shiina

i did it. i finally ruined the progress i made in the last 11 months

i think im gonna relapse soon. i made it to 11 months.. thats enough right :( i cant do it anymore

i rlly need a hug

i feel sick

i want someone else to hurt me so i dont need to do it myself and make everyone dissapointed in me

i was doing better what happened

i wanna rip put all my hair fuck im so dumb

im overweight so i rlly do need to focus more on my diet.. and exercise..

i didnt oversexualize myself but he likes me?! so happy rn. maybe i can actually be liked for something other than sexual desire.

im fucking done i cant keep this up i need to cvt i need to or else im gonna keep having these terrible thoughts