or not liking the character designs, and how they don't like any of the plot points and really everything from the characters to the designs to the story should have been totally different. And how that one character shouldn't have been gay. But just because it wasn't good enough representation! They shouldn't have had that gay character because they didn't do it right, you know?
And ever notice how they make all these little accidental mistakes where they get the age of a character wrong, or wildly misunderstand the context of a scene, or misquote a tweet in a way that lets them accuse the creative team of some really gross stuff. Like suuuper gross stuff that is completely unsupported by any real evidence, but somehow people still make accusations because of that liiiittle bitty mistake where someone totally accidentally gets something wrong about the thing in their criticism.
Ever notice how when other shows or movies or comics or whatever are bad, people complain for a minute and then stop because they stopped watching/reading it. Like how normally when people don't like a thing they just don't engage with it much long term, because they don't like it. Like they might give it a try, and complain a little if that goes bad, but then they're quiet about it because like why wouldn't they be. Because why would they be so obsessed with some random piece of media that isn't to their tastes. Why are they so fixated on this cartoon or whatever they didn't like. Why would they keep engaging with it. Why would they.
Have you guys ever noticed that. Have you ever noticed. Have you ever noticed that. Like have you ever noticed that. Ever noticed. Have you ever
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i think villains in general provide better, more epic romances because they're allowed to go to extremes. they're allowed to put their love over the greater good. they're allowed to be selfish. the best a hero can offer you is number two, because their duty comes first. villains, though. villains will burn down the world for a last kiss goodbye.
To be loved by someone who would gladly burn it all to the ground if that was what it took to get your attention.
To be loved so much that someone would plunge the world into eternal night if the sun dared to burn you.
To be loved with such ferocity that what would be unthinkable to anyone else is done without hesitation, without remorse, without compromise- all just to hold onto you a moment longer.
Hey! Dunno if you recognise my username, but I was one of the readers from back in 2023 when I see you, Sundrop was still being updated :3.
I've just finished ch 83 and boy do I miss Reed already, just a bit. My question is: what happened to Reed for him to have such a visceral hate for Bonnie animatronics, if you had anything planned out for him? What happened to Reed after he stormed out- did he quit or go back to his main pizzaria? Would the story have been longer, shorter, ect if Reed decided to see it out and stay? So many possibilities..
Of course I remember you! I see your reread is going well :)
I put a lot of thought into that, because I was completely incapable of not overthinking everything I wrote into I See You Sundrop haha
Explaining it all might ruin the magic a little... but I just can't help myself! Please read this like you would a fan theory. That is, if you find your own headcanons more compelling, keep them. None of this should override your fun.
There's a potential to ramble on here, so...
What made Reed have such a dramatic reaction to Bonnies?
There's a hint to what happened to him to make him hate Bonnies in the chapter, but only a small one. "In a move that looked more unconscious than anything, Reed clutched his right hand protectively over a spot just under his left shoulder."
Reed had his arm inside a fully powered off, no battery, no residual charge, checked and double checked and triple checked Toy Bonnie. He reached into it to do a repair and the internal mechanisms suddenly lurched. It caught his arm and would not let go.
All of this was, of course, completely impossible.
He barely managed to get his arm out of it at all, and the injury was serious. He has nerve damage from it to this day, and has trouble using that arm. He has put a lot of effort into learning to hide how much he struggles with it sometimes.
If this had been the first time, he might have called it a freak accident. But the reason Reed had so carefully checked to make sure that Bonnie was absolutely without question OFF is because he was already afraid of Bonnies by this point.
This was just the last straw in a long series of more minor injuries, ominous behavior without explanation, and terrifying near misses. As a coding guy able to see everything an animatronic should be able to do, he was already unsettled by seeing so many Bonnie animatronics specifically acting in ways that should be completely impossible. It was a slow progression from his initial suspicion to only being willing to work with one when it was absolutely necessary and completely off. Then it turns out even that wasn't enough to keep him safe.
To him, the only reasonable reaction was to refuse to be anywhere near these animatronics.
So his fear isn't unjustified. He might not still be around, if he hadn't become so afraid.
That being said, not every Bonnie animatronic is out to get him. The old pizzaplex classic Bonnie would have been completely safe, had Reed not refused to come anywhere near him.
What happened to Reed after he stormed out?
Not much, fortunately for him. He went home unscathed. He might end up making less money in the long run since he's known to be 'hard to work with' (and refuses to set foot in the largest fazent location in the country), but it's not like he isn't making plenty of money regardless.
He's probably jumpy for a few weeks after, worrying about more of the same coming from anywhere, but will calm down when most animatronics he works with will be fine. Normal.
He's the only guy in this horror movie that sees the obviously haunted objects being kept in the spooky attic and nopes out before ghosts start attacking people.
Maybe some day Riley and Reed will meet again, helping out at some other location years in the future. It would be an incredibly awkward situation.
What if Reed had stayed?
It wouldn't have been long before something else tipped him off. This guy has been working at Fazbear locations for quite a while now, and he knows when something is wrong. Even if he'd stayed another day or two, he would have been out sooner rather than later. Eventually Riley would have showed him their notes, and the second they opened a page Reed would recognize the bunnies they'd been doodling.
The story wouldn't have significantly changed, I think. Reed could treat the symptoms, but he'd never find the root cause. No one would, looking into just the code. There's no possible universe in which he would go anywhere near the liminal space, much less into it. And this is coming from someone who sometimes entertains an AU where he builds a giant Happy Frog battle mech and the story turns into a mecha anime.
He would have been an incredibly bad influence on Riley every second he was there though.
