It's been a very long time since I have been back on tumblr. I don't even remember the tags I used to use. It doesn't seem like hardly anyone is active anymore. I just randomly thought about getting on and checking things out. I'm not even sure why I am even typing this out. I guess the nostalgia of all the years spent scrolling the pages of this website. My teenage years spent enjoying the fandom life. I'm in my thirties now and life has gotten a lot different. As it should, honestly. Life goes on, time changes everything. I'm a different person than I was all those years ago.
The kpop fandom has evolved and become nearly unrecognizable. The anime/manga I used to follow no longer get the attention they did. Nothing is the same. Yet I still think about it sometimes. All the time I was on here, the nights I didn't go to sleep because I needed to watch just one more kpop live and "they weren't posting a link on tumblr until X time." The edits I used to make no longer get any likes. No messages in my inbox these days. Just memories of a time I used to live here. Contact with friends lost, chats left unread, messages that were never opened. Things are different now and that's okay.
